Exchange

The sun beam came to the room through a bit dusty glass of the window. He was sitting before the monitor. His life was coming to be over. The last days improved this. He looked at the sun spot, but it neither makes him better nor impresses him at all. The world behind the window so as the world of digital images didn’t give him anything except boring and dull thoughts. He came to this not at once but fast enough after he saw a real light.
The human should see more than he is allowed. This may be truth or not. May be the images he saw THERE could affect in some other way on some other human. But it was not other human who desired to see. It was him, who managed to ask, and been allowed to see the world of the clear ideas the clear hot light – the instrument of the Creator beyond our physical world.
Once he saw he was blinded. The unbelievable source of pure energy – virtual, untouchable, but strong and mighty cached his brain and soul. He never wished anything more except to see that one more time. And that was given to him. The daylight were never able to impress him, the colors of the reality merged comparing the light he saw. The human emotions and feelings were too weak to that who felt the fresh uncovered feelings in dreams. He became to live in his dreams, where everything was much more real and fresh than under the daylight. Step by step he was coming out the dull reality to the ideal but not touchable, not material.
He looked at our world with desire. He wanted to melt in the light of our creation. He was a guest here. He was unhappy with his living in material world. He was coming to us more and more.
It was wandering to me, as a creature born in god light why he was so sad, why he wanted to leave his life there for our world. He was a creature like me, but unhappy. He couldn’t become a part of us until he was living thing.
Once I used a blank in the border he created to visit us. I looked at his world. It was wonderful. It was impressive. The colors, forms, smells, warmth, feelings impressed me deeply. It seems I will never understand, why do he leave all this things. But he may never understand me. So we changed. It was long. It was a painful process so I can feel everything he felt. I get his experience and knowledge, I get his body and feelings. I went through his pain and suffer… But now we gain our goals. He came to my home – to his heaven, I came to my beautiful reality. And now… I’m going to live my life!

03.03.2013