JIE. Chapter 6. Incarnation

JOURNEY INTO ETERNITY

Chapter 6   

INCARNATION   

So thus I paced my long way towards my "re-discovery" – a reincarnation theory. And even if it is the closest idea that correlates with my inner perception of the world, I still want to state one little,… – no – ne huuuuuge – detail that I would like to reconsider.   
Most religions see the reincarnation only in linear time mode. Exactly due to the fact that we are limited with such notions like time and space. Just because it is the easier way for our brain to process the information and events happening in our life. So even such great notion like reincarnation is considered in a simplified perspective – in a time-space plane, presupposing that one soul can be born, pass away, and only after that it can be reincarnated in another body, in a new child, born afterwards. Yes, it also exists and it is easier to witness (for those who are willing and able to see).   
But we have already said that in spiritual world there is no such notion like time: yesterday, today and tomorrow exists here and now at the same time in One great Unit. Thus, in spiritual world, where there are no limits of time and space, reincarnation (or constant incarnation) happens all the time. We have a very complex and geniusly constructed Soul by the most genius Creator. And our Soul is something so vast and beautiful and multi-existent in the whole endless Universe that our “earthly embodiment” cannot comprehend.   
So what I have felt all my life and recently re-discovered in such a bright flash of revelation coming from far lands of my beloved eternal Home… is that… 
…our Soul rebirth, or simultaneous birth, happens all the time…   
Happened before, and will happen after. And only because we cannot enclose the idea of simultaneous nature of Energy of the Everything, which flows in us; a notion of Unity and Singleness of God, that lights up the Universe in Eternal Flow, doesn’t mean that it is impossible.   
So, if to try to understand this vast law of continuous move of Life in different shapes and bodies, it would be easier to understand the presence of 2, 5, 10 or even 1000 of incarnations of your own Soul on the Erath at the VERY moment. Now. Not only before or after your death, not only being some John in the past, Mark in the present and maybe Anna in the future. All we should do is just stop this chase after time and look at ourselves OUT of time-mode. Look at ourselves only in Essence-mode. Our existence, Our Life. We are all connected in the world so much that we eagerly draw to each other, like soul-mates, soulbrothers and soul-sisters.   
And all of this speech would sound like groundless invention of someone’s imagination, if only I myself didn’t witness the existence of soul-mates and if once my life didn’t change crucially, when I happened to meet a true “twin soulsister” of mine (which we called each other back then, before I came up with an image and understanding of the phenomenon of facets of the Crystal of the Soul, which, of course, includes a much bigger number of facets than just two “twin” ones.) But to be able to meet at least one facet of yours among the number of them, is already not only unique but also very unusual and crucially meaningful in the life lines of yours. The way we met and the way our meeting was imprinted on the canvas of our lives in unbelievable. And even now, after so many years since our meeting there is no such time that I forget and stop feeling a huge connection to her and witness another and another confirmation of our connection.   
I still remember the year of 2010 that changed my life. It was like a lightning stroke right into my mind and heart. The very moment when we saw each other, it was like if a whole world of our previous lives and embodiments shook and triggered some hidden memories of each other. Maybe some of people heard about  existence of “soul-twins”. But did anyone actually meet one?...   
It happens that two different people sometimes even of different nationalities look absolutely alike, like if they were born identical twins. But these people are from different parents and origins and they never ever met. Usually you don’t often hear about them, only if it happens that they are celebrities and reveal themselves to the public. Some good examples of such “twins” are: Enzo Ferrari and Mesut Ozil (the first died the same year when the second one was born), Jennifer Lawrence and Zubaida Tharwat, or lookalikes of present days, like Will Ferrell and Chad Smith, Victoria Justice and Nina Dobrev and other examples. But of course true soul twins are those who share more than only appearance. These people share alike destinies and unbelievable stories about their meetings. Some of them were studied and presented to the public. But it’s very rare that such people meet. And even rarer that we can witness their life stories.   
So, I happened to be one of those rare examples, when such two people met. So thus I met my twin-soul sister Natasha. (Yes,  Tasha – Na-Tasha). But at that time we didn’t know the names of each other and nothing except the photos of each other on the internet. And the moment we saw each other's eyes… Both of us felt this: we were like looking at ourselves through the mirror. And ME was looking at myself from that photo of hers. Through her eyes…. “MY”(!!!) ... eyes...   
We met in a very unusual way. And everything kept being unusual about our connection.   
Her life turned to be literally a copy of mine. There was so much of coincidences that I barely believed she was a real person.   
Same appearance (the resemblance is totally obvious for people who know us, especially the eyes – when my friends happened to meet both of us, they felt really creepy by looking into our eyes, like if looking at the same person), same life stories, same major (and sometimes even minor) turns of events (like the first kisses, change of schools, getting to the hospitals, practicing different teachings and spiritual practices), same diseases (we were literally getting ill at the same time), same traumas in childhood (like a broken nose and knee trauma), same signs (we both were born and met in the Year of Snake), also the snake was our talisman that played a very big part in our lives. We even happened to have the same jewelry in a shape of snake. But her ring was gold, mine was silver), same relationship with people (I was speaking to a Moroccan man who has eventually become my very good friend, and she got married to Moroccan man herself (I mean, the world is huge, why exactly Moroccan? Probably because this country