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12:07am.
Perhaps I have to think about what has happened, but I don’t want to. If it’s the end, I’m pretty much okay with that. If she somehow brings me back, I’m okay with that too. I waste so much energy reacting to each of her moves. There is plenty of work to be done. I’ve figured out something really unusual, and probably the whole enterprise with this relationship was here only to help me change my mind and stop waiting for acceptance.
Now, it’s time for breakfast and then I’m gonna work the whole day.
1:20pm.
Done all publishing work. Now it’s time to see what I recorded yesterday, take a few clips out of it and put them at the introduction of the video to capture attention.
2:40pm.
Made the intro with clips and cleaned up the room. The next thing I wanna do is put the intro in a special form, so that it’s gonna be distinguished from the main part. Then, I have to record the first and the last scene, put all of the elements together and the video is gonna be ready.
This week, I wanna get more lessons about how to work with Shotcut. I also have to catch up with Cathrin’s videos.
4:24pm.
Finished the intro and watched one of Cathrin’s videos: MARCH ANALYTIC REPORT: What happened to my youtube channel in March 2020 & Sharing some BIG NEWS. 868 comments. 1.1k likes. 17,756 views. April 10, 2020.
6:28pm.
This damn Shotcut lags as a fucking bitch! I’ve wasted two hours trying to make what I needed, all in vain. It’s so bloody frustrating! I guess I have to buy a new computer which is gonna be able to work with a different video-editing program.
7:20pm.
Downloaded a new video-editor VSDC, which immediately solved my problem. I guess, I’ll use this editor instead of Shotcut; but maybe both of them, depending on the task, is a better option.
Watch one more video of Cathrin: THE BUSINESS OF YOUTUBE: What you NEED TO KNOW if you want to be a full-time youtuber 2020. 2,832 comments. 4.6k likes. 66,473 views. April 14, 2020.
I think I’ll watch a few more videos, but without commenting on them.
HITTING 100K SUBSCRIBERS ON YOUTUBE! My reaction & 100k subscribers celebration! 2,150 comments. 2.4k likes. 26,861 views. April 17, 2020.
EACTLY How I Optimize My YouTube Videos to GET MORE VIEWS: How to Tag Your Videos to RANK HIGHER. 2,228 comments. 3.7k likes. 49,161 views. April 21, 2020.
How I Plan My YouTube Videos So I DON”T MISS AN UPLOAD: Planning out my videos for when I move! 1,021 comments. 1.5k likes. 19,085 views. April 24, 2020.
0 to 100k SUBSCRIBERS on YouTube 2020: The strategies that really helped me to grow on YouTube. 4,116 comments. 4.4k likes. 55,699 views. April 28, 2020.
Struggling To Learn FINAL CUT PRO (seriously embarrassing) Trying Final Cut Pro for the first time. 1,181 comments. 1.5k likes. 14,070 views. May 1, 2020.
10:40pm.
Went to A. Discussed yesterday’s conflict. No understanding. Wants me to apologize. Left her after 30 minutes.
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