Sometimes, part 1

Astrid Lovisa SAELLSTROEM
Anders VARG LARSSON
SOMETIMES...
Part I.

LOW TO THE GROUND...AWAY FROM THE SKY...
IN TERMS NON-OBVIOUSNESS..NOBODY KNOW  WHY...IT NOT KNOWN HOW...
BUT WE FLY...FRAM;T..FRAMTID...JA...
SOMETIMES...

" A time - a very long time - one of my familiar , it runs now started in one of the largest Russian banks - said to me : you can granted the loan workers , or have your business - if you cannot see the world - EACH TIME from a new angle of - you will not be able to bring their ideas... Can I make THE NEW ? "
" We can look at the world in another way. But we cannot change the world. Also we can change themselves"
" It was so unexpectedly...From the darkness i was issued. But  not on long time.  As unexpectedly she has come - so quickly she has left me - to not belong to me. The pain and pleasures - is a felt then. ..uhh... As i hated her - for a pain..."
" I have forgotten her...Also went forward... yes , yes - money, business, sex...without love...the love is illness..What was further ? "
"Pain or Love ? Illness or feeling ? Vem vet ? "
" so...i have forgotten her. The infinite pain has ended. The life was fine. Without Love - but also without problems. I have plunged into darkness...into darkness...My favorite darkness. Also went - from darkness to darkness - not seeing THE LIGHT. It was so well. I knew , that have lost the angel. But an angel and darkness ? Angels don`t live here...yes, yes... And the God was so far. Or I thought that I am. Crazy , crazy...The Madman...But The God send me other angel. The Madman and two angels...ouh..MASTERMIND...VARF;R INTE ??? "
" Who is angel number ONE ??? Who is angel number 2 ???
NOT BAD !!! "
" Angel N1 - p; jorden , Angel N2 - i himlen. Eller Angel N1 - i himlen ,
Angel N2 - p; jorden. 1>2 , 2>1...?????? Kan inte j;mf;ra..WHO IS ???"
" Flickan eller hennes bild ? N;gon som jag ;lskar...och jag g;r fr;n m;rkret i m;rkret. Vem kommer att visa mig ljus ? Eller jag ser det?"
"so...what is my project ? who is angels ? and what for all it ? and who I am ?...my relatives have been compelled to remain in russia after finnish war of 1809...Except for swedish i have a little finnish and estonian blood."
" Angel , which here...it`s name...that i shall not tell..Someone has understood..."
"Angel in Heaven...She has arrived to me. When...When to me it was very bad... I did not know her when she was alive. I did not know her work...Under Ytan , Hot Dog , Wallander...Hon har spelat - varje g;ng SOM SISTA G;NGEN . M;sen ( "Чайка" Антона Павловича Чехова ) - den sista roll...She has left...there - to the light...also will no return...NEVER..."
"JOHANNA MARIA ELLINOR BERGLUND S;LLSTR;M...genius girl...unknown in Russia..."
To be continued...