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What can I say to myself?  We get what we deserve in this life. As much love, as much money, as much friends. All we deserve in this life or before. All our experience needs for our soul. It’s like doing diamond from the stone...Long and careful process...But, everybody personally just want to be happy and to have all normal needs. We are the same or we are different? Why some from us very talented and other all life cant learn even one profession...Sometimes human been who lives in high mountains or in forest, or in deep village happier than person who has big business and big opportunities. Who are more close to the God? If we have a chance to read the Original Bible may be will found some answers there. But everybody knows how many times it was changed. So, if I have such questions in my mind – I would have answers for sure in this life or after...
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