Life as a Mystery

A: mysterious girl! has a lot of things at same time
N: yea, I am mysterious... there is really some mystery in my life, something I can't understand myself
A: like? tell me, let's find solution together
N: it is long story…
A: long story short and i am here with you tonight, not going anywhere
N: ok, but you know I still can't speak for tooooooooooooo long!
A: you are writing hahahahaha joke ;)  ok tell me something, i am sure it is interesting
N: yes, it is interesting 
A: i wana listen
N: I started to travel alone when I was just 12 and I was extremely afraid I would miss my station so I almost didn't sleep that night
A: i unterstand hahahahahaha OMG
N: so my father met me, it was about 6 o'clock in the morning, we came home and he left for his job and I went to bed and then I saw one dream
A: what dream?
N: the most wonderful in my life!  in the dream I was on the spaceship and I met one man and fell in love with him, better say we fell in love with each other and the strangest thing for me was that when I awoke I had this feeling: it was NOT a dream! I just WAS, really WAS there! but I didn't know where… and didn't know the person whom I really loved
A: waoo interesting
N: can you imagine how it was for me? I loved him!!! but I even didn't know who he was, just a dream
A: maybe it was me
N: wait!
A: ok
N: since then I never was able to forget the dream... I wrote the story... I painted some pictures... I wanted to be free of it but couldn't....
A: amazing
N: and then after 7 years I met him....
A: impressive
N: for the first time
A: him?
N: and since then this story always repeats when I am in love but it is VERY sad story  because he kills me in the end
A: OMG  very sad: you loved him and he killed you
N: yes.... but now I love you and this is my LIFE story... understand?
A: i love you too and i will spend my whole life with you
N: well, I wonder... can we change THE END?
A: not necessary in my case because i wana die with you so you can change it that we both die together
N: :)
A: because there is no meaning of life without you baby