Book 5 stalker the violet field

Chapter 5
THE VIOLET FIELD
This chapter will show another side of the same Spirit – a very unusual part of the Spirit, which we know as the High Priest from Chich;n Itz;, the Atlantian Queen, Amelia the pilot, and the royal girl from Egypt.
Yes, all of them have the same consciousness, thoughts and actions. It is one solid strong crystal. And this crystal will not be complete in your vision until you read this chapter and open one more granule of that Spirit-and-Soul crystal. I don’t know how to name it, by the way, because the word “soul” sounds much too soft, tender, unprotected and fragile to me. It sounds like a very ephemeral, unclear substance. I prefer the word “spirit”. It sounds much more solid, complete and stable.
Who Am I And Where Do I Come From?
I shared with you already these secrets in this book. You also know now the reasons for which I shared such intimate details of my own Spirit and these crying CDs on my website. Because they are the only way to demonstrate what the Spirit Journey is all about – the only way to help you feel, understand and experience it. The reason I was not sure I should write this chapter is because there are things which most people have never experienced in their lives and probably never will. And, as a result, they may not understand it at all. It may sound as another unknown language to them.
FIRST, it is good to know that this side of human nature exists and that you can open up to some ultra human possibilities for yourself. Di Cherry told me that all of us would maybe experience this after death, when the Spirit travels and lives between two lives – the past one and the future one. I am glad that I have this rare gift to remember, sometimes in every detail how I travel in my dreams in Spirit world and what I do, so that I can pass this knowledge on to people.
I know that Buddhist monks or other monks who dedicate their lives to their spirit development have this experience during their dreams on a routine basis. But they keep the experience as a deep, well-
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guarded secret. Maybe some spiritual schools also study this and have a record of their progress in this field of knowledge. I just don’t know and I was never interested in finding them. I am “eye to eye” with my dreams, and I never felt or had the urge that I needed anyone. I am complete.
The spirit world is full of amazing colors, lights, dynamics, and speed which do not exist in our world. It is full of magic things, full of pleasure and joy and multidimensional occurrences.
SECONDLY, it is important to know that the energy people have and collect through their lives necessary in order to survive and continue developing in the Spirit world. So don’t spend it or waste it in ordinary stressful situations – fighting with your better-half, for example, because you both will end up crossing the veil one day. Lots of bad entities around and they invisible for us. During people's disagreements and fights, bad spirits draining energy from people, feeding on this energy and left people empty and sick. Pay your debts, do what you promise to do, follow your goal in this life, spend a little time alone every day, meditate, never use swearing or bad words and forgive everyone around you, otherwise, it will drain a huge amount of energy from you. Enjoy life instead and experience pleasure from spreading happiness, making people around you smile. Try to be creative with anything you do, in any kind of job you have. Restore your power visiting nature.
After reading this book, these dreams, it will sound and feel as if you won’t be losing so much after death. You will only shed one of the shells and it will be easy to find another one and to be reborn again, right? Do you remember that people have many lives?
As anyone, I wish to obtain good results from anything I do. I expect that, by this time, when you have almost gone through this book you will agree with me, or at least, you will say, “Maybe it is possible.” Because in some instances, I feel a serious responsibility towards giving you this knowledge and preparing you a little for what you can expect after your own death.
On the other hand, DON’T try to cut your life short artificially, in suicide. Before you were born a program was set up by your Spirit, telling you what to do in this lifetime for your further spiritual development, and you need to complete it. People are born alone and die alone.
Remember: As long as you are alive, you will always regenerate! Don’t give up, NO MATTER WHAT!
This responsibility and obligation resides in me from the Ancient Maya Priest who comes to you now through thousands of years to assist you in your plans. It was his and my daily job to take care of people, their spirit’s well-being during their lives, and to help them navigate their way when they cross the veil to the after-life.
The second factor is the burdensome memory of my own death in my past life when I was Amelia. This is what is pushing me to help people with my own experience, to share with them the story of this amazing journey of my Spirit through lives and to tell them that their present life is not the last one. It is much more comfortable to die in peace, calm and smiling, knowing that you will be reborn soon. I am sure you agree with me. So don’t lose yourself at the last, most important moment of this lifetime, before you die.
It was very hard for me to hear myself in that part of the CD about Amelia, when I experienced her last moments before her sudden death. It was her screaming feelings of her approaching death, this unfair situation of being cut off in the middle of her life, and to die when the most important flight in her life was not complete yet that marked me the most.
In a wise, ancient Buddhist book, “The Book of Death”, you can find details of the day-to-day navigation after death – what to do, where to go. When I read it, even though it is written in some very special Buddhist terminology, I understood and recognized everything described in it. It supports what I experienced in the Spirit world. It felt as if I were taking this information on an energy level, not in words and sentences. But I think for most people this book would be a deep mystery.
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 I instead invite you to similar places; they look like those places where Alice in Wonderland had her adventures.
Since I saw these kinds of dreams from an early age, I am used to them. My parents didn’t have any idea where I was traveling in my dreams.
It reminds me of the day I went with my daughter to Playland on Granville Island in Vancouver. It was inside a building where many stores are selling all kinds of toys and kids’ clothes. She dreamed to go where there were lots of colored balls – some sort of tunnel going through a succession of cages. Kids were going through this complex structure and would finally come out at the other end. It was the first time for my daughter and she was too small to go in there alone. But she wished to go inside very much! One parent advised me to go in with her. I watched how he went inside with his two kids and started to move very fast through the contraption. I guess he was a ferret in his past life! He had a ferret-like body – a long thin body – and ferrets love to play in this kind of long tube. I have one of the cutest ferrets at home, so I know. (Her name, NORA, if translated from Russian, would be the name for a tunnel, a long hole underground where they live.)
So I decided follow his advice and participate in this game because my daughter wanted to go in so, so much! I can tell you now; it was a totally wrong advice! It was row of cages and some of them were way too small for me!
I could hardly fit inside! And I am only 5’ 6”. In some places, I could fit only in two of them through the little, round hole in the wall between them! It sounds funny now, but it was no fun at the time. It was made for kids, not for adults! At some point, I felt that I may get stuck for the rest of my life in between these bars, and almost started panicking. I could see through these cages, but there was no one near, no door or anyone who could have helped me come out of this maze. This part of Playland was away from the main stores’ hallway. I wondered if that man was stuck somewhere in there and was still living inside for all these years. : )
Anyway, that following night I had a dream about many little kids who were dropped by their parents every day to play in that cage-tunnel structure while their parents went shopping. The children stepped inside and came out in another world! This cage-tunnel was the WAY to another dimensional world! They spent one hour in that world and returned to Earth. Their parents would then take their kids home and didn’t have any idea where their children had been and what they experienced... In my dream, I also came out with a bunch of kids from the tunnel into that other Parallel world or Time.
I remember walking in a strange, unusual street with foggy, grey twilight and sitting on benches talking with a “local” family. Everything about them was unusual; the way they looked, what they wore and how they talked to me. It felt as if I was seeing a reflection in a very strange, deformed mirror...
I slip into this Parallel world from time to time during the day, not in my dreams. It always happens suddenly, for a second, like a photo camera flash and I see very strange people, each of them very sophisticated, their faces unbelievable! Beautiful or very weird, strange, they’re mostly slim and long, wearing very unusual outfits, LOTS of ideas for the couturiers, by the way! So, I began drawing them and now I have collection of these figures already. They would be good to wear for someone like Lady Gaga!
Okay, let’s go now through the door to the room where my dreams are waiting for you. In these dreams, the Spirit travels to another multidimensional world. Spirit also contacted and met other spirits from our galaxy and other parts of the universe. My body looks and feels different in this other world. Instead of a body it was sometimes just one solid point or maybe like a pulsation of energy, with sparks of quantum particles.
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Honestly, I just don’t have the words and I don’t know how to describe it. These kinds of dreams repeated themselves, continued and developed with the same subjects for many years, over and over again. They are very detailed dreams and they feel extremely real each time I woke up from them. Best to name it a separate reality – according to Carlos Castaneda.
By the way, I have an enormous amount of dreams that I collected through my life. Some of them are like a rare, magic, shiny stone. But to make of this a “Beauty Contest” is not my goal in this book. Here are only the dreams which were repeated many times. I believe it is an indication that it has some deep meaning.
It feels as if I traveled and lived during the night in some very real parallel world and visited the same places... I recognized people, Spirits and Entities which I saw, visited there before. I noticed the changes which happened to them over time. It is impossible to say if it is the Spirit’s life from the past or from the future. I live few lives at the same time. You can try to decide that for yourself.
Warning!
This is another world where there are more than three dimensions. It is very difficult to describe, simply because nothing exists there that could compare to our world and our life! Also this dream was translated. I still hope that even through these obstacles, my readers can smell, feel and experience – like Di Cherry usually loves to say – “What it is all about.”
I don’t want people to think that I am crazy, so I asked a doctor to write something for me. Here is a “note from the doctor”:
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 “Julia did not belong in any mental institution. She is mentally healthy. Her outline point of view may be the result of a much higher IQ than normal and as a result there is a possibility for her to see the world a little bit differently than most people do.”
So let’s take the first ride. I classified the dreams according to their different levels of energy. If you feel that you are totally lost and don’t understand where you are, just skip that dream and go to the next one. Yet, it is best to still read it. Even if you don’t understand it, on the spiritual level or on your chakra, aura levels you will understand, accept and absorb this information and you might adjust to it. Not to worry: Your Spirit will take care of it.
I purposely put here the plainest, basic dreams. Often I see myself at a more “advanced level” of cognizance, and it is almost impossible to describe it. I guess no vocabulary exists for this yet.
Dream # 33
Via Gos Came Inspiration, April 25, 1998
Something was deep inside me; disturbing, kind of worrying me all day long. I felt as if I would have some special dream that night or something unusual would happen. After all, I didn’t know and until now if I was sleeping, or if it was real. Throughout the dream, I was in control and didn’t lose myself. It started with a terrible crashing sound. It was a horrifying thunder, as if the sky broke apart. It did not last for long. The sound could not last too long. But it was so enormous, incredibly loud; it seemed that I had never heard anything so loud, that my consciousness divided this sound in several parts. And I thought that I knew how to divide it and to play it on an instrument. It was a boiling, roaring sound. In order to describe the thunder during the storm..., it begins, then increases and should stop abruptly. And there were about four of such sounds, one after another. They started approximately at the same time, the last one was the concluding one, the loudest, and then it would be just one thunder sound.
It seems to me that I even sat in a bed. And then I saw myself, like it all happened on a computer screen. The dot is flying forward, as in a game, the airplane is flying, and there are contours of mountains, etc. I understood that I was that dot. On Earth we have gravity. But this was not a fall; it could be compared to a fall into a bottomless well. It seemed to me that I saw the contours of rocks around me, but I was still falling. Such a depth, such a long distance...
