Covered emptiness

Sound of shot and focus on barrel of a gun….
Send watch figured blond stands on winding stairs, with smoking riffle in her hand and smoking wedding wear, which consist of absence of skirt cloth, but overburden plastic carcass of it and what’s left from weeding veil. She stands on her heavy legs wearied in white stockings with waistband, stained by soot and looks shocked, while camera shows another big foot girl, which is laying on a flow, under stairs, with frustrated and little bit surprised look…Blond loose the rifle and run away, as well as guests from weeding ceremony( who was around as audience on some show), while camera shows red headed victim, with small hole in her jacket and tiny blood line flowing across her breast to her neck…girl with covered by veils face, but candidly dressed, sit next to victim, while she says( wearily and worried) :” I need to see my life, as they says - before the end should happen…I can`t see it. Could you help me?! ” …Girl covered by veils, took a blood from wound of the victim and start write on the wall, while fire came behind the stairs: Your name is Shan McFarland and you were has been born about 24 years ago…
Camera shows town house and boy who`s put garbage into can and than put a flame on it…He stand and look at the fire and than BOOM!!!( explosion) He still stands, but his face covered by blood and scars….
 Continuation of writings on the burning wall: You had baby sister, who`s got worse accident than yours…
 Camera shows girl, in a car with broken side window and absence of lower jaw, covered by blood…She stops near hospital. Get out and wearily walks to entrance…
 Writings on the wall continued:” I was a fashion model…I and Eavy…”
Camera shows Eavy( blond shooter) and girl without a lower jaw standing on a stage, with lower jaw and furniture for bedrooms( in furniture store )…Eavy says:” In my childhood , my parents wanted me to be a boy…It was awful and I would never wanted to go back…”
…Writings on the wall:”…and i`ve answered :”( camera shows furniture store again ):” Yeah, my parents use to be awful with me too…me and my big brother…”
Camera shows two kids, who’s laying in the truck which is moving and shaking from side to side…they covering they faces to do not breath by dust and trash from flow of the truck…back door of truck is opening and kids goes out, while his fathers says:” Come on – go out quickly!! Before cops hasn’t showed!! Took whatever you can and put in in out truck!! Hurry Hurry!!”( A big train with multiple wagons lays on the ground after crash with food cloth and other stuff  surrounds it…) Kids and they parents run for it…
Eavy says(in furniture store, while both sitting on a furniture store showcase chairs ):” And what’s happen with your big brother?” , girl without jaw, but within for now, answers:” Well after his face has been ripped by the blow of the balloon of lacquer, which was in a garbage which he were need to burn…Our parents kick him out from our home…” Eavy ask:” WHAT?”
Girl continues writing on the burning wall, under stairs:” When they’ve found a gonorrhea in your throat, which you’ve got after you`ve made a blow job for Manus – a special agent of vice police, who told you…”
Scene in a car… young boy with scared face sit next young handsome fellow,  who`s speaking to him by certain and soft mentor voice:” You see…your case is almost close and your family will be soon of from that glitch…Neighbors sided and suspicious looks will remain, but you`ll be clean for a low, officially. Only they can arrest your father, for what they think he have done with you. So if you want to help him you`ll have to help me and i`ll do what it needs for sure them, that he is not involved and it was a tragic accident..!?” Boy answers with passion:” Yeah – that’s right – it was an accident!!” Manus interrupts him:” Yes , yes I believe you, but if you want me to make them to believe you – you gotta make me feel good, if you know what i mean…”
 Eavy asks( in furniture store): “ And than what?” , girl continue:” Well our father was realized and our parents still sure that it was me, who has put that balloon to the garbage can…”
 Girl without a jaw, but within pose to photographer, who`s says: “ Show me regret!!”( flare smash the screen ); “Show me compassion”( flare smash the screen after girl change pose, but not an apathy mask on her face)…Girl continue her speech to Eavy(in furniture store):” Some time later, some one called and told us that Shan is died from AIDS… And our parents turn themselves into loving ones and grieve over they sweetest son gay(says sarcastically)…And even join to AFLAG and put they flag near our fence…” Eavy says:” WHAT?” Girl continues, while they both laying on furniture store showcase bed:” Well it haven’t take too long and after they saw how some folks has crashed neighbors fence…” Eavy cut short:” Wait a minute - you saying that your folks joined to Association of Friends of Lesbians and Gays?” Girl continue:” Well yeah and now Shan – my sweat brother – is they fallen gay hero…”( says it at a loss and some resentment and grinning ) …Her face in close:” Give me another parents!!!”( flare smash the screen )
