Mind Transformation 123

123.
S: 7.5
a: 2:30
w: 11:00
11615
Crash Course, A.J. Hoge. Cr – 120.
c – 5/10, c.p. – 2, u – 3, m – 12.
I will think in English. It seems I’ve almost fulfilled this. Today, while walking in the street and having no wish to think in English, I suddenly said to myself, “If I don’t want to think in English why should I think at all? Maybe, it turns out to be that I don’t want to think at all?” After these questions and some others, I decided that I have to think in English or not think at all. I already had an experience of reaching similar conclusions beforehand, but today I became more aware of that and, perhaps, with new details. I needn’t think in Russian at all. It means that I will think about everything I’m doing in English. I can use the language for every aspects of my life, and now it’s time to begin doing it seriously.
I set up a goal to think in English uninterruptedly and develop the highest possible level of comprehension of this language. Now I can do it almost without efforts. I don’t need any motivation for learning English. I simply can use it for receiving and analyzing new information. However, I still have a habit to think in Russian. I did it for the whole my life and in order to give it up I must develop my English thinking at the same level as it is in Russian. I know how to achieve this level. I did it by myself, and I’m just going to use the same techniques: reading, writing, speaking, thinking, and listening. I can read Russell, Newton, James, Maslow, Kastaneda and so on.

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