Mind Transformation 4

4.
I was writing the lecture during 3 hours, as I did it yesterday. I wrote a little more. Then I went at the gym spending 4 hours for that; 1.5 of them was spent for walking.
The hour of thinking went very well, I was writing smartly and clearly. But now I feel that my writing is weak. I spent all my psycho energy for writing in Russian. Anyway, I must try maintaining this note. Since some period of time I will be able to write in English without efforts.  I’ll become more confident. I need practice, practice, and practice. I’ve already said it, it doesn’t matter what exactly I will write. It might be bull shit, I’m writing it for myself, not for readers. It’s just the exercise that I use to improve myself. I must accomplish a simple task. The task is to fill a page. It will be better if I try to write about my life, but if I write about something else it will be good, too.
Yesterday, while I was listening J.B. Peterson’s lecture, I figured out even less than before. Nonetheless, I like him. His manner of speaking is likely enough. Now I want to listen to him more. If it becomes boring I’ll give up.

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