..SHe is continuing write on the wall in flames( fire eats laters, which start burn as well as the wall) by blood( near stairs, where shut read hair girl lays ):” i guess i shouldn’t shut down the light in my room, at that night when our father has throw you away from our home and you  knocked in my window… Nevertheless It wasn’t me – who has throw that balloon into a garbage can, which has scared your face Shan “Wendy Alexander ( girl who`s laying under stair, with bullet hole in her jacket): “ You shouldn’t worry about me honey – i`m fine now and i knew it all the time – i knew that it wasn’t you `cause i`ve done it by myself and i knew that it was you, whan i`ve meet you in hospital without a lower jaw…”
Wendy Alexander sits on a char in speech therapist’s cabinet and doctor says: “ Males always make accent on adjective, when they say something and female make accent on adverbs…for example male would say: “You are so BEAUTIFUL today” and female will say: “ You are so beautiful TODAY”. Girl without a jaw stay near door and writings on the wall with flames says:” Wendy so BEAUTIFUL, as her head can be chapped off and sold for for million dollars from exhibition … “ Wendy turn her head to the girl without a jaw(while she stands near open doors of therapist cabinet) and says:” Oh shit honey, what happened to your face? Have you ask elephant to sit on it?” Girl hold turkey in her hands and than doctor is paying attention on her sustain the bird. Therapist is standing up and goes to her with words:” Hello honey, it not your time now and you shouldn’t bring a present to me – it`s my job…” Girl without a jaw answers:” Aeeak eea eat eeer an uk ou” – woman answes:” Ok Ok honey…” Girl is not listening, sneak into the room meanwhile and locking the door in front of therapist’s surprised face. Whan after, she sits next to Wendy and writes on the note and shows :” Save me !!!” , while Wendy reads it, write another one: ”PLEASE!!!”. Wendy syas:” Ok, Ok I will , but first tell me what’s happened with your face honey ?” Girl writes again:” The birds has ate it?” Wendy reads and asks with bewilderment and some notes of sarcasm in her voice:” What birds?! – One from the ones which you`ve gave to our therapist?” Girl laughs and writes and shows notes one by one, while Wendy reads with changing face( from surprise to abuse and irony) :” I were driving in my car while bullet from 30 caliber riffle has smash my face and rip my lower jaw off…It could be fixed , but before police has found my car, sea gulls ate it, or took it…Police detective has told me that it`s normal for them and sometimes they taking the bones along to they nests and when crash them on rocks to get some marrow from it…and that turkey that i`ve got for therapist, i`ve stole it from market near…” Wendy asks:” Stole? And no one even tryed to stop you”. Girl negatively swing by her head …
Camera shows market and girl without a jaw , who`s walking through the tourniquet, along with a turkey, while everyone looks at newspapers or advertising posters or shows like they care about something on market’s shells…She walks and without stopping and says to girl on a case :” Ae iell ey eater “ while some folks give her a shy look and whisper between each other:” it`s a mask?.. looks like …ouch!! Horrible ?! It`s too early for Halloween…”And when she almost out, a child, who`s mother trying to make like she care about what’s written on TAMPAX, yells:” LOOK, LOOK – a monster stilling the FOOD” His mother slap him and says:” Quiet, it`s not how good boys should act !!!” Child start cry and while his face changes from wonder to lack of understanding with offence...Girl goes out. Wendy sits on a chair in therapist cabinet and says:” Ok, write more honey…I need to know everything?” Girl continues:” I came here. I`m alive( still laughs )…Carrier is over. I can’t speak. I have no home, `cause parents still thinks that i`m study in college and dreaming to be a doctor and have no clue about my fashion carrier and work of a model…” Wendy says:” Your handwriting is awful honey, but go on – give me something more!!” Girl writes:” Fianc; has left me and seems like he use to fuck my best friend as well her seems to fuck all my cloth…And no one will ever look at me again!!!” Wendy says:” What’s all?” Girl writes:” Child from market called me a MONSTER…and i`ll probably will have to eat children’s food for the end of my life…” (she looks like about to