As soon as all this cracked, my consciousness rushed there, to the bottomless well, but I was not falling; it was not a downward movement.
I don’t remember how this movement ended. But there was a qualitative change. During all of my dreams there was only my mind – no body, no arms, nothing. There was nothing from reality, yet at the same time, everything was real, life-like. I said life-like, but actually it was on the edge of life and on the verge of death. After that night my self-perception changed dramatically. I lived at least two parallel lives. No questions. No doubts.
I can only compare this with the army, when they have maneuvers, they shoot with blanks, but here it was real, not some maneuvers – huge dangers were lurking – you had to be on the alert all the time. It was like that. And yet there was nothing terrestrial – no fields, landscapes or rocks. The only thing I know about it – there were lumps of space, so to speak, they were different. It was happening in phases; each phase differed from the next by a time period of my staying there and by the tests that I had to pass.
I understood that I was not there for the first time, but many, many times already. It is a tension on the edge of your capacities, on the limit of limits. Once I heard a voice – it was not a human voice, but a female kind. Like a fairy. It was a round sound. I remember it, this voice. I remember her. She was a kind of owner of this space-lump. I got there and she said, “You forgot, you were here already.”
She guided me and I remembered how I should operate in this space; I remembered how to avoid these few dangerous traps. At one moment, I jumped into something like... you see your chair, imagine that
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it is circular and there is a wall a half-meter high alongside the circle. So I sat there – although I did not have a body. There were several of us there. Someone, a male beside me said, although without words, but I understood, that it is necessary to compress quickly.
There were such super-heavy elements around us; I had to twist somehow, to become a monolith. He said, “Now those crazies will come. They’re like children, who will try to pull us apart...” Later, it started to shake, to pull us apart..., to try to rip us to pieces
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All this is hard to express. It was happening in fragments, space by space; each of them had its own
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27 Peter Gariaev’s experiments show the DNA of each person makes a photo of their body, its surrounding situation, what this person sees and senses and is sending it to the universe every single second! It is some information exchange going on, some connection, adjustment with someone, who is also you, who lives there
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 “Via Gos Came Inspiration.” This sentence was pronounced loudly during the last stage; it was a lasting, loud sound. Like a crashing sound with which all this began. No idea what it means...
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According to this article below I described in this dream my travel throw the Black Hole!
Black holes are 'portals to other universes,' according to new quantum results. By: Bryan, Sun, Jun 02, 2013 according-to-new-quantum
Black holes may not end in a crushing singularity as previously thought, but rather open up passageways into whole other universes. According to Albert Einstein's theory of general relativity, black holes are uninhabitable chasms of space-time that end in a "singularity," or a mass of infinite density. It's a place so bleak that even the laws of physics break down there. According to the startling new results, black holes do not culminate in a singularity. Rather, they represent "portals to other universes," reports New Scientist.
Researchers Jorge Pullin from Louisiana State University, and Rodolfo Gambini from the University of the Republic in Montevideo, Uruguay, found: there was no singularity. Instead, just as the black hole began to squeeze tight, it suddenly loosened its grip again, as if a door was being opened. Under general relativity, falling into a black hole is, in some ways, much like falling into a very deep pit that has a bottom, only instead of hitting the bottom, you get pressed into a single point — a singularity — of infinite density. With both the deep pit and the black hole, there is no "other side." The bottom stops your fall through the pit, and the singularity "stops" your fall through the black hole (or at least, at the singularity it no longer makes sense to say you're "falling"). Your experience would be much different traveling into a black hole according to LQG, however. At first you might not notice the difference: gravity would increase rapidly. But just as you were nearing what ought to be the black hole's core — just as you're expecting to be squashed into the singularity — gravity would instead begin to decrease. It would be as if you were swallowed, only to be spit out on the other side.
In other words, LQG black holes are less like holes and more like tunnels, or passageways. But passageways to where? According to the researchers, they could be shortcuts to other parts of our universe. Or they could be portals to other universes entirely. According to relativity, the singularity inside a black hole operates as a sort of firewall, which means that information that gets swallowed by the black hole gets lost forever. Information loss, however, is not possible according to quantum physics. ---->Yes, I am still here! Alive, not lost in Black Hole!
Dream # 34
Big Creature of a Holy Religion, October 31, 1993
Today I fell asleep. The dream in its reality was very close to what has happened in Caracol. Not life, but very real. Sometimes it seemed that this reality is stronger, than real life. Distant reality – it is right. I was different; there was a different sense of self. I was very concentrated, like one strong crystal, or a monolith, with one and only goal in life. There is nothing besides that, nothing at all.
I haven’t seen such concentration in life. In real life a person needs to eat, to drink, to redo something, etc. One depends on the real world, depends on sustaining oneself. I would call it our “friction of life”, inertia. It does not exist in space where there is no gravity. And I had only one desire – I was walking
in that parallel world. Maybe each person on Earth has his twin there. As for me I can prove it with hundreds of dreams where I am always two in one. And both share the same Hologram?
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and I knew that I should fly now – very far away, very, very far. Unbelievable, but it was my goal, the essence of my life. I was living by it all the time. The place, where I should fly – maybe some other galaxies... I know exactly the place and now I feel it. There was a very, extremely important thing to do. In my dream, I remembered, what it was. But even in a dream it was impossible to describe – everything was hanging on very delicate feelings. The dream was attuned to this harmony... It would be like the astronauts walking to their spaceship, knowing that they will get in and will fly with enormous speed to unimaginable distances.
And my goal – even if to speak about saving the whole humanity – would not be enough. Something global and serious... And I alone should do it. Just by myself without other people or assistants. Only I can perform this task. And this desire is concentrated in me and I am arriving to the moment when it will drag me there. My goal was very distant – I was from there, from far away – as if I knew from where – I could get there easily, to that distant place. But my goal was from there, I came from there to perform my task.28
And, strangely – there was nothing in my dream that concerns our world, the Earth – no grass, no people, no buildings – only myself, my concentration and the path to the centre of the white Milky Way, I just see its direction, feel it.29 I must enter it and to find myself there. And suddenly there is some creature in front of me – a human being, a Spirit. It had no face. I just can compare the importance and responsibility with my concentration and appropriateness – like Saturn, nothing unnecessary. He appeared in front of me – straight, clear look, strict lips, if for a moment only I could compare it with a human face.
I knew him; I knew him well. He said to me without words (telepathically) – as if asking, “Today you will not fly to that distant goal” (This injunction is not ruled by anything, it does not depend on anything; it is like, today it is raining and tomorrow it will snow.) He said that today I should participate in SOMETHING ELSE. It is like in a Milky Way, there is a side branch which has a real ending and I need to help someone there. He expressed it as a request. It is a short and direct injunction. My main goal, the task of my life – will not disappear, it will stay forever. He had shown me this other aim for me to participate and to help.
I turned up in a place with some other people; we were like astronauts in the second film of “Aliens” where they all lie down into some cells to fly this unbelievable distance. It was like an airplane turbine, white, frayed sides, the hole, the entrance. We entered into something white, shiny, huge, with soft edges. We entered and then it felt odd. As if my body came out of me – the body, the heaviness,
28 It looks like I used this Black Hole for the travels in Space, when I was a Mayan Priest. “Mayan hieroglyphs describe it as a “ Hole in the Sky”, cosmic womb, or “ black hole” through which there wizard- king entered other dimensions, accessed sacred knowledge, or toured across vast reaches of the cosmos. In September 2002 astronomers verified the existence of a massive black hole in the Center of the Milky Way, naming it “Sagittarius B.” Jenkins writes about it: “If not a coincidence, the dark-rift itself might indeed be the surface signifier of deeper cosmic mysteries, ones that the Maya were well aware of.” This black hole is “the cosmic womb from which new stars are born, and from which everything in our Galaxy, including human, came” (Daniel Pinchbeck, 2012 The return of Quetzalcoatl, 2006).
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 The black hole found in the Milky Way, December 9, 2008. There is a giant black hole at the centre of our galaxy, a study has confirmed. German astronomers tracked the movement of 28 stars circling the centre of the Milky Way, using the European Southern Observatory in Chile.Black holes are objects whose gravity is so great that nothing - including light - can escape them. According to Dr Robert Massy, of the Royal Astronomical Society, the results suggest that galaxies form around giant black holes in the way that a pearl forms around grit. "The researchers from the Max-Planck Institute for Extraterrestrial Physics in Germany said the black hole was 27,000 light years, or 158 thousand million miles from the Earth. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/7774287.stm
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 everything that has inertia, the weight was lifted – released. Only finest thin spacesuits, one over another remained – of incredible lightness. Perhaps only the soul stayed. Very, very light emptiness. They were transparent membranes, like Medusa’s; I don’t remember how many – 5, 7, 10. I started to look at it – at what I was wearing. It was like a spaceship, the whitest, transparent; it could be compared with a fluorescent lamp but it should be the cleanest one. I thought what a beautiful spacesuit I have! It shines like silver.
I knew one thing clearly – these few others and me – few human creatures (I can’t say “people”) selected among all people, as many as those who lived on the earth. They are a unity, a whole, sublime, light, holy..., not exactly a creature – one holy business, one religion, super-religion, superior. These few people... you know, the superior beings have something that unites them – some beings superior and sacred. The same was true in this instance. As if there was one superior creature, maybe a principal that had chosen us. And the selected ones – us – decided the future of the people in general. They are above people, as if an extraction of all people was performed, like something single and big over the earth, something great that unites all of the people. They guide it, they know what to do with it, and have a sublime sacred goal. I don’t know what to compare it with. And today I could not do what I wanted. He said that today was a special day that we should come together for some session. I felt that these few people were in the same situation as I was – they were wearing hoods. We all got into such a dream, but I was not sleeping and I had control over my thoughts; I can’t understand it, they weren’t sleeping either. We were in a kind of antibiosis with one thought or direction for the work we were to perform very clear in our “minds”. There was a feeling that this living religion became one creature, acquired qualities from most of the living creatures. It was thinking and acting independently.
In different occasions I was dreaming in colors, in living colors every time – once in a few months, or years. It was an event, and I remembered it – the whole period of life – green-poisonous-emerald, rich blue, orange-peach, pink, bright raspberry, white and light-blurred blue. But it is improper to list them; they are beautiful and LIVING colors. And today – a great revelation – it was a living energetic creature. Her energy was spliced of fine rays of every creature, infinitely clear and sublime. It is made of all these colors. There was a feeling that there were no people below us – just a single cloud of all the people. They govern it; they want to affect it with this religion. And today we had to fly away from the Earth. This big capsule started to twist like a swirl, the tunnel appeared, we were flying through it, and there was a sensation of permanent twisting. We had to fly to such a place. They were doing something with us there.
