Sometimes-7 english - lite pa svenska.. now.. pa e

Astrid Lovisa S;LLSTR;M
Anders VARG LARSSON
Sometimes-7: A little on the Swedish ...
Now - P; ENGELSKA....
Taken from ... "From Valborg to Valhalla" -
ENTREE AL `INFINI Part II ... and the Varg` s FB page ...

For Johanna, Lucia, Boris, Kari, Stefan, Stieg ...
And for those who now live ... and think ... and love ...

"Once you have flown  - and fell down ... and then came again., You can feel the love and hate.
When you love - there is no love on coercion and love for money. And you (Angel on Earth) can fly to - anywhere you want, with who you want ... Life is very simple .. If Angel did not fly to you - you do not deserve it.
When you love - are you ready to let it go. And ... if it is your angel ... a real ...
she will be with you. And ... if she will not ... it means:
You do not love, you're playing for love. Did you think - you are NUMBER ONE.
But ... Angel on earth is better than I ... As easy is it - love angel in heaven, as it is difficult - love angel on earth ... "
"The night replaces day, but the morning sun shine again on .. there will be rain ... like tears of lost love. Lights over a rainbow over the Baltic Sea ... The fog hides all of us. And we know that all truth ., we will be in others, and the world will be gone. tears will dry out, loves pulling back from us .. And all will return to - with the first sunshine. Our world - it's an endless road. Yellow sand on beach and the Blue Baltic Sea ...
And we will see THE ETERNITY ..... "
"Sometimes we think ... that we are going nowhere. Around the night. Hard frost binds our souls. Slow motion.... Emotions weakened more and more. It seems to be - the darkness consumes us. We do not trust each other. We make hurt each other. And perhaps - nothing can change. Point of no return. And half truth is worse than a lie ...
But the sudden it happens. We begin to say what to be afraid to say. And we begin to understand each other. And when we believe in each other - we see infinity. The name of this infinity is LIFE. We begin to love life. Life begins to love us. And - we love each other - when lies and half-truth go away from us. We are sincere with each other. And then we do what we must.
ENTREE AL `INFINI"
"What is God?, And that there is a devil? Where Are They In Heaven?, Or they are in hell and, perhaps, on earth?
- In our desires - overt and covert ...
It is within us - they are intertwined ... who knows what will happen from this? Black and white wreath of our emotions. Never plain! ENTREE AL `INFINI ..."
"Swedish Wikipedia: TABU is something that is widely perceived as either very FORBIDDEN or too sacred for" ordinary "people to perform ..."
"... You thought, can i write it here? I do not see anything wrong with that.
Why not? and ... project does not exist without you .. well ..
SOMETIMES I think I'm a genius. SOMETIMES I think I'm complete idiot. Sometimes I just want to end it all - why is it necessary? Everything in this world must end. How long can I hurt myself? SOMETIMES the pain becomes unbearable. Then I crazy, drinking vodka ... and then I want to forget you. Then I hate the love .Then  I want you to not have in my life. Then I free myself ... and then ... I wake up in a cold sweat and realize that without you .. uhh .. there's only emptiness. I see this emptiness, this open world space. I understand that I can`t do anything. I understand that I can do anything. I get angry - and I know only one thing - that I can`t live without you. I understand that you want me to change. I try - but it turns out not all. I don`t understand,  I understand everything .
I howl like than wolf on the moon. I started writing the book, the book is killing me. I curse the moment that I first saw you. But I thank God for what happened. I do not see myself without you. SOMETIMES I hate you - but then I realize that it is, I hate myself for it that not much has changed.
I know what you're better than me. And I'm ready for anything ... for you ...
I wake up at night with horror what you're not around. And then I realize that there's world, and I see that there is light, and then I understand that there is life. EVERYTHING YOU ... forcing end ... I understand that I am complete idiot ... but ...
Be my wife, Astrid Lovisa!  the first time I say this in Swedish ...
Be my wife, Astrid Lovisa S;llstr;m, my The Royal Canin , I love you ... I ... I Love Youuuuuuuu "......