Mind Transformation 3

3.
I have the wish. I feel it. Today I had so much energy and my thoughts get a direction. In first half of the day I wrote a lecture which was formed in a poetic shape. The idea of writing the lecture came to me after doing “hour of thinking”. I spent approximately three hours for that. I’m going to continue and then, maybe, I’ll read the lecture at “the cinema club.” The lecture is connected with other lecture which was made by X. I want to write the lecture in order to attack the concept of postmodernism. It will be funny.
Also today I run in the forest with Y. We spoke only English. I offered to him conducting an experiment and not use Russian at all, and it went very well. We had no problem with understanding one another and communicated almost uninterruptedly a couple of hours without silence. I said that we could do it every time, and he agreed. I think it will be interesting to conduct the same experiment with all people I communicate to. However, in the first place I must learn to speak with myself and think in English as natural as I think in Russian.
The second lecture of J.B. Peterson was more difficult. I understood about 50-60%, despite I was trying to watch it very attentively. Anyways, I will watch all these lectures and maybe, when I finish, I’ll start again from the beginning. I could understand everything that native speakers say if I make one step ahead. Some months and I will.   

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