I also remember that I was tall, high, maybe three meters, or more. I was wearing only white. We arrived to such a place, a very distant one, although while we were flying very far in this capsule, it seemed like a moment. But when we arrived and stopped, nobody was coming out, we were hanging – and the most important thing was happening there, something very global, crucial – and it took a long time. Something was happening to our spacesuits, or raincoats. As if I shed them off and became very light. And self-perception also changed; when I woke up later it was still going on. They were doing something to us; the sensation of lightness increased, the crystal – it was me. The longer it was going on, the stronger the feeling of lightness became.
These dreams that you already read and this next one, belong to the same Spirit, which was in Amelia’s body before – during my past life. Amelia acquired this strength, concentration, and this enormous focused goal to fly all over the world from the deep roots and the experience, which her Spirit accumulated during previous lives as a Mayan Priest and others.
Dream # 35
Business in the Center of the Galaxy, July 16, 1991
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I had something to do in the center of the Milky Way Galaxy– just don’t laugh. I recalled being there. Our Earth is very far on the side. I understood that I go there quite often for business. You know, my body is very different – it is not soft, a tender-skin body like here on Earth. In fact, it is like a lightning. I am on Earth for some very pressing, but very short business. From there our Earth appears like a “rational” slime. Before, at university, when I was studying squirrels, I thought that they have a very complex system, an almost human body, but, in fact, this is all terribly primitive... And now, I understand that you absolutely do not need to develop your physical body, you should only maintain it. And it is not frightening – to die – it is just to leave the Earth. They don’t have senses there – it is a rudiment. They come to Earth to study, experience it.
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Yes, an astrologer told me that this is possible, because my ASC in my astrology chart is connected with the Centre of the Galaxy! So, I am flying there for some important reason, not just to have some fun. Today is November 22, 2008, I just woke up, again, from an enormously powerful dream. I was flying with astonishing concentration and at an incredibly high speed to the same point in the Universe. The little doughnut-guide was near me again, talking very fast, as usual, in his metallic, computer-robot voice. Information, words were dropping one by one like a million of little beads out of him. I tried to write this down. At the end he told me, “You are the real 5th element to humans and this is an important point for the Earth’s history. Get rid of all frictions, which take away your attention, for the next years, from one goal: to make “the way through smoother”.” I feel a very strong tension, almost pain in my “time-travel-belt” point right now.
Then I started remembering what Oversoul 7 also said:
“Energy will change, new religion will come, death of all old consciousness and new will come, new consciousness. You, Julia will be highly involved with this. I see you on the top of the pyramid ... Pyramids were built a long time ago with the help of another civilization. Soon the pyramids will be re-activated and people will return to these pyramids for the rituals. Pyramids will be key moment to affect human consciousness.
When people will start to be free from FEAR it will help them to be free from the old consciousness and to accept new consciousness and to proceed through the difficult time much easier.”
Please see at the end of the book part: MIND OVER MATTER.
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Dream # 36
The Guide of My Life, February 22, 1996
In a dream there was my guide. I asked him, “Why don’t I want to receive deep information like it was before from the surrounding world, about progress, science etc. anymore?”
He told me, “You should not worry about it – if all the rest does not disturb you, then this also does not. It is at a level of gods and their representatives on Earth. You know everything and more than necessary already.” As if I was living in the 21st century, but I am from the 25th century. This is not new, but old for me. And I remember that I had such sensation in my childhood – of insufficiency and emptiness, of sadness – insufficiency of the world around me, of people, of society – everything was primitive. When we moved, I was brought to my grandmother, I was three years old; I was sitting under a big poplar tree, and big aglets were falling from the tree like red worms. It was really a sad feeling I experienced at that moment. Incredibly sad and empty.
Later on, he told me about the Buddhists – they do not walk the ground, they are higher up, and they all “flutter”.
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 Note that this dream occurred a long time ago, in 1996, and it is interesting that I read in one book last year that in the Buddhist temples in Tibet, some monks needed to have chains with some weight put around their legs because they practiced something very spiritual and special which made them unusually light and they were almost flying near the ground! Amazing: hard to believe. But I trust my Guide. My Guide is always right – not one mistake during all these years. I remember that once in one dream, he brought me to Yugoslavia when the war just started. We sat outside around some table with him and the local priest, near the church, and my Guide told us that this war will develop later into the worse type of warfare and that there will be bombs falling from airplanes onto people... Sadly he was right, again.
Dream # 37
Your Cosmic Sister, March 20, 1992
In the first part of the dream, we were tracking down these creatures. We were in a Cosmos, in a capsule; we were floating. There was a Guide, but he did not participate. We were communicating, but not with words. I did not see you and the Guide, too, did not see your bodies. I knew that you are near me and talked to you. Not with words. I was teaching you. I brought you up to my usual walk, like a stalker. Every time everything is new. Everything is focused, I am like a warrior. All my attention was concentrated on tracking down these creatures. Besides which, part of my attention was directed to you, teaching you. You do not see it and I feel with all my cells on the verge of feeling. I felt that they were approaching to us in spasmodic, dashing stages. We were there a long time. I told you, “I feel them...” We entered space; we felt each other mutually and were coming closer. I taught you how to feel. I myself was on the verge of feelings. I was telling you about all my sensations. Maybe they were already beyond many planets away from us – it is something different, they are the others (but we also were not humans from Earth, we were from some cosmic civilization). They were – from the other one.
At some moment it started with increasing force. We were rushing at enormous speed, but the distance was so huge, that it took a long time. At the beginning, I felt them just with a feeling, and then with another feeling, then a third – there are no such feelings on Earth. It was like stages. When the fourth stage came, I knew clearly who they were. That this was a highly organized civilization, that there were several of these creatures and they were trying to establish contact with us. I recognized her (maybe they also have females) and I said, “See! Here comes my cosmic sister!”
At the last second, when they were in front of us, I recognized her; she was very close already. In a few seconds, there was a whirlwind before us. When I understood that she was my cosmic sister – it was like a forgotten past or like a silent knowledge. Maybe I knew her as far as billions of years ago and maybe I never knew her. I said, “Be prepared! Look!”
It seemed that we were decelerating and we managed to see each other. I noticed you were on the right of me; the Guide was behind – like a triangle. Like children’s inflated swimming pool – the shape of our positions. She seemed to have two representations – like a knight in armor – she had a narrow cap, helmet as if made of small plates. I had a vision that we were passing some mansion with a path; I saw and felt it. Suddenly something like a flame – like a dog, or a red fox, like a splash – like a comet with a tail – flew out on this path. I knew that it was her. She flew to meet us and grabbed my hand with all her force. The left hand. It was a strong and unexpected physical sensation!
I woke up immediately. Because of this sudden awakening, a strong wave hit me in my chest, like an explosion. I even had a rush of fever. I should not have been awakened. When I regained consciousness I had the feeling that she was still holding my hand, that they were there, waiting for me to fall asleep again. This sensation moved towards my elbow – seven or eight centimeters before the joint. Later on, I could not fall asleep because of this sensation in my arm. And now I understand that in order to bear such moments and not to wake up it is necessary:
1. To have a lot of energy;
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2. To saturate your life with unusual eccentric sensations, in order to satiate your body, so that your body will not be surprised.
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When I see the symbol of the FireFox program on the internet with a fireball and fox with a burning, orange tail, I always remember this dream and the chain of them I had. Everywhere this orange fireball fox repeated itself – always touching me, mostly catching my hand. I just received letter from woman, Holland. ”I dreamed about you last night and overall theme was: connected by the light and flying through the space ... it is make me very happy. I have had many past lives also in Atlantis, Egypt, etc. So no doubt we know each other.” (Marianne Notschaele-den Boer, www.vorigelevens.nl) When I clicked to this website, I saw a photo of my cosmic sister, my cosmic twin! My body was shaking and covered with goose bumps. We returned to real life 16 years after I met her in my dream traveling in
space for ages! She has supreme intelligence, just see size of her forehead.
YOUTUBE:
Met in dream, together in Atlantis and reunited in real life now!
Marianne
Dream # 38
A Man of the Forest – His Name, December 13, 1991
I could not fall asleep. I was looking at my watch as if I had an appointment. The previous time the watch showed 12:30. The nap lasted only one hour – when I opened my eyes, it was 1:30 (13!) – one hour or 58 minutes.
When I woke up, I understood that my dream had been repeated twice. A half hour each or it was a recording in my mind and it played twice. Everything that was happening and was there, despite the fact that I dreamed it twice, was like a fog slipping out of your hands. It is really hard to translate it into words.
I was on the Earth; maybe I was in a parallel life, in the world which is very close, but not the Earth – best to name it a separated reality. I was in some space (we say apartment, but it is a rough definition). There was a Guide, who spoke; his voice resounded during my entire dream. And also there was my great-grandmother whom I never saw before – nice, small and incredibly wise. It is like that on Earth – people live, each one in his own way, and then they come together, something unites them, this convention. If I flew there, then it would have been “because it is not from our life,” said the magicians. But in this life I don’t do it like that. I do something and also I live somewhere. It looked like a seminar - there were separate essences; it was like a report about how to live and what you do. I was saying this and made a conclusion, the others did it, too – although it was just my report, perhaps.
Those (the others) were several; I don’t know how many. What was happening with them, I cannot describe and even understand. These creatures differed enormously. There was one – I think she was female – the Ying Chinese symbol. To be near her you should have been careful – I don’t know how
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 the others protected themselves. She aroused interest, but at the same time she was deadly dangerous. I was like seaweed in water, but like a chameleon changing my qualities, but faster than it – or appeared and disappeared, or produced rays – it was a kind of pulsation; I don’t know what kind. It was dangerous for everybody. Everyone was also pulsating, but it was of another, different nature. People have a body, face, breast, back. And there was a creature which was at my back – something behind my back, light, fibers, energy – had to be situated perpendicularly to the other dangerous creature. Something was behind my back, if it stood straight – it should be hanging over it. Something of mine was being placed over him. But maybe it is necessary for him to understand my words – and I have an object from my body which I can hang over his head. It is hard to explain ... I am just trying.
At the beginning, it seemed that there was an attuning to each other going on..., and something else which I don’t remember. Maybe there was the third one, everyone was telling something. And afterwards there was the fourth one. When I was talking, maybe I delivered information without words. When I finished, I heard the voice of my grandmother (I just heard her, but did not see her). She knew that it was valuable for them, but I did not understand – she told them this and that. But it was not from our life. This reminds me of something like Jabberwocky in Lewis Carroll. I understood, they understood. But here I cannot understand at all. In Jabberwocky there is a substantive and adjective. But here there were neither of them. It was an event from my other life. The others were listening and were correcting at the same time. While I was telling my story, they were absorbing it. One perceived it as green, the other like an action, the third one flicked out something, and after that they started to exchange; each one perceived the fine facet that only he could understand. And after that they produced a synthesis. All this was in the other sphere of life – not life itself. Later another fragment arrived, when the human conversation started (before it was soundless, the humming Guide was translating) and I transcended to human rank.
