Can you forgive me?

A: can you forgive me?

N: you don’t understand… I am not angry or something… it was Vova! He read our last msgs and blocked you after that

A: how he read our message?

N: look I wept a lot after our last talk, he was here, upstairs, and heard me… then he asked to use my notebook in evening when I went to sleep and then he read and told me: don't talk to him! so now I don't even want him to know we are talking again… I am not angry but you are spoiling my life, my health, it's true

A: i am so sorry, Nadia, you are very nice, you are the best girl i met ever in my life, amazing, i don’t wana ask you anything more, just keep in touch with me because i like when we talk, i know i have hurt you, i am a very bad human who doesn’t deserve good after doing all this but i really respect you

*** Call ended, duration 17:57 ***

N: left?

A: here
what happened?

N: ok, he has seen anyways

A: and???

N: Amir, it is our business, our relations (with him, I mean), so don't worry

A: i hope Vova didn’t misbehave with you when he saw that you were talking to me

N: no, he just told: don't do anything silly again, go to Germany and I told yes, that what I am going to do
Tell me openly what are you afraid of?

A: i don’t know but yes i am afraid… i don’t know what stops me to meet you but suddenly i am afraid from family, from mom
I am so sorry, Nadia, please if it’s possible please forgive me

N: if I hadn't done then I couldn't talk to you but you lost a lot in my eyes now, Amir, sorry to tell you that

A: thank you very much
i know
even in my own eyes, too

N: I don't like weakness, neither in me, not in others

A: Nadia, this weakness is there in every Pakistani cause we have families and we have to see a lot of things, a lot of people to make happy and sad, this is the difference between us and your culture

N: ok, but you told we would meet as friends

A: yea but you know when we meet friendship will go because we are in love and when someone we love comes near it’s hard to stop yourself

N: I can stop you, Amir! :) I want to see you anyways

A: comeon, Nadia, you have not seen worst human than me in your life and still you wana see me
impossible

N: so it is curiosity to see such person I’ve never seen before!..
it was hard for me. I used to get up in the morning in good mood every day but since then I am sad from the first moment I open my eyes

A: i am so sorry, Nadia, i am also restless to make you sad

MofL II