also occupied a big place in our previous lives, which we both saw in our dreams), same family details (like our family members changed their names for the same ones), same views and ideals (we both write poems and stories of a spiritual kind, both are interested in studying different religions, spiritual teachings, esoteric, mysticism, philosophy, meditation and hypnosis; we both are freaks in healthy life style and both practice fasting, or “starvation”, since we were 14-15 years old). We both experienced an alien encounter and saw UFO, we both kept seeing dreams about other planets and parallel worlds, where our Souls are also embodied. She also sees dreams of a spiritual and predicting kind. Also, this is how we met: in the period of life when we were studying self-hypnosis, we both saw a dream about a man (the hypnotist), whom eventually we found on the Internet and on whose webpage we eventually "met" with her. We started seeing dreams of each other on the same nights with the same scenarios, and some of them came true in the most mysterious way...   
The story goes far... and eventually we meet in real life.... By probably breaking some unwritten law... Because it's where all calamities started to happen and when a major experience of Deja Vu started to occur with both of us.   
We literally were like One Person in two different bodies, seeing each other’s thoughts, dreaming each other’s dreams, feeling each other’s emotions and channeling each other’s states. We are One Soul divided into two personalities, who were given the same life choices and put on the same life crossroads. But maybe the whole point was that we were supposed to be taking different directions. Probably, for the Soul to have different aspects' experiences (like different possibilities, starting to unfold from certain starting points in the Multiverse, happening with the same Soul). Like when I met "my Moroccan", I chose not to marry him and dedicated my life to the spiritual path. She also was walking this path with me: seeing dreams, practicing spirituality... But when she met "her Moroccan", she decided to marry him and she minimized her “spiritual activity” at first. And later… Our lives took a big fork at the crossroads. It actually started after our meeting in real life... After that, all our similarities started to be more and more the opposites. Basically, we have been this way since the beginning. Similar but with one peculiarity: we are like the mirrors, the opposites of each other. She is left-hander – I am right-hander, she is the fire – I am the wind (her zodiacal sign is Lion, mine – is Aquarius), she likes gold – I like silver, she is light – I am dark, she has fair hair and eyes – my features are dark. She likes all bright colored clothes and things around her – I like black, deep, and saturated colours. But the sad irony of the story is that this light/dark difference turned out to be also the opposite on the spiritual plane. Opposite of the opposite, I’d say…  Even though I like the dark and black color, I never address the dark powers. My respect for the dark lies in seeing the deep mystery of unknown and unexposed in our world, it’s a place where journey of a true spiritual enlightenment starts. But I appeal to and work with the powers of Light only. And she likes light, firing and shining elements of the world, but she recklessly started to deal with the attributes of black magic. But the good thing is that after she chose a family life in marriage, she dedicated herself to it, instead of practicing spirituality. So, probably, my mission for our common Soul is to keep It within the spiritual path of Light.   
We are neither best friends, not the sisters in human way of understanding of this word. We are One Soul which includes both of our combined energies and experiences of our facets which eventually (and all-presently) with all our other facets comprise the wholeness of the Crystal of our Soul. We still have common events in our lives, common tasks and problems, and turning moments of our lives, maybe not simultaneously, but eventually we duplicate them. It’s also one thing that changed after our meeting. Timing and vectors. So all the similarities that used to happen simultaneously before, now may happen with a delay or take the opposite courses of the same situations. Now she is like repeating my destiny, but is taking her chances where I didn’t. And I walk the paths that she would go, but in her turn – also didn’t.   
And maybe this is the whole point in having a soul-twin (or facet-buddy). As of course, we are alike and have alike destinies, but each of us has his/her own mission during this exact life. Generally soul twins live in totally different sides of the planet, and never meet. It was kind of clever plan, a concept to put the Only Soul (of high spiritual level, our Unique Supreme Soul) into different bodies not only in different times, but at the same simultaneous time span in order to fulfill the mission of a certain Soul on the Earth. So, for example if one twin-soul in one body fails to fulfill that mission, another twin-soul in another body accomplishes it. And vice-versa.   
Maybe we were put on the Earth at this exact time span to fulfill our missions and to return with accomplished acquisitions (in a form of experience from both of our lives) to our common Supreme Soul in the end. For example to give birth to some special children or accomplish some sort of mission in spiritual field, thus acquiring a certain common level of Soul’s evolution.   
And understanding of such notions like soul-mates and soul-brothers and sisters has come to me as a derivative phenomenon from the main processes and universal laws like Eternity and Ever-existing Unity of the Essence of God in all what we know.   
Any soul is created to be a part of another and another and another… To be a part of a huge entity, that develops, purifies and aspires towards the Light, — towards the One, which is composed of a genuisly created great SelfConsciousness, an Everlasting Supreme Energy that flows within the Universe beyond space and time, that lives eternally and travels here and back, learns, grows and develops in so many spaces and substances that our human mind cannot even imagine. And with every spiritual step we take, with every new life experience…we complete this Supreme Soul entity of ours: by learning certain lessons, by overcoming certain challenges and by gaining certain experiences from one life to another… …in order to become those, who we really are — the   
One, which came from Everything and which Has Always Been.   

10.11.2017