Inner enemy

1
New sunrise and I wish again my prayers
To be сarried out;
Ready to pray to any gods, if they could
Bring to me salvation;
 
What kind of mockery my mind’s
Prepared today? 
Which enemies will be born from depths
Of my consciousness?...

2
There in my life are only corners and walls
That oppress me, and no more doors
For me to escape,
To save relics of my soul;

3
Night in nightmares, day in hallucination,
Devils’ merry-go-round is speeding up;
They follow me everywhere, laughing at,
With burning pain in my temples
Wave of panic fear sweeps me again;

No way out from this trap,
No one hears my scream;
Don’t know where I am: 
In reality or in delirious dream;

Which forces declared this war to me?
Who wishes so much to destroy me in a dust?...


4
Lost in a crowd, of insanity in crown
I’m leaving tonight my battleground;
Farewell beams of my sun will light up the face
Of the last enemy,
Will light up my own face;