A very personal letter For the One

We were talking. And somebody was telling us about Africa.
And I was looking in your face as usual. And then they mentioned savannah
And (was it not my dream?) I saw 3-second hesitation in your eyes
And then your eyes kind of wandered around the room and you gave me a glance, and made kind of nod or whatever, as if I was to approve your hidden thought and and there was kind of a smile hidden in your lips..
Well, I like thinking about that moment and about you, and the way you did let me see you knew some funny stupid things about me though may be you didn't wish to show
Its just sometimes I think of you, that glance, and now I just try to change something - to apologize, and to say........
.....Please forgive me. May be I was wrong in something and may be even in everything.
 I hope you understand, etc.
Just in case you come here to get to know one more funny stupid thing about me

Bye-bye)))