cry ) Wendy looks at her with love, but with no compassion and says:” You take it all in wrong way, honey!! – You can’t create your future, by living in your past and turn it into your present, my dear!! – Future is what you have to leave behind and what you have to find by look ahead…” Wendy took a powder-case from her cow-hide fancy-bag and open it…Got no powder, but white tablets...and no mirror, but smiling Wendy`s photo card, which makes her smile too. She took a tablet from it and says:” Doctors have no clue about it, but here is an old school Marylyn Monroe`s method – any drug in corresponding amount, can take a way any ache you’ve got” Wendy put one tablet, in her graphite lips, sustain one for girl without a jaw and says:” Go on girl i`ll help you to do so…Otherwise you’ll have to write your story again and again, before you`ll understand that it`s just a story and it`s not yours now…”
 Writings on the wall with flames:” i`ve burn my girlfriend house and makes her think that my boyfriend has tried to finish me off, while she was out for photo session somewhere in Mexico and asked me to stay in her huge residence, which has been given to her by her family from Texas…”
Camera shows Manus ( special agent of vice police )jumping through window, with covered by stocking face and knife and see girl with out a jaw, with out a jaw , in blue night-dress, which hold a riffle in her hand, standing on stairs. He says:” Chill out Shannon …” – loose the knife and continue:” First of all let`s say to each other that everyone will goes from here alive and secondary…” Girl says:” OO OU ears” and step down to the hall. Manus continue, while she gets up, with his hands up:” Came on baby – it wasn`t me – it was Eavy – she has made that shot from the riffle that you hold – She is even sleep within and i were only came here to avenge you!!”….
 Eavy stays on the wind stairs with burned hair and hoops, which has been left from skirt of her weeding dress. And point the same riffle to Wendy, who`s looks surprised and laughs…
Writing on the wall with flames:”She has made that shot `cause i`ve make her think that me is you…as for Manus – he probably still have no clue about who are you…?!”
 Luggage rack has been opened and Wendy have said, by looking at Manus, who`s laying inside with no movement:” Hm what a cute fellow, he is probably got concussion of the brain, after such big holes on a road.”…
…Flaming writings on the wall:” He wasn’t – it was me who has force him to take soporific, while he was in closet for cloth, in Eavy house, which i`ve burn out after called her and i`ve heard…”
Eavy sits on a hotel bed, watch TV and hold phone tube, while Shannon ( girl without a jaw ) stay with riffle in Eavy`s house and cloth closet behind her, do the same and listen
:”Is it you Manus?! Hello!! Stop call me, you jerk!! After you`ve done with Shannon, i don`t wanna see or hear you again!!!”
 ..Writings on the  wall eaten by flames:” However it wasn`t him – He haven’t shot me …I am a true sister of my sweet brother and just like you`ve done it with yourself by that balloon expulsion – i`ve shot myself and makes Eavy think that it was Manus and let Manus think, that it was Eavy…” Wendy laying on the flow, while blood still floats from her chest and says;” Oh honey – I didn’t know that it was you, but like i`ve said I knew that it`s you – my little sis…and …!!”… Wendy laying on the flow at bathroom of some expensive house
 and takes tablets from hands of the girl in veil( Shannon ) and says:”
i LOVE you and i always will… I`ve made that journey with you and …who is he for now…??!( Wendy looks considering...) Girl in veil writes in her note book and show to Wendy:”Elis Island”. Wendy says:” Yes that’s right ms. Scotia – owner of paper factory
He is your step brother for today and my assistant for all time…
 as well as he was Chaise Manhattan in Boston and and Nash Rambler and Denver Omelet… And ex vice police agent and everyone’s ex …”( interrupted by knocks at the door of the bathroom and voice behind): “Ms. Alexander , would you please step out and help me!! – It`s Mr. Elis – it seems like he sick and having some kind of uncontrollable seizure!!” Wendy answers:” Yes, yes it`s normal – you gotta help him – just put him down to the flow and if it`s needs – put your knees to his chest to do not let him hurt himself, while i`m helping ms.Scotia!!” Man behind the door open it for a little and see girl in veil, opening her veil and closing the door, while Wendy continue yelling after him:” And most important – you gotta take tongue from his mouth or he can choke himself and you`ll sit on a corpse…!!” Looks like man, who was behind the door almost run away downstairs and Wendy continue with sarcastic smile:” It will surely will keep them busy, while we will do our part…So as i were saying i`ve made this journey with you and Manus to understand how to leave in that world, with my new upcoming shape, before i`ll do the final cut…
