stuff

seems like i live in the past
seems like i've broken heart
and u watch me
sinking

seems like there is no present
I left my dreams behind
and u let me
brought me down

how could you change it?
how come i m here?
forgiving forgetting
loosing my mind

I m looking at the screen...check in row 29. I gotta go. I look behind and there's so much pain. There're so much to leave...so much to forget...But I've to cut it as soon as possible. I am giving up this battle to win the next one. Everything happens for its reason. I dont know mine though. Last look. Last step. Away.

Its not fair. I am falling apart
How come I ve got
This piece of pie
No sugar added

Its happening. I am living a dream
Most might would die for
This piece of pie
Colorful package

Step by step its getting better. Its going there. Tough, with tears, but the tougher it is, the stronger I stand on the ground. On my own.

I want to paint on your skin
My route from nowhere
Let you feel how i am feeling
Every day without you

I want to draw a perfect day
New York autumn
Feeding swans
Holding your hand