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I must do something to confront the decadent mood of the last days. One thing I’ve already done is recovering the practice of making self-talks. Yesterday, I recorded a self-talk where I described what I was doing, and it turned out not as terrible as I expected. I think I must make self-talks regularly as I’d been making them earlier. I could even create videos out of them. The crucial point is that they must be spontaneous and improvisational. Although I might think about a certain topic before making a self-talk, I shouldn’t force myself to talk about things which do not naturally attract my attention. In other words, I’d like to build my youtube channel around my personality, instead of making “how-to” videos, following the demands of “average” viewers.

It makes me feel stupid when I try to follow all these advice from YCA or the people who talk about the youbue tips and tricks. One thing is certain: I must improve the quality of my videos, which is now all about improving my linguistic skills and probably taking some courses in filmmaking.   
 
I tried to gain subs by using a chat and talking people into subscribing to my channel, but now I think it wasn’t a good idea. It not only makes me feel stupid, but also brings a serious disruption into my stream of consciousness. Maybe, instead of chatting, I can get to some groups on various social networks and send invitations to those people who are interested in studying English. This seems to be a better idea.

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