It was as if I consisted of many stairs. I reached them on the top stair, the same as theirs. On the first one I was attuned, and then a stair below, when we were doing something together. Later, one step below, again – when I was telling my story. It can be said that stairs are material. When I was telling a story, it was almost human; there was an action, energy, matter. On the last step, there I was a human being. I disintegrated into several creatures, and later – into myself-human. And on the last step, the voice of the interpreter appeared; it was a translation into human language. I even thought that this Spirit dictated to my friend’s psyche – he fitted by rank, position – he understood me.
I remember what they said in the end – they said it two times and when the dream repeated – again two times. Four times altogether. They pronounced with a loud voice (the interpreter said it, because they could not speak) for me to remember, “THE MAN OF THE FOREST ... HIS NAME...” – with a thunderous voice, loud, fearful, the loudest in the world as if a mountain began to speak. It was said loudly, solidly, strongly, like an elephant’s walk. I don’t remember what it was for. I cannot know in my human condition what we were talking about and I don’t know, what is happening with this “Man of the Forest”. I already opened my eyes when it was pronounced for the last time. They woke me up in order for me to remember for sure. When I opened my eyes it was: 1:30, December 13. 13 and 13.30 This reminds me of Jabberwocky in Lewis Carroll. Most likely Amelia had the same dreams – or better said – the Spirit that resides right now in my body and that resided in Amelia's body 70 years ago, experienced the same “Space travel” in her dreams. So, by flying in airplanes she was trying to extend her dream world to real life. Nothing more.
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 13, interesting! It is an important number for the Priest and a lucky one for me in this life. It showed once 3 times on the license plates of the 3 cars arriving one by one, when my brand new friend, Istvan, was near – remember?
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The Drilling From Belgium Bothers Me, October 16, 1992
I was talking about myself. Here I am and there is the other one who is talking about this one; I have a clear channel of communication. But clear is an inappropriate word. Clear means that when it was un- clear, they washed it and it became clear. Here it is not so. There should be no dirt at all. It is crystal clear. As when you say, “I have it crystal clear,” but something is interfering with your hearing. This drilling, this interference, in my dreams comes from Belgium, from Europe. In a sense, it is not a war, but they are trying to interfere with my dreams. And about me, she started her talk with the words, “She is eternal.”
*Nostradamus, in his prediction “Centurii”, he tells that he sees in Belgium some centre of ancient magic. Well, it looks like this centre still exists or when I am in my dreams; I am crossing the same path with them.
Dream # 40
The Swirl of Comas, May 1, 1992
Everything that was happening was occurring too seriously – it was not from this life. To tell it all would take too much energy, too much effort.
It was like that: all of us, me, Shawn, you and another group of people. Everybody was conditioned, but in something like a coma. Perhaps it was a dark room. Everyone was doing the work with their minds. Let’s assume, for comparison, that everybody is sitting in a balloon and each one, with his mind, is pulling the softness of the balloon to his own place – here and there or like that. Magicians are telling each other what they can do. Their desire to learn magic has brought them to sharing it between them all. But it was not enough; they were in darkness – little puppies whose eyes had not opened yet.
It was lasting a long time. But I left you all. When I appeared, I just noticed that everyone was prepared, conditioned. I went out, flew out. Ahead there was a fenced square, like a corral, large. I found an entrance and flew inside. It was just amazing. But there was a feeling that I knew about it for a long time and now I found it in order to bring you in. I went back, took Shawn with my mind. He could take directions from me. I knew that only through him, I could come to you. But there, where I entered you could not; you could do it only from the other side. Shawn understood and passed the knowledge onto you; you were together. You started to swim inside. And you told the others – there were about 20 or 30 people. I did not care much about it. You were guiding them and they followed you like a herd. They seemed not to see me at all, and practically did not perceive the child (who was the ten-year-old, Shawn). It was important for me that Shawn reached you. The others were your responsibility.
Later, the only thing I remembered – the thought, “It is more serious, more forceful, than even I can do.” The body seemed to twist and disappear, dissolve. The body can do it like a bud – on the contrary – to curl in and more and then disappear. I understood that what was here was much more complicated than to swirl in and disappear, (many layers were swirling or were entwined). Inside this square, it was like – a person disappears, but not entirely... It was some condition... If you looked from above you could see how a person acquired a shape – a part of a spiral. All people turn into it, but it was always moving. These commas were of bright emerald color and to the sides there were golden protrusions. It always curled in – counterclockwise. It was not a dance, a singing, but it was a fluid, supple movement, like a melodious tune. When a person entered it, he turned off entirely. He was all – he became this condition. Later when I woke up, it seemed that it was similar to the singing of peyote songs. Maybe it reminded me of the situation in the first volume of the book by the author, Carlos Costaneda, which I read a long time ago, where Don Juan saw a dog and how every hair of hers was shining with radiating light.
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 I experienced it myself – it is enormously pleasant, impossible to escape, words are lacking to describe it. But I knew the laws of this condition. It is the most important thing. I knew this condition – pulsating. It lasts and then there is a pause of the same length of time. Then it happens again. And the other laws, I don’t remember now. I knew, also, that you would not understand these laws before entering there. And it is dangerous to stay there, in this condition, without knowing the laws. And for the first time, I understood why it is so important to resist your own importance. When a person comes to such a state of mind, everyone is totally turned away from you; it cannot be otherwise. The person wants it to last forever; it absorbs you more and more. The person is so strongly overwhelmed by one’s feelings that they lose contact with their internal guard.
It began to happen with everybody. And they were dissolved in it. It could eat them up. They needed to be taken out. It is possible when the person already has such a pole of strength – to remember oneself. When he has enough will to come out of this condition (it is very difficult for people) and to give the same period of rest. It happens automatically when a person has this guard inside. When I entered this condition for the first time, I had 8 or 10 full periods, and after that, I went to call for you.
And when you entered, I had to control each one of you from somewhere above. It is important: all people were living in shining commas. But in this corral there were people (maybe about 70 of them) – like black spots, like coals which burned out (as for you – you were burning brightly). They were on the right side. I did not feel that they were sleeping. They either died or hid themselves, like ancient Indian magicians – or they were burned because they did not know the laws. I knew that I could not speak to you about it before. Besides, you were in such a condition that you could not remember anything, even yourselves. I noticed that you were too far gone already. You entered deeper and deeper. I grabbed Shawn (I understood that I could not grab you separately, that you and he were linked through a chain reaction and that you were pulling many people with you).
You and Shawn were important to me; I had enormous strength. I could grab you out of there with my hand – but it would not mean that you would stop! I grabbed Shawn like a little ant, snatched him out and pulled him up to me (4 levels up). I knew that he, like everyone, was afraid of being hit. I started to hit him automatically. First, I hit him in the neck (with my left hand on his right side). I knew clearly that I needed to reach his left side where his important energy point was.31 The right side was absolutely useless. There was some kind of barrier which I had to overcome. Then I reached him with my left hand (when I woke up my left hand was burning). I hit him a swinging blow with my left hand on the left side of his back! His self-importance is enormous – It could have destroyed all of you.
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 31 It is possible when the person already has such a pole of strength – to remember oneself. In order to survive and keep a situation under control, it is very important to remember yourself in dreams and in this kind of Spirit travel. I see myself like a dot and split time into fragments and at the end of each fragment, I return to myself, this dot: “I exist, I am here” and after I continue to the next fragment (or segment) of the adventure.
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 Shawn SV
I was not as soft as my Mexican-Indian teacher in my dreams. You were on the brink of ruin. Shawn came to his senses immediately by provoking a reaction within you and later onto the others. I knew this in my mind; I did not look with my eyes. But I knew that you should not be led out abruptly, you take too long to recover and could be ruined in this instance.
To my surprise in the morning Shawn got something like chicken pox – the rash was on the left side of his neck and cheek. Between us and let’s keep this secret, I know why. Of course he did not remember anything from the previous night’s adventure...
Happy Shawn wishes to be a hero in this present life, but he had no idea what he went through during the night and that he is a real hero, someone who saved people's lives with his special spiritual abilities in that dream.
Attention please!
People who cannot understand my dreams and still don’t believe that life exists after death will be very surprised, instantly after they die, they will still be “alive”, but in a different way. And now in Spirit world..., What’s next? What to do? Where to go?
When you died, your soul want to go to the Source, but can't if you will go toward white glowing tunnel. Why? because there “trap”, made by entities who wish to drain your energy and for this will locked your soul in reincarnation cycle of the “bad” Earth. As you know we have many versions of the Earth in many dimensions and many parallel worlds.
So you should turn around, you will see the entire Universe and will make decision : That you want to go home... and you will be there instantly ...and you will be free from Earth reincarnation cycle.
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God and Angels will meet you and accept you unconditionally. No matter if you believe that they exist or not, what you think about them, who you are, what race you are, your own relatives who passed away will wait to meet you as well.
You will spend time there to meet relatives and afterwards each of you will go through the place where people are waiting their judgment appointment. According to what you did on Earth during your lifetime, each and every one will be assigned to a space where people, who have the same level of Spirit development, reside. I know this very well, because a few friends after their death told me about it during my dreams. All of them love that place very much, by the way!
A cardiologist from Holland, Dr. Pim van Lommel, proved that the Soul lives and consciousness does not depend on the brain! He checked 344 patients after they came out of their coma. Consciousness continued to function after the heart and brain activity stopped.
In one case, when a patient whose heart had already stopped, when the ECG showed no brain activity, and before artificial ventilation of the lungs was applied, the nurse took out his dental prosthesis and put it in a box on the desk nearby. When the patient returned to life, he waited until that very same nurse came into his room to remind her that she took his prosthesis and placed it on the desk – she had forgotten about it. He said that he saw everything that happened, who said what and who did what in that room from the instant he lost consciousness. He said he was watching everything from above – on the ceiling.
Remember from Amelia’s chapter, during my hypnosis session, I end up in real Heaven? Here it is – for those who skipped that part before:
“I see so many people! All like angels. All white kind of, many, many, many... A door opens and I go there... It was interesting that until the last moment, I continued seeing many people; they all have this see-through kind of looks. If you take, for example, a clear plastic bag and put one inside another maybe 5 or 7 times, this is how it will be, how people look in Heaven. Wow!!! I visited real Heaven today! I loved it! I didn’t want to return from there, by the way. It was such a pleasure to be there, such a light, happy feeling!
In case when some people committed suicide, well they will end up in between – between this and the other world. Most likely you will end up being a ghost forever in a grey, gloomy space. Once I crossed this space in my dream twice; it is a really ugly place to be...
Here are the facts. I talked to Di Cherry and I saw some program on TV where by psychic people confirmed how much effort is necessary to navigate lost souls to the right place. It is heavy work for them which they are doing every day for many years. This is their job. And imagine how many people pay to those psychics real money to get rid of those ghosts.
