no more kisses from Johnny Kapohnny

  I haven't seen her for a while. It was very slow in the restaurant, so all the dishes did Del. Suddenly Chef gave her 2 days. I was surprised, she was too. She got fat, God, huge. But it was okay for her.
  So anxious every time she sees me. Well, in a month she started to work almost every day.
One day Love was out of spirit, she hadn't smiled for the whole evening. I tried to cheer her up, but nothing helped. I asked even Mario to help with that. And nothing. She asked me to give her a ride home. Gosh, I was waiting for her to be done for 30 minutes, terrible. She told me I'm her little brother, with the same her accent. Okay.
  The next day she asked me for a ride again. The Chef told me to help her with dishes. She was so jolly that night. We were talking about running food and other shit. I called her by name and she said it was first time she heard that. The Chef called her 'The Girl'. I did the same thought she didn't like it. It was fun. I took her home and gave her a signal on my way back from her house.
  Saint Valentine's day. She was looking gorgeous and told me she liked my hair. Yea, okay. I helped her with carrying dishes and hurt her problem finger. Sorry, Love. I was helping her again, thought I wanted to go home so bad.
  She asked me for a ride again, but I refused. The Chef will take her home. The Girl.
  She said she had something for me. I asked if it was present or something. I guess it was.
But I was so dead that I just left. 'Let it be tomorrow'. She wasn't satisfied with that I think.
  I went home very tired. I will see her next day. She likes me for sure. But what about me ? I'm gonna teach her to be a food runner, and not sure if I want any relationship right now, especially with her. I don't wanna brake what we have now and then just pretend that nothing happened. My Love. It's not right life for us being together. It's a shame I know, but I don't wanna do anything about that.
  If that girl tries to get me - so good luck. But my ignoring will kill all her hopes and wishes. I swear.