Visions Of Lili

Visions Of Lili
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I`m so glad I came home
It`s been such a long time after awhile
You got me loaded with ideas
You thought were special but it`s just the same as mine
And I don`t feel any jealousy
No pain or anger - it`s just too cold outside
But your sweet liquor sets everything in right place
Discovering all the tempting traits in your face
And it makes me wanna run my hands thru your lace
While you`re setting the pace

Who`s been dragging you down
Not your colleagues, your eastern lover or me
You talk to me so freely
As I was an angel or spirit or just anyone you want me to be
But I used to be cruel and mean and everchanging indeed
You should have known it before confiding in me
I don`t mean any wrong, I just feel unnaturally senseless in me
So you gotta do something more
Not to make me feel totally bored

I don`t wish to sound insulting, too rude or something to you
See the summertime is coming and you can`t embrace the Palace Square,
art gallery or else, that won`t embrace you
And I`m just somewhere near, standing close, taking pictures of you
Why you wanna treat me just like a friend
What`s been there or what was insufficient yet
I don`t wanna take so much of nothing
Then you`re gonna make me regret

You got me standing on the edge
And you just wish to pass the time away
And as my friend Alex says,
"Enjoy the gifts that heavens bring you everyday"
But me, I`m getting tired or just senseless, it`s hard to take it that way
I won`t be quoting here what Mr. Bob knew long before
Not to confuse your virgin mind or make it explode
You`d better get yourself forbidden fruits & wine and just go
Deciding which side of that you want more

There`s a man at the crossroads
In the dirt but his eyes still glare
He`s not counting dispositions
He just stands here unaware
And if you come and ask him why doesn`t he try some other way back here
Not get answered is the best you can get
Your hands are shaking and your eyes are wet
Primrose path you are to choose in the end
Not to be feeling like that

You`re tiny flower lady
But you keep saying you`ve been thru all of that
There`s nothing I would do to you
Will make you wonder or break your heart
And you know I`m not a sick heartbreaker, baby
Don`t wanna play like them, we`d better ride away too far
Sliding by the seaside like gods
Feeling on the top when it flops
Making love at our best on the rocks
When the rules and conventions, all drops

Well, you say it`s such a pleasure
Not to think, not to talk, not to care at all
And I`m taking your advice,
Going down till there`s one step left to fall
But soon it`s all recovered
Cos too much of sweet disease will take control
And it`s still Lili and me under street
Without notice, arriving here on our feet
And it`s just the beginning of the road into deep,
So don`t be late for that trip....
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18.03.2012