As for me, I am not interested in the subject of ghosts and never will be. Since I met them the first time in Japan I prefer never to deal with them again. Every ghost’s program on TV has the same scenario which is very primitive and dead flat: everyone is scared to death, some hear strange sounds,
some see shadows, and once, someone was even hit by a ghost and lost consciousness. Psychics are working hard to get rid of them. To see a ghost program once is more than enough.
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Here the new ghost story. I arrived to Moscow with purpose to publish my book in Russian.
I was living by myself in luxury penthouse apartment kindly provided to me by my editor Olga. Very soon I realized that in this place lived Spirits - were I heard sounds of movement in the middle of the night in my bedroom. The door flew open and the Spirit called me by name in a loud male voice! When I was sleeping, the Spirit came to me and repeated several times the word Le Shagart. I woke up and wrote down the word; it was 3am.
In the morning, I began a search in Google for the word and to my surprise, found a village or small town in Armenia. From my window you can see the cemetery. When I asked what kind of cemetery is it? It was told - it was an Armenian cemetery!!!
I asked the Spirit his name. He said Nathan. I see in my vision a man around the age of 45 years, wearing a blue sweater, short hair, looking very modern. He explained that he is scared to go to God, because he committed suicide by hanging himself and is stuck between heaven and Earth, in this emptiness, and now living in the cemetery....
Next time a Spirit told me name Mikael...and repeated it many times over the night in my dream. I asked him to stop, and not bother me and I promised that I would book Nathan for the funeral service. I called the church and told to the priest that his disembodied clients were bothering me... He asked which one? I replied a dead one...when I told to him the name and all the info about Nathan he found him in the list of those buried in that cemetery!!!He held a memorial service. Amazingly the name of the priest was Mikael. The spirit of Nathan got what it wished for, his memorial service....
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According to statistic 100 million in USA believe in Ghost, 10% sow them, so how come people believe in ghost if they don't believe in afterlife?
This story is from Belgium. A friend invited me to meet the producer of Belgian TV channel.
When I arrived at his home and in a large comfortable living room, I saw in the corner, a wooden statue of a man. Enormous sadness came to me from this wonderful person.
I approached the owner of Mr. R. and asked who it was? He told me that it was his uncle who was a sculptor, who had died 20 years previously. He was very sad during his life.
When he told me this, I asked: “Has your uncle ever had long wavy hair and was he taller than you? He said yes, but how do you know that? I simply told him: your uncle is next to you right now at the back of the left shoulder ... I can see it very clearly, almost like all the people around, maybe a little less bright in color.
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Another story was with the woman from other TV channel, Kate.
She start tell me about her father, which died many years ago and how she deeply upset she was.
Kate asked me: When people die, does their Spirit really continue to live?
At this moment I saw man standing near her, it was again from the left shoulder side.
He had curly brown hair and brown eyes, like she did. And something round and white was below
on the level of his stomach where his left hand would have been seen.
I ask her: Did your father have a broken left hand? Maybe what I was seeing was a white cast? She told me, no, he did not.
Next day Kate called me and told that she had contacted her mother; she sounded very excited!
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 Her mother told her that when she married their father, he had on his skin a big white round spot located on his abdomen. He went through the treatment and within years it was gone, so daughter had never known this.
Kate was ENORMOUSLY happy about this news! She told me that her world changed for the best after that realization! It means this was her own real father's Spirit which had been there yesterday, as if he wished to prove it by showing this white spot.
There is mounting evidence that people's Spirit continues after death!
“As I read Julia's book I decide to share a story about my Mother.
Last December my mother was in the hospital with a heart condition. She had 8 other sisters and brothers that had passed (she was the youngest). I came in to visit, sat down beside her and she turned to me and said, “I must be hallucinating. I see people floating on the ceiling. "I told her, "They are there and they are waiting for you. ”The next day she went with them as I sat there holding her hand. As in science, matter changes from a solid/liquid/gas ... yet it is never destroyed ... as it is with the spirit-soul. It just changes forms.
Julia, Thanks for being you, you are a joy to the mind and soul. Your book is a great support to the people. “
Donald Baker from Florida, USA
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A few years ago I met a ghost one more time in my life. It happened when I visited my business partner, Charles P., in the San Diego, USA. When we started talking about business and we were both looking at the computer screen, suddenly I saw and felt that a woman was looking at us from the ceiling at our backs. It was a huge room with very high ceiling. The loft, above, gave onto the living room below. I saw her – full size – standing near the railing of the loft. My partner was very surprised when I described her to him.
When he showed me her photo – it was exactly how she looked – it was the same woman! Her name was Kideok; she was the last daughter of the Yi Dynasty in Asia. C.P. told me that she was his mother and she had passed away a few years ago. He loved her deeply... She also loved him very much, so much, that after her death she stayed in our world just to be near her son! Ever since her death, her Spirit continued living in his house. No one had seen her, including him, but he admitted hearing her footsteps on the loft, especially when C.P. was cooking her favorite dishes and sometimes he could also hear some objects moving – she was doing it.
When I went to the loft, I saw her sitting on the bed in a meditating position! I saw her more with some kind of intuition, a sort of vision; because I remember that I started seeing her on the bed before I entered the room while I was still walking up the stairs.
This man worked at the White House during the terms of few presidents. One of the walls in his living room was covered with awards and I remember one of them was from President Clinton. What
I try to demonstrate here is that a very modern, an intellectual man, accepted the fact that his own mother was living at his place as a ghost!
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 Another example; Di Cherry told me about one case. A woman came to her for help. For many years she had pain near her stomach. She went through all kinds of doctors, no one helped.
Di put her under hypnosis and found that this woman had a twin when she was born. This twin was a boy; he died right after birth and her parents buried him without giving him a name and, of course, he was not baptized. So his Spirit was afraid to go to God; he was not sure that God would accept him! He was stuck in that woman’s body – for all these years...
So Di Cherry decided it would be best to give him a name and to baptize him.
When they prepared the holy water, Di Cherry asked this woman, “How about we call him Peter?” Suddenly a deep man’s voice came out of the woman’s chest, saying, “Michael!” He wanted to be called Michael! So they called him Michael and he disappeared instantly as soon as he was baptized. The woman, for the first time, breathed easily and relaxed. The pain was gone. No more pain! Yes, this is exactly what happened.
Has Quantum Physics Proven The Existence of An Afterlife?
New evidence continues to suggest that Einstein was right – death is an physics theories may have proven that there is another life after death. According to Professor Robert Lanza, the theory of Biocentrism reveals that death is only an illusion created by our personal consciousness. It’s important to note that although these thoughts seem and are deep, they have been well-known for a long while but simply have not been recognized by modern culture. He believes that humans rely more rationally by relying on the left brain which disables us from seeing the real world that exists alongside the one we perceive. He claims that there is another world apart from the one we are living in, but we need to be scientific to prove it. The same intelligence that allows us to realize astonishing scientific discoveries can also get us trapped in scientific misunderstandings should we not
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 stay open to change. Robert Lanz claims that after the death of a person moves into a parallel world. The researcher says that human life is like a perennial plant that always comes back to re-bloom in the multiverse. Robert Lantz said: " We believe in death because we’ve been taught we die. Also, of course, because we associate ourselves with our body and we know bodies die. End of story. "Lantz believes that death is not the absolute end of life, and represents a shift to a parallel world.He is convinced that if space and time aren’t linear, then death can’t exist in ‘any real sense’ either. In physics, a long- standing theory of an infinite number of universes with different variations of situations and people. All that can happen is already happening somewhere, which means that death cannot exist in principle.
Diane (Di) Cherry
There are many unexplained events that official science does not accept. Even when facts are telling the opposite and support what happened. What to do for the ordinary person? Believe it, or not? How about if we pose the question: whether such phenomenon is normal, natural to our world?
According to the philosophy, the Law of unity and conflict of opposites, our world contains many pair of contradictions. This is life and death, day and night, black and white, good and bad, normal and abnormal.
Parallel world.
Let’s check one of these opposites: OUR world and the parallel world.
The world in which we live also can’t exist without its opposite – the invisible parallel world.
The scientist Ziolkovsky wrote: “Material did not appear at the beginning as dense as it is now. There were stages of more rarefied material, when beings (entities) were created, which, for us are unreachable and sometimes invisible. However, they can be near us. If this is true, it means that thin rare-field material, much older than denser, younger material, then, of course, can be ahead of us in their development. Scientific proof of this statement exists: if we take together all physical objects on
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Earth, their weight does not equal the weight of the fixed mass, which it should be, according to the simplest of calculations. Therefore, it follows that this extra, lost Earth mass belongs to the invisible World. 32
Many do not believe in this invisible world. But the new Wi-Fi technology is invisible, right? People use cell phones, wireless laptops and so on. And we know that they exist and even go easily through the walls of our homes and carry particular information.
YOUTUBE: Part 1 - Parallel Universes - BBC Horizon
The ultra-thin parallel world by its very nature is another non-material form of existence, the lives of intelligent beings. And their abilities are much more extensive than those of human beings. One of the characteristics of these living forms in this invisible world is that they show themselves sometimes on camera films which can fix the radiations invisible to the human eye.
I just finished talk with Gustavo on the phone, who I met during Equinox 2010 in Chich;n Itz;. He lives in Florida. Here his Testimonial.
My brother Alberto, who lives in Mexico, told me his extraordinary history. He is an adjuster for an insurance company and he has to go to check and make report on car accidents and photos. Sometimes he goes in the middle of the night to very far and isolated places. Alberto found on the accidents photos people, who still in the cars! BUT body of that people had been taken already out before he take pictures! He mentioned that he had about 15 pictures with the same scenario: all the passengers inside the cars.
The clearest picture that Alberto has is a picture that involved a car accident with priest from a small town. The priest's body was on the ground covered with a blanket. After Alberto took the picture of the car, he sees on that picture a sphere above the car and inside the sphere there's a fetus! After I talk to him, I went to his room and saw the round griddle pan, which my brother painted a fetus inside exactly the way he had described on the priest accident!
This was the sign for me. Every time I saw this paint I fell so weird, but I know : this is message in the pictures is that we don't die after death and secondly priest representing the catholic church (Vatican) and I know that they hide this reality and the fetus in the sphere confirms that REINCARNATION IS REAL. My brother was just like the mail man carrying an envelope not knowing what's inside.
God Bless everyone. Gustavo Medrano.
Reincarnation and the Bible
Christians are usually very surprised to learn that reincarnation was a doctrine once held by many early Christians. Not only that, as you will soon see there is overwhelming evidence in the Bible of Jesus himself teaching it. Please see at the end of the book:
The Reincarnation of Jesus ,
Timeline of Reincarnation in the Hebrew and Christian religions
32 By the way 'dark matter' and 'dark energy' have been discovered only in the past 15 years - thanks to technology advances - e.g., Hubble and WMAP telescopes, among others. Physicists and cosmologists now believe that 'visible energy' (light and ordinary matter) comprises only 7% of the total universe; dark matter' - which scientist have yet to detect or prove its existence - represents another 23%'dark energy' - which they can't even properly describe - comprises the vast bulk of the total Universe ~ 70% In other words, scientists believe approx 93% of the 'physical' universe remains to be discovered and explored!