Writings on the burning wall: “ i`ve force Manus to travel with us by telling him that if he won’t come – i`ll tell everyone that he is the one who had burned EAvy`s house…”
Wendy continue, while laying on a flour under stairs, with hole in her chest:” Manus -an undercover hooker, who would work for vice police and buster gays, who wanted to buy him and he would still be successful, if wouldn’t start getting older. However as well as George Michel with his “Older”, and no matter how much extra female hormones you have mix with his morning coffee, he still got fantastical look!!” Girl use little more Wendy`s blood and
wrirtes on the wall:” You always will look way more and gorgeous, than he or anyone
 was or will!!” Wendy answers:”The truth is i never wanted to be a woman!! I just wanted to do something that i hate to , to find who am i…Something completely insane and wrong…Something which everyone, who would find himself normal would call crazy …I wanted `cause i were getting sick from being normal and do everything in so called right way…”
 Wendy continues on the bathroom’s flour:” …i hated to be captured in some clich;s created by our society and even love it and adore( swallows another pill , given by Shannon )…So I figure out that i can`t trust my own wishes and and world outlook, corrupted by our western culture. And if i want to find the source – the genuine me and truth … ( taking another blue pill marked as “valium”) I gotta do something really way off from social rules and standards…`Cause true revelations comes from chaos…(swallow another tablet) Only if you are ready to step inside of it and catch yourself before it swallow you( swallow another one )– you are ready to to live your own life, but not someone else is… i suppose our journey as well the way of making cash for a living, by stilling drugs from bathrooms of expensive mansions for sale, is on the left way… Well, removing two ribs from my chest for my send watch waist, changing of shape and ....”
( camera shows Wendy turns to Shan, while laying on a hospital stretchers )…Wendy laying on bathroom’s flour and continues: “And those drug queens”( camera shows three faces showing behind the door one by one, like totem, from low to high ), which you`ve met at the hotel, where
i were living, when you came for me with Elis looked at the truck” Shan laying on a hospital stretchers and continues:” They`ve paid for surgery and thoughts that they were using me to create some kind of living copy of speaking doll, which they’ve created and sold and
 make alote cash on it, by selling cloth for it”( Camera shows doll inside the box on some market shell and whan focus gets on her face morph to Wendy`s face laying on a bathroom’s flour ) .Wendy continues:” It was cheap, but cloth selling has made them rich as hell. As well as my cloth cost cheaper for them, than i…However it`s me = who were using them to make something completely nuts (swallows another pill from Shannon hands)… So here i am – a queen, who’s also looking for some love and her little sister…So maybe you would became one or both?! –like i`ve said – i haven’t make a final cut and i love you – i mean – i`m not lesbian or gay – i hate those labels – I don’t want to confine myself by using it…( eyes of girl with veil goes wider)I`m free…And i`ve thought that maybe you gonna help me?( girl with veil negatively wave, by her head and runs out from bathroom…)
Wendy laying on a flour near stair covered by her own blood and continue:” I`ve always knew, that it was you Shannon… Eavy helped me to find you in a hostipal… I`ve met Eavy, when i were visiting group therapy for persons, who has change they sex…”
Girl with out a jaw eyes goes wider again and she continue writings on the wall, by taking little more blood from flour near Wendy:” Whan i`ve light Eavy`s house and kidnap Manus, i`ve send telegram to Eavy and say to her that if she won’t send me half of million dollars, i`ll tell everyone that she is the one who has force Manus to shot me…Also i`ve told her that i`ve done a plastic surgery and now i look even more beautiful, than before they had shot me in my face…
Wendy continues:”I was envy, than i saw you!! – You`ve got what i wanted to have by myself, by making those surgery for those queers …You`ve erase yourself and was ready to find your new and free entity…Free from all social clich;s and stamps…You was clean and empty as inside as well as outside…Empty canvas…clear start…Zero!!”Girl in veil haven`t stop writings, while listen Wendy`s words:” Eavy said that she will give the money and will transfer it on my account, but if she`ll see me again – she will shot me now for sure!!!
