Mind Transformation 205

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Today I decided really get rid of any learning. My health has become worse in the last days, so I need to find a way to relax properly. It’s quite awesome to be able to learn constantly for days, weeks, months, and even years without any other reasons but learning itself. However, sometimes, it has to be deliberately broken due to potential negative outcomes. I mean, it’s really danger when you can’t control your passion, and even pursuing wisdom may lead to bad circumstances. Eventually, you are stuck in a situation where your brain has no rest except when you’re sleeping. I should learn to control it, and if my brain needs to relax I must refuse anything that produces mental activity including books, video, communication, and so on. I remember how at the end of last year I conducted such experiments and it was extremely effective. I was able to live without the internet and books for two weeks and felt amazing in those days. Usually there were many new opportunities for personal growth after these deprivations. Well, now, with all this daily routine I’ve lost my practice of a long deprivation, and I think that I need to do something to bring it back. I can start from one day and gradually develop it more and more. Indeed, it’s 15th November today. I year ago it was the 10th day of my deprivation when I figured out how thinking is actually works. I was trying to convince myself to keep this practice for the rest of my life; I told myself that it was vital and then forgot.

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