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 And you read already in Chapter “Amelia return” most amazing part where proof that people reincarnated as a group, right? About Abraham Lincoln and John F. Kennedy: Evidence of Reincarnation Through Synchronicity
Interesting fact: 84% of people in the USA believe in the survival of the soul after death, but only 27% believe in reincarnation, that they were once another person. Actually this is almost the same! Why? (See below.)33I only logged on Google for a minute and found that Reincarnation was first written as such in the Bible but was then changed to the Resurrection later.
So people knew that after death their soul would survive, which is really good! However, the Reincarnation subject is widely ignored. Religious entities are telling people that they will stay forever in the other world! People are missing the most important point – the second part of their journey, which is the Reincarnation of their spirits. Their soul will return to Earth and they will be re-born as a new born baby time and again!
It also mentioned that the Catholic Church kept secret, from their followers, what would take place after they died. It looks like the church decided to keep the power for itself and kept people in constant fear of the afterlife. In my opinion, if this really took place, this is a crime against Humanity!
Remember what the Ancient Maya priest said? “Fear was introduced to society artificially as a tool for the manipulations of the mind and it prevented the development of the new consciousness and enlightenment.”
Well, as an Ancient priest I am telling everyone exactly, in this book, with LOTS of facts to support my assertion, what will happen to people after they die.
A photographer from a local newspaper in Ogden City, USA, Andre Rittenhaim took a photo of an accident when a Cadillac ran into the car of the 32-year-old, Wilma Kenner, at high speed. What he said about this tragedy was this, “I took a few photos and ran to the laboratory to prepare them for the newspaper evening edition... When I looked at the still wet photos, in all five of them I saw a four- meter-high figure with hands like wings, between the flames and the black smoke!” He was shocked and couldn’t believe his own eyes! Independent researchers have verified that these photos were real. (V. Lotohin, Secret Doctrine, # 16, 2008) [35]
I noticed another case on YOUTUBE where people could see clearly two white, glowing angels flying out of a high rise building where a child just died. Angels guide the Spirit in the right direction. If you stop the video at the 25 second mark, you would see the size of the angel. It is around four to five-and- a-half meters tall. The angels’ sizes are about the same on the next video, where you can see five Angels flying and communicating among themselves in the sky! In the last video there is a baby on the photo, a baby angel, about the size of a human, the same as I saw when two of them arrived just before my daughter was born.
YOUTUBE: Angels are taking away the soul of the dead child.
(Stop on 0.22 min. Here you can see 2 Angels on the roof.) A58 Fenomeno portal dimensional. Start from 4.05-4.16 min.
You can see Angel on the roof of the house
Heavenly Angel visits dying girl, Angel caught on video!
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Scientist photographed a soul leaving the body in death – 1st part
In this last YouTube you can see that after a sudden death people's Spirit continues to go back and forces itself in their dead body.
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In order to study this parallel world and its characteristics, the Italian scientist, Lucian Bokkone, built a laboratory on a hill – it was an abnormal electromagnetic zone. He took photos of the empty corners, of the internal space. He built a special mechanism monitoring this space so that nothing could interrupt the process. This way it was absolutely impossible for anyone or anything from our world to intrude in this place. He obtained thousands of photos where there were images of strange geometrical figures, some entities, which do not exist on Earth – ghosts’ contours and so on, and so on. Such materials made by many independent people exist throughout the world in huge amounts. Therefore, during its long history, humanity has lived near a parallel world. Sometimes the borders between the two worlds can open and visitors come into our world.
Here photo taken at the wedding of this men son. The profile of his late wife is visible in the left hand corner – in the rainbow .It is the same woman which is on the photo on his lapel.
In this amazing case, the deceased mother had enough energy to attend the wedding of her beloved son as a Spirit.
I saw a documentary movie, showing the interview conducted with the wives of the people who died during 911 Twin Towers horror in New York. These women said that their husbands kept talking to them from the other side! Sounds impossible, right? What about the little girl, who told everyone that not only her dear father, but also his co-workers kept talking to her and entertained her with jokes and funny stories? She was giving the co-workers’ names and last names! But when her father died she was only a new-born baby. No way would she have known the last names of these other people. The only source is ... all of them were talking with the real Spirits! Some places are very special.
There are places where the Spirits can contact people easily. In this book, there are a few photos taken by my friend and photographer, Tim Orden. Several of these photos were taken in Kauai, Hawaii on Polihale beach. People come to this beach and stay overnight in tents just to talk to the ever-happy and laughing Spirits!
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 Tim did the same for the first time 35 years ago, when he was a young boy. Now he continues to visit this place and the Spirits talk to him instantly when he arrives, as if they were longtime friends! We witnessed how the Spirits started talking to him during photo session!!!
I know that there is a cave in Mexico where people can ask questions and the Spirits answer their questions using the echo in the cave!
Photograph by Tim Orden, Kauai, Polihale beach that day.
Dream # 41.
Gray Dumb-Bell in the Head, September 4, 1991
I had not fallen asleep deeply yet; I still remember myself, when some substance of gray color entered my head from both sides and started to crystallize inside it. It was not a pipe, the whole thing was filled in, crystallized all at once; it was fitting very well – like a dumb-bell – with something like earphones on the sides – flat ones – it was about three centimeters above the ears. I still have this sensation at the place where this “dumbbell” had been inserted. I had a feeling that this happens to me often, maybe even every night, but I don’t remember it.
I am at the bottom of the ocean, deep, far away and I am doing everything there. I can learn a lot, because I know the way
.It seemed that I am some other creature, who knows a lot, multidimensional one. It has a different nature and it remembers a lot. As a human I am now 5% of it. I could get answers to all of the questions, but they did not give them to me; there was no one around to ask me.
Dream # 42
Dowel Bar into the Head, September 15, 1991
Yesterday, I had a dowel bar in my head again ... If that gray thing entered my head quietly and strongly, tightly, then it was of a very dense consistency, even not like a diamond, but harder, polished, long, very sharp at the end. The sensation was sharp, very strong and clear, on the verge of pain... In a minute, I crashed out, lost control of myself. I had the urge to stand up and go anywhere, at least to another room, but I was as if cut-off from everywhere. I was horrified at the moment, that if I could know the future and I didn’t want to know our future.
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Once, when I was in South Korea, I visited a place outside Seoul named the Cultural village.
While I was there, the locals performed a special Korean traditional dance. When I watched it, I just could not believe my own eyes! These men had a long white rope on their hats and the entire dance was dedicated to that rope.
I am sure most of you know that we all have an invisible, thinnest thread which connects our spiritual body from the top of our head to our astral body during sleep. No matter how far we travel through the universe in our dreams, this thread still continues to connect our astral body with our real body which we leave sleeping in bed. The entire population of South Korea is Buddhist. So it looks like this knowledge about the thread is basic there and that they even have traditional dances dedicated to this silver thread which shows the kinds of qualities it has! Amazing!
This next dream is very important for me. I will try to describe the location and mechanism which allowed me to travel in time back and forth. I remember in my dream, I try to implement changes in the past and to correct ways in the future. For example, it allowed me to travel to other planets easily and arrive there instantly.
South Korea, traditional dance
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The Belt Buckle. The Law of Time, March 16, 1992
I woke up three times; the dream was going on. I was feeling this belt on me. The buckle was like a case of an audio-cassette. The belt was thinner, narrower. The color was beige, similar to colour of my skin (it was as if soldered into my skin). The buckle was made of white plastic. When I woke up for the third time, through my sleep, I had a feeling that thousands of eyes were watching my body and their “sight” was directed to the belt as if it were golden threads. From every little eye, there is always a flow, always a sensation from all the spots on my body.
On the belt buckle there was a round button, closer to the left side. On the buckle, there was also a vertical crack. Something had to be inserted into this crack and something protruded out of the belt in order to insert the thing into it. The crack opened and closed.
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 After the third awakening, I remembered only one thing – I understood time. Time does not exist without space. Objects are defined in space. The presence of material object creates time. The fact of the existence of material objects in space creates time. All three of them assume that this object should change (develop, evolve or devolve). As soon as a material object disappears, the un-evolution (or devolution) ends.
Where there are no material objects, there is Eternity. I understood it very clearly. I tried to change time – forward or backwards. If I pulled time in front of me, I stood in place, but moved time as if on a slide-rule. I don’t remember the process. It was always connected with the belt – I was doing something with it. At different times, I unbuckled it, buckled it, and pressed the button. The buckle was like white fog, like my smoky stone. I don’t remember the belt clearly. If there is such a belt, then there should be a buckle. One, which is also me, my second self, had shown me such things, explained to me and taught me, and I knew that it was I. She was speaking with a resounding voice into my ear. The lower part of my body is a “galactic disk” – a very thick, humming disk, but it is a thousand times denser, concentrated energy than what I described in previous dreams, and it can rotate like a weight at the gym. The upper part of my body – on the contrary – was extremely light and almost weightless. This part can rotate relative to the upper one. The second part – the upper one – is a transparent, radiating light; nothing specific can be seen – everything is “blinking”.
In 1899, in Arizona, workers digging the ground for the construction of a future hotel found an ancient burial made from rose-marble blocks which connected to each other so precisely that it looked like one solid piece. Inside this “mausoleum”, there was an Egyptian-type of sarcophagus made of a strange blue colored substance in the shape of a human figure. The painting on top of the sarcophagus was that of a giant man which was lying down. He was absolutely naked and wore only a big, wide belt. He had sandals on his feet and a crown in the form of an Egyptian miter. Inside the sarcophagus there were only ashes. All the items found and the ashes proved the ancient source of this, because over time the skull is the last to be destroyed. Well, maybe he had a belt to travel through the Universe after death? The same as I used in my dream. Maybe it is even me in my past life?!!
About TIME
It would be a very exciting teleportation experience into the future or to another planets. I feel, I know for sure, no doubt for me whatsoever, that this is possible with people and things, because in my dreams, I often see all things around me (trees, rocks, buildings) as a set of dynamic frequency vibrations or pulsations. I can “press” this frequency and “transform” it into a solid object or to do the opposite. For example, I can go through the walls easily, because I see them as a plasma or colloid with a special frequency. I know how to see, to make myself, my body as a frequency. I think it helps me travel very fast through the Universe – faster than light or sound and with help of wormholes of course.
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This is how I can send my body frequency far away into Space to some exact place of which the frequency is familiar to me already. For example, I can go to those galactic huge bee houses where my “home space” is located. I guess this is how I travel in time. Because information is also moving at a particular speed in time, as soon as you break the barrier you move at a faster speed and you find yourself in the future or in the past.
