Desire for Beauty

05.09.20** 15:49
it is also true that lust is a factor that hardly dies... I suspect it's lust why i am talking to u... and also u r a friend... but i think lust is primary

05.09.20** 15:49
so sorry..............
what lust???? I am a granny for you :P

05.09.20** 15:49
it's alright calm down
i am not saying come and have sex with me

hahaha you are a MILF lol
don't mind
i am just telling you honestly the condition of my heart
you are a writer, it is important information for you

05.09.20** 15:51
well, ok sex is not something interesting for me

05.09.20** 15:51
so sad

05.09.20** 15:51
so you calm down as well
not sad

05.09.20** 15:51
i can not
not in my power
may be in my power.. but i don't see any harm


05.09.20** 15:51
once you start to grow you want another things
we talked about it already last time

05.09.20** 15:52
what is so wrong in having lust for beauty, desire for beauty, desire for satisfaction and enjoyment
i don't want to be guilty about it anymore
you always take it wrong way... I just tell you truth and you start getting defensive

05.09.20** 15:53
wrong because true relationship (you have with your wife) is more important than anything

05.09.20** 15:53
I understand your situation, calm down

haha yes, I have a good relationship with her, I think she will understand :p
men and women are different

05.09.20** 15:54
and for me is wrong to have sex without love and deep spiritual connection which is possible just with one person in one time
yea, we are different
true!

05.09.20** 15:55
for me it's the same... spiritual connection is important

that's why i never go to prostitutes
i'll spend time with women and if i feel a connection then i'll have it
because i desire more than one

05.09.20** 15:56
connection has to be build trough years and many tests so we are still on very different points :)
I wana work a bit now
means I am leaving

05.09.20** 15:57
GO :D :p

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