 Girl without a jaw and with veil, but without it now, stand in a middle of a hotel room with Eavy`s riffle  and looks at her own child photography, while one of the queers says:” It`s or queen`s little sister…Wendy wanted to make herself looks exactly like her and we find it adorable as well…So please don`t take her away from us – We need her as well as her need us to pay her future surgery and hormonal course…”
 Girl in veil sits next to Wendy covered by blood and continues her writings on a wall:” I could stop Eavy by showing what it`s me  and not you, but i heaven`t… as well as i could open my window, whan you were standing on the street in the night, after our old folks had throw you out from our home …” Wendy answers with sarcastic grin:”Yeah honey and i could not bring Manus to seduces Eavy`s new fianc;( still screen with Manus makes blow job for Eavy fianc;e, while Eavy runs out, with abused face, from cellar, where she found them…), as well as let him to worship myself…However if you haven’t light up her house again( screen which shows girl without a jaw, who`s hold “Channel number 5” in one hand and Zippo in another one ) -it wouldn’t give us so much fun”( laughs )  Eavy runs in, stand next Wendy, stoop and says:” You know what Wendy Alexander – it`s the most sick joke you`ve played…ambulance is on a way as well as firemen…” Sounds from upstairs:” Oh yes yes, big man, shot your stuff into my face”
Wendy laughs even more harder, with ache grimace, while Eavy yells:” Hey you fucker
, could you be more quiet!! Hope there is someone you haven’t been fucked!!”Wendy says even more humoristic:”Hm –not in this house!!” and laughs…Words from upstairs:” You have a right to remain silence sir…!!!” Eavy says: “Sucker still hopes that he going to get his job back!!!”
Wendy answers:” Well – he can do a blow job for sure!!” and laughs, while spelling more blood…
 Wendy and girl without a jaw came from bathroom and goes down from stairs. In a house hall, they see Manus making blow job for fellow who use to try get them out from bathroom…He hold his ass by his hand and smacking….
Girl with veil, take more blood on her finger and continue her writings on flaming wall:”…i use to hate you `cause after you leave and our parents has been informed about your death – you`ve became they hero and they start adore you, who has died for them, but became more alive, then me - who was alive, but not for them…Whatsoever now i love and adore you as well!!!”
Fade out( in white)
Fade in
Shan laying on hospital chamber, without his breasts…All three queers surrounds him and girl without a jaw sit next to him on the edge of his bed. His eyes are closed and he looks faintly and weak… One of them says:” Oh Wendy – you looks so faintly…Come on sisters…lets help our queen….Queen Wendy gotta look good even in coffin…God bless surgery and book about it, which was in your jacket pocket and safe your life along with your silicon boobs….it`s a shame that it has been ruined, as well as your fantastic jacket. However here a good news – Now you can change it on a knew one and any size you want…” Shan slowly opens his eyes…Girl without a jaw write a notes, while one of the queers says:” Now let`s fix you up!!”
Girl shows note to Shan:” I love you WENDY ALEXANDER!!” Shan answers, with smile and limply says:” Love you too ms. Saint Passions…” One of the queers commands:” Humidifier!” Another one gives it and answers:” Humidifier.” Saphonda (one of the queers) using it…Girl without Jaw writes and show another note:” Now you can be me officially and i can start over somewhere else…” Sophonda says:” Tonal.” Another queer answers and gives:” Got it!” Girl without a jaw writes and shows:” I`m gonna give you my ID and you`ll became me for everyone, excerpt me and you.” Sophonda comands: ”Fixer!!” Another sister Ray give and says:”Fixer
!!”.Sophonda using it, while Shan say:”  What about you honey?” Girl without a jaw, with veil writing and show:”I`ll remain covered for the others to be opened for myself…to find me -
 the one who’s not associated with the way i use to look…”(open her veil)  Sophonda commands:” Crayon for eyebrows !” Girl without a jaw writes…One of the Ray sisters(three queers) says:” Crayon for eyebrows.” Girl without a jaw show her note, while Sophonda use cryon:” You`ll be my reversion – the one who`s covered my empty shape, while i am going to
 fill out emptiness, which was covered by that shape ” Shane says:” So who are you going to be sis?” Girl writes:” Will figure out on the way i`m going…”
 Eavy stays on a stairs with riffle with her burned hair and yells to Wendy:”
It`s you again – Shannon – crazy pyromaniac witch!!!” Wendy laughs, while Eavy aim riffle on her:” If some one would have a same charm and look as you do, he would walk on the water for all his life, but you need to put everything on fire – So i`ll fire you!!”