YOUTUBE:
Discovery - First Time Machine
Is Time Travel Possible?
Time Travel Evidence? Watch Found in 400 Year Old Tomb - The Strange and the Curious 101
Let me say it again, I see TIME like a spooled thread, rolling one over the other and the other, and each of them is a span of time PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE. If something happens in space, such as an earthquake, for example, or another problem occurs, and as a result a wormhole is created amid the threads of this bobbin, it can be easily understood how people, ships, trains or animals disappear in one place, only to re-appear in a different place at a different time – traveling from one time to another. There are well-known cases where a person appears in the 19th century from nowhere, wearing an outfit from the 16th century for example, and he could not understand why he was there!
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YOUTUBE: More Dragons sighted in skies over Louisville!
Pterodactyl Sighting 2008
You have not forgotten the dream #5, in which I saw Baba Yaga’s house on chicken legs?
I was curious and, at my surprise, I discovered that all the old legends about unusual creatures have the real roots through our life.
They are shown for themselves from time to time to people. By your own eyes you can see many YouTube videos. For example, in Mexico numerous occasions when Baba Yaga on chicken legs flying on a broom or attack even a man-cop!
In the UK was a lot of cases, when people see the flower fairies .There is a video about gnomes and elves ... In Thailand, people show real fairy!
YOUTUBE:
Real Fairy found in England, Real Fairy caught on Camera
Caught On Camera The Proof That Fairies Are REAL Not Fake!!!
Real Gnomes and Fairies Caught On Tape
Flying humanoid attacks a police officer in Mexico!
UFO-Flying Humanoid-English Subtitles --
Story following the Witch of Monterrey, Mexico
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I know that the human creation of long railroads with trains and tunnels forming giant fish nets of steel structures, hundreds of thousands of kilometers long, interrupt space and as a result time on the planet. This is the main reason for the formation of wormholes and an explanation why trains disappear and re-appear years later in many different locations all over the world. The famous case of the small tourist train from Italy which left Rome in 1911 and went into the longest tunnel in the mountains of Lombardi and never came out of that tunnel, is a perfect example of this! Since then, the train was seen in Mexico City, and afterwards in many countries during our century, and finally even in the new tunnel under La Manche! Well, imagine how people in that train felt – frozen in time for
almost 100 years! I hope they were all happy not knowing that they were stuck in time and would be living forever aboard that train!
According to the scientist, Pazei I.P., railroads are also powerful energy information channels. Any algorithmic movement creates an information flow. For example, a few years before this train disappeared in Italy, there was an earthquake near Massena. This event could have created not only cracks in the land but also it could have created a wormhole in space which was moving around the tunnel. Since the movement of the train was connected with the railroad, the lost train could have appeared in any place conditional upon the fact that there would be a railroad on site at that time or one would be built there in the future.
The “ghost trains” hit and killed many people on railroads every year in very strange and unusual circumstances. Witnesses tell that people were killed near or on the railroad when no train was around. Or the “ghost train” suddenly appears out of nowhere and creates accidents.
On June 14, 2001, the minister for railroads transport of Turkmenia, Hamyrat Berdiev died on the railroad! According to the witnesses, he was standing near the railroad when he was suddenly pushed onto the rails by some strong power and killed seconds before the train arrived and stopped close to him. It is interesting that there was no blood, no parts of his suit had been disarranged, and there was no sign at all of any contact between the train and his body. So please remember that rail roads are very
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dangerous places and be careful. There is always the possibility of being killed by the “ghost train” or disappearing in a time hole.
Dream # 44
The People Stopped In the Prairie, November 26, 1991
In that dream, I saw an area a place where is not much trees, and many bushes; the season the end of summer, maybe, they are yellowish, or maybe it is just a desert zone, grayish-yellow. The soil is like sand, rocky, dry. There are no full, green colors. The people there are modern, but they have to move far away from this territory. They carry only what they could manage to pack. There are no roads at all. Like pioneers from the West, they ride in covered wagons. Cars, small trucks, all like GMC trucks. Was no Japanese cars. There are not many of them, but it seems that they dispersed in different directions, the movement is slow, almost no movement. They prepare food, as when you camping. They are moving somewhere, but do not know where to go. There is no direction. They know that they should move somewhere. Or maybe they ran away from somewhere, escaped danger, got away from it and slowed down. There is an impulse to move, but it subsided. And we are also moving on something. I think about the situation and I feel a necessity to take some steps. These people are like little ants; they could not understand the situation in its full amplitude. They need a queen ant or something else to guide them through this serious, very unusual situation.
I was thinking comprehended, weighted everything and the current moment, and what it could bring to us later on globally, as a whole.
And I understood that the situation was hopeless. They were moving, in a way, but something was stopping their progress, something invisible which did not let them move farther. The movement ended. Time stopped. And I understood: in order to go on moving, the movement would start. If only I could find something in this area. I had to find some configuration which was there in this space, to catch it, to grasp it with my hands, to figure out an order, recreate a tuning. And it does exist, in fact; it can be compared with an aquarium filled with jelly, transparent, and inside it there is a stepped, linear figure which is not distinguishable externally, but it is there. I need to catch this amorphous item, to sense it, and after that, I need to recreate it, to feel it with my hands, my mind, and my senses to come to know its form. At the same time it is moving and in constant change. And when I find it and visualize it, get into a mutual contact; learn its form and movement, only then the situation will be resolved. Something will happen to me and I will be able to break through this wall in space, not only in space, but in time also ; because time stopped and does not move into eternity; maybe that is why their gas and food did not run out. And when the breakthrough will take place, the stupor will end. The new life will start, the life energy will appear, people will be able to move forward and we will go further. There will be transfiguration. At the beginning, I captured the situation with my mind and later I turned off. I was in a clearing. I groped with my senses to the place, in this clearing, where to start from in order to find this thing. The clearing was large and circular. I was sitting on the step of our car, facing the West. Later, I stood up and went westward (I saw that it was there) and came to the spot. I started searching with my senses for this .stepping stair... Later I woke up, yet, I think something else also happened.
When I was searching for this figure, I was doing it with thin threads which were like the ones I was pulling out of a frog, that golden thin thread, in order to come one step. In the last sentence of the frogs on the energy of animals, as a master of Kung Fu did an imitation of the animal's movement. Indians in North America as well, using this type of energy of eagle, frog, wolf.
* No Japanese cars. Maybe will be major earthquakes in Japan and whole country will not exist after? Impossibly sad...
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It can be any, was big tsunami due to the asteroid and people who survived running from coastal area? This desert reminds me of Australia.
Dream # 45
Huge God Was Dictating Into My Ears, January 7, 1983
There were three key moments in this dream; the super-global, the relations of a human with other living beings, and other civilizations.
A Huge God was dictating into my ears. I knew that I would wake up, and then there would be a break, and then again, a dream. The voice was going on saying some strange things. At one moment, I captured the tone of this voice ; I heard once such sound in Jane Mitchell Jarre;s music, ZooLook, a very low tone, global. The voice shook me up; I could not understand the meaning of the phrases. When I came to my senses, the words came to me like a consequence. But I did not understand them. I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face. I went back to bed; it was 3:35 a.m. on the clock. I wanted to drink, and realized that I was not breathing, maybe for a long time already.
Now I know how a baby starts breathing after birth. I was dreaming of a strange place, where I, and a few other people, could enter and choose to put on some clothes. The clothes were, very strange, each for a particular purpose. Everyone was dressing up according to one own self-perception. Then, we came to the window.
We knew that we were very high up on the opposite side the ruins of a church, 12 mountain peaks. The voice resounded again ; perhaps I was speaking to them (although it seemed strange to me). The voice (maybe mine) started speaking. I knew that it would be a recitation of many positions. He said three. I knew that there would be a break, that I would wake up and then I would see. I understood that somewhere beyond my consciousness there was this divine creature and it is also me. It was speaking in a very low, grand tone. I don't know what he was saying at first.
(You will find an explanation for this occurrence at the end of the book, in the scientific interpretation section.)
1. Me, you or all humanity (Me is that spirit, you any person on Earth)
2. People believe that machines will put them on their knees, but I think the opposite.
3. The planet is challenged by a choice.
4.Who they are is the will of the one. The world is endless, and the life is one (meaning the life of a human person). The humanity stepped over a threshold.
5. Before the knowledge was one. Now they are uncoordinated. The world is shaken by madness. The power of nature is inevitable.
*I understood that somewhere beyond my consciousness there was this divine creature and it is also me. This sentence supported what Don Julio told me... about me HUGE, Second one...
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Dream # 46
A Warning from Three Astronauts, March 22, 1992
I was in a big hall and someone was telling me (there were no people around) that three astronauts from the other planet arrived on Earth. They wanted to warn us, or to say that our sun got into a period when it began to fade, and later on it would shine like the white nights in St. Petersburg or on the North Pole, but with much less intensity.34 It would not glare and there would not be any shadows. I saw the Earth immediately – how it would look – the animals, the trees – in a different light... This phenomenon concerned something serious, something global for the Earth. The astronauts were interested in the thing that was above the Earth, 3 planes (like a shamrock) - this single whole consists of three separate parts (the shape is elongated). On the sea there are washed rocks, porous. It looks like it. This is something very important, extremely important. The shape or quality of these planes are of great interest to aliens. When they flew in to investigate, they died. I saw them when they were next to her. Three planes. Three cosmonauts. I knew a law in a dream. This thing is sandy gray. Yellow clay, made from little crystals, When I woke up, I firmly knew that the astronauts were dead today. And the day before the word "Shamrock" had come.
The “message” was important, unusually important. When I woke up, I knew for certain that three astronauts perished on that day. It was deeply sad.
Later, in my dream, I saw a huge asteroid coming to the Earth...
Maybe we should pay attention to the messages we are given. It cost these astronauts their lives, very sad.
p.s. This summer my friend gave me books. This is a story about an amazing boy, Slava Krashennikov, who was canonized by the Russian Orthodox Church as a Saint. He died at the age of 11. In his lifetime, he had a wonderful ability to heal people, and also made thousands of predictions that later came true. While I was reading this book, I suddenly found out that his prediction about the same triangle - an object in space near the Earth! That's how he explained it: When space rockets return to Earth, they bring with them almost invisible light gray yellow crystals from space. It was "built" like a beehive in one of our layers of the atmosphere. This crystal grew rapidly by itself, and this represents a great danger to people on the planet. In connection with some conditions that will be created by people, it will fall and destroy everything. The crystal will look like an ice that does not spread and not melting The good news is that the "crystal" will fall over Siberia, which is not densely populated. Since that time, this crystal has reached huge sizes, it will grow to the shape of two leaves of clover, together taken - six - hexahedron
I saw exactly this in my vision for the last time in 1992. I do not know how the form he has now.
We had glass dome over the pyramids in Atlantis...maybe this crystals coming from another time line or other dimension.
