Stay with me

I ask to add me as a friend!!!! then it will be done in normal way! no need to write these msges... just can put some comments if I want... nothing bad or dangerous, just normal way of communication!

hahahehe yah yah
even if i tell u the reason i think you will not be able to accept or to understand.
really Nadia... i really want to see u happy, as a fellow human being, from the depth of my heart. Can u believe that?

ok, tell, let's try...
why not? you are a good person, I always tell you that... just you like to tease me and might be very easy going with your... hm, emotions and they are very strong sometimes

u will take care of yourself, right? never feel alone, right? God is always with u. Give me a firm promise that u will never disbelieve in God. I know u r strong believer, just want to listen from u.

what's that? I can't live without God. He is the ONLY life in me after all... just you don't know how it feels sometimes... the life!

i am sorry for making u feel bad or using bad words, i am not perfect u know… not a very steadfast practitioner of what should be practiced. You will forgive me for my ingressions?

what are you going to do?

well... i don’t know... i have my own experiences with life. May be they are not as terrible as compared to yours but i know the pain of heartbreak.
lol i am not going for anything, just want you to remember that i want to see u happy from heart and close to God, never a disbeliever, ok?
it’s sometimes that when people complain about their problems i feel very uneasy and sad and worried that maybe they would start disbelieving in God because of the problems they face. Can u understand that?

look: this is exactly the test we came for! yes, some ppl can't bear... others become only closer to God... you don't know what pain I had just some weeks ago... no, I don't want to complain... if I talk about that, then mostly with Him!
well, sometimes I need to share as well! see it happens right now: I had one good friend here, recently he was like the best one, so I mostly liked to talk to him. And he told me once: I have broad shoulder where you can cry... so when I felt extremely hard, I did... I shared the pain... and he was broken... and today deleted me as well...  men...
as about my faith.... it comes from life-experiences and grows with them.... so this last time I came to conclusion: here is the only sense in the life - to bear EVERYTHING till the end.... like Christ did!
you scared me with your words...  promise me as well: you will stay with me!

yes, it is, to bear everything till the end like Jesus Christ PBUH and other Prophets of God and Godly men may peace and blessings be upon all of them.
i heard some prophets to the tribe of Israel were even cut in pieces with saws by that ungrateful tribe and many other things done.
well u don’t need me to stay with u when u have God with u.
i need to go now.
talk to u later
bye

I NEED!
bye!