 Sophonda commands:” Crayon for eyes!!”  Another sister says and gives:” Crayon for eyes” Saphonda start using it, while girl with veil close it writes and goes out…Wendy look at the writings:” I`ll find my way anyway and you`ll show how shallow and fixed social frames can be…While they will look at you and see me, without see me… while everyone can accept you only by giving you one label, one opportunity and one face, written and produced for you, but not by you…And If you have established yourself as an actor – you can’t be fine art creator…Or if you are established as screenwriter - no one will call you composer as well or simply an artist – you`ll be a screenwriter who has create a symphony, or an actor who has create a few canvases…If you have a one face – you gotta have one entity and one shape, while you can have multiple shapes of your entity, just like God...Covered by one shape - He creates all, as well as  i`ll remain covered to create me as me and not everyone expect me to be, by judging on the way i look and choosing for me the way, which girl , like me should walk…” Shan puts note down, with weak shadow of smile look at the open door with following of his sister walking away, while she is already out…
 Wendy stays and taking out several veils from her package, while girl without a jaw sits next to her, locked in speech therapist cabinet. Wendy says:”Well honey – here is new start for you…We will cover you, `cause when you covered – you can be anyone and no one -
 You don`t have to show your face and since your body still gorgeous –  with those covers – you`ll be even more attractive, than you were without, while you had your face. From now on – you`ll choose - who you wanna be!!!”(Covering girl`s face with veils )
 Girl without a jaw goes out from hospital entry… She walks away and her gorgeous figure move slowly from side to side, (from hipes) and shows her back to the camera, while passers-by turns they head and sending on admiring looks to her walking and fading away steps… She is evanescing by loosing her veils, one by one, but one her veils soar in warm air, which is comes up from street and crowd walks through, with sullen faces, focused and concentrated somewhere out, without looking to each other…
 Shan looks at Shannon IDs..he still look weak, but Sophonda commands:” Eyelashes ink…” – got an answer:” Eyelashes ink…” …another command:” Labial contour… ” – got answer:”Got it!!”...”Libstick!!” – got answer and tool :” Oh now she is fantastically shining!!” - another command:”Lustre!! She still needs to get out from jungles!!”...Answer:” Lustre.”…
 Shannon image on IDs morphs into Wendy still laying on a hospital sheets, while camera moves out to large scope of the hospital chamber. Saphonda says:”Hm now our queen is ready for thå show !!!” And whan all of them say, almost synchronously:” …and the show must go on!!!”      
 Eavy and Manus, who now got silicon chest, stay in a same furniture store as Eavy and Shannon use to play. Eavy says:” We came here almost everyday and walk around with Shannon, while telling a stories to each other and act like we live here…Even having a fights…Fake of coarse!!” Manus answers:” How charming!! Hm i suppose that is familial, however Wendy was much more talented for my opnion…It`s shame that she is chasmed! I mis her!!” Eavy answers:”Everyone miss her honey! However Shannon is a good leaner and i suppose in
 someday she will be equal…”


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WHAT CAN I SAY – it`s a screenplay for comic book or cartoon stylized as comic book, but it based on one of Chuck Palahniuk`s novel, which has more than 100 pages…I`ve change a lote, but as well as not – I mean if you`re creating 5-7 pages from 100 – you gotta change something…Nevertheless it seems like i`ve saved an entity of his story and most scenes as well…It`s almost the same story and it has similar core, but all characters speaks or writes for oneself and usually use my words to explain and express themselves and original plot…However some scenes order and some content has been changed and i`ve even add a few scenes by myself…It`s like the same story, but storyteller is not the same…

Ìàêñèìà Àðòèñ Êîñìîïîëèòåñ   21.02.2009 11:58     Çàÿâèòü î íàðóøåíèè