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One dream is repeated from time to time for years. I'm on a different continent, in shape which reminding me of two American continents. Over time, some things change there. In my dreams this continents located is also on our Earth, but of course, it does not exist on the maps ... strange somehow. Finally last week I did found where its location !
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34 Changes in the Sun’s Surface to Bring Next Climate Change –
www.spaceandscience.net, Jan 13, 2008. Today, the Space and Science Research Center, (SSRC) in
Orlando, Florida announces that it has confirmed the recent web announcement of NASA solar physicists that there are substantial changes occurring in the sun’s surface. The SSRC has further researched these changes and has concluded they will bring about the next climate change to one of a long lasting cold era.
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 The Earth curled up, February 12, 1992
I saw the Earth, large, huge. I felt its enormity; it was occupying all of my scope of vision as if from the cosmos. The Earth started to curl up inside itself. It was happening very quickly. It is hard to describe with words, but it was easy to watch. Initially, there was a cutting in the Earth in one place and the peel started to roll inside themselves, like two rolls of paper, rolling in opposite direction from each other. It rolled in and disappeared. I did not see it anymore. The line of the cutting was drawn across the Atlantic Ocean, between Europe and America, diagonally. After rolling up, the Earth turned into a blue colloid sphere, as thick as condensed air, and when the sides were rolling inside it, you could see one layer through the other one. At the end when the Earth was rolling inside itself, it
only left looked like a bright-red, burning ball in the middle. And after this ball disappeared.
I saw a few dreams like this regarding the Earth. Another dream was on February 5, 1988. According to that dream, the Earth will be “broken”. It will have cracked at first, after which it will be wiped out. It will be year 1695.
As you can see in my dreams, I know the time when events will happen and the exact year when they will occur. But these dates are given according to some other calendar system than the one we use right now. Maybe someone knows and will tell me? It could give me a clue as to what kind of culture this calendar belongs. Most importantly, it would give me an indication as to when this will happen to our Earth.
For example, according to the Zoroastrian (Fasli) calendar, we currently live in year 1369. So we have about 326 years here on Earth to prepare to move to some new home on another planet. It is possible that this calendar is the ancient Zoroastrian, because I see the Persian Goddess very often in these dreams. By the way, I feel really uneasy. It is weird to calculate such a global thing as when our mother Earth will be wiped out... 1695 – 1369 = 326 years from now. It is a very, very sad, enormously heavy feeling.
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Today, three weeks after I wrote this, my friend gave me a magazine and there I saw a short article: “Hawking says we must go into space.” So I decided to add it right now, before my book went to the publisher, to calm my readers down.
I will type only a short part of it: “...Stephen Hawking says we must go into space...We are not likely to be able to stay on Earth much longer. The possibility that our planet will be wiped out, Hawking believe is quite significant. The good news is, if we can avoid killing ourselves for another century we should have the necessary space settlements in place to launch our descendants into the universe”(reference: Atlantis Rising, magazine, number 59, page 13; "Hawking says we must go to space").
He continues:
In 20 years he thinks we can have a base on Moon and within another 20 years a settlement on Mars. To find any place else “as nice as Earth”; we will have to go to another star system.
Sadly, I think this is the best option, because in previous dreams, I also saw a problem coming with the sun...Sixteen years after I had this dream, Mr. S. Hawking supports what I saw. It is nice to know that we have some extra time and that my channels are open to receive information so clearly.
But I wish it will never, ever happen to our beautiful, amazing planet Earth and it would have been just one of my weird dreams.
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PS:
Predictions about our future can move forward and happen earlier than we expected, because of the disasters and the time experiments on the planet and because the creation of time wormholes continues. At first, The Philadelphia Experiment, then The Montauk Project, and now this super-collider under Switzerland which can create a black hole ... and swallow our Earth, the way I saw it happen in that dream. Today, a few days later, I found something else to add here!
Edgar Cayce predicted in 2120 for this event. M. Nostradamus and Ranio Nero both independent from each other, of course, predicted that humans will move to space, because it will be impossible to continue living on Earth in future. People will build cities, which are similar to a chain of huge balls, beads – it looks like a jewelry necklace.
M. Nostradamus:It will happen in year 2200. Wow! I am close with my prediction. If what I predict, that Earth will be wiped out in 326 years, we had better move out ahead of time. It is best not to wait another century as Stephen Hawking advises us.35
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It is interesting... With this book, I started writing it for just one reason – to publish a very short book about Chak Mol. But now this process of writing reminds me of a fan which is unfolding, opening more and more and more every day, and I just can’t stop myself from writing... It is like water in a river, I touch the keyboard and it starts to flow... It is hard to stop typing...
In one of my dreams, my late grandfather told me: in common life a person tries to succeed in something, to reach some level. But this is not important on the Other Side! The spiritual part which people collect here is almost not valued on Earth but very valuable out there.
As I understand it now, Spirits and Souls coming to Earth are born again here to experience more, to receive a special kind of knowledge, which they can receive only here on Earth, for their development, ultimately moving to the next higher level in the Universe. One of the happiest days in this evolution is the completion of this cycle of reincarnation, birth, death, rebirth, forever stopping. Spirits are then elevated to the top of this perfection stage.
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I knew one person in my childhood – he was a provost, his name was Roy. He was tall, huge. This is what happened to him. He went to the agency and ordered a coffin for him, made a photograph, prepared
35 In order to reassure my readers, I wish to tell you that Nostradamus’ prediction about Earth continues after year 2300. His last one concerns people coming from rainbow clouds and belonging to year 3797. Next he wrote: It is not given to me to see beyond the year 3797.
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 everything for the funeral, including the clothes. He did it in one day. Then, the next day he drove around town, visiting people, hugging, saying good bye. On the third day he lay down in the coffin and died. This story makes you crazy. I remember this story. He was a joyous, solid person, not a fool. He was 57 years old then, maybe more. (His second Saturn cycle) He was a very smart, intelligent man. I was a student at that university. He was my father’s friend, who was the dean at the same university. One my old friend, Peter, who was very religious person, was telling for years to people in his church in Vancouver that he wish to die on the Mother God birthday. Well ... he was paralyzed and in coma his last 2 weeks, but he died exactly on that day! His body was sleeping in coma, but his Spirit was aware and going exactly according to the plan.
Dream # 48.
Canyon of Luminescent Elves, June 21, 1992
I turned up to be on the edge of ... say the Earth ... the mountains, in a field. Far behind there were the lights of a city. Twilight. Everything around was gray, a soil. But I had a feeling, that I approached this placed away from people very quickly. Ahead was the East. In front of me there was the edge of a gigantic precipice, which marked the rim of a huge valley. I did not see its end. It was as wide as a canyon. It was filled with bright, white thinnest threads light*, as if luminescent – all over, all the way down and up to the horizon. It was not an empty, but condensed light. There was a feeling that the space encompassing this light was organized. There were some creatures, many of them, of unclear, changing forms. There were voices – not earthy – squeaking, meowing, unclear as if in a dream. Spatter of sounds, like children’s voices, like birds... as if elves were flying in there. It was one organism, they were somehow interconnected. It consisted of something that was permeated by radiating threads.36 I entered this space and was there for a long time. I was doing something there. I had some business there, something was happening to me, like a fantastic fairy-tale. I returned from there and woke up.
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Dream # 49
Below – The Transparent Medusa of Air, November 19, 1992
I had dreamed a lot one day. We were sitting on the top of the mountain, very high up. Around, a little below us there was a precipice, where there were strange living creatures. They were bigger than humans; they did not care if they were on the ground or in the air. They were around, moved from ground to air; they were everywhere in space. They did not care about the mountains, or about the precipice. They were always a little below us, flying around us in circles. They were strange, transparent, and luminous, similar to planktons with blinking impulses. They were as if in water and filled inside with some things that resembled balls, jelly-fish, transparent. But they did not have fans like the jelly-fish. They were of irregular, changing forms; there were many of them.
From the moment I woke up, I recalled these creatures and I didn’t feel quite myself – I was really stricken by what I had been dreaming, touching it with my memory. I felt the horror of the unknown – the extreme unknown and unusual. In my dreams I am not mindful of my surroundings, I don’t think of what I encounter, but later when I wake up... This time I had goose bumps all over my skin; I can’t express it – not the horror, but the surprise that I was dreaming of this. The moment of transfer to reality – this was horrible. I lay in bed for a long time and recovered slowly.
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Dream # 50
Medusa in Streams of Energy, July 22 1992
There was a school, a college, but there were no children, just adults. There was one class, where they were writing only numbers. There were two big halls.
It was as if I was sleeping, and later woke up and remembered my last action. I learned that I was doing something. When I came to my senses I had a feeling that I looked through a water column. I was watching it through my body. My vision was not coming through my eyes, but as if through a peep- hole, and I could look through this ‘peephole’ in any direction. The body, through which I was looking, was as condensed air, or like jelly. The real eyes were above and I was looking at the level of the navel. I had a feeling that I was bending when I looked. And I had also a feeling that I was swimming – not me, but my body. Waving a little, like a jelly-fish turned upside down on a glass.
1. The first moment I don’t remember – I was coming back into the world.
2. I was looking from inside the jelly-fish. When I came to my senses this jelly-fish, as if incredibly
unwound, slowed down. And my eye could see 360 degrees around me.
3. All the space around me was filled with some kind of energy waves. The air was either resilient, or empty. I was in these streams and started moving in them, these streams were coming through me, they stretched me. But I had to have mastery to be able to move between them, to orientate myself. They were either large, or flat, sometimes interlaced, but each one was separate like some sort of twine. The energy was more or less rich. Between them – there was emptiness. It was very pleasant, blissful. Sliding was enormously pleasant, without rubbing, inertia like a supple dance when you are pulled in. Gradually I started to notice my arms and legs and understood that my entire body was between these streams. But it was as if there were no bones, it could bend in any direction in a
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After I visited Egypt I started checking my dreams. I noticed a pattern emerging from them. I saw some of the most unusual things – when I just closed my eyes, before I started to fall asleep or just after I woke up. Here is the list:
Case # 1 – Dream # 3 Atharvan: It was not a dream; it was after a dream, actually. I woke up, looked toward the window and closed my eyes again. And at this moment (I felt a shiver on my skin) I immediately saw the face of a man of a huge size.
Case # 2 – in Egypt: “When I turned off the light I found that my room was overcrowded with all these Egyptian “papyrus animals”! It was very sudden and unexpected... I was scared, maybe for the first time in my whole life! I turned the light on instantly and closed my eyes. But I continued seeing them!”
Case # 3 – in Canada – “Today is June 12 – 5:30p.m. I decided to take a nap for an hour. I asked my daughter to wake me up at 6:30p.m. I lay down in bed, closed my eyes and as soon as I did, I saw a girl, right near me. Her face was very close to me. I wasn’t even asleep yet. While I continued looking at this face, I heard my daughter opening the entrance door and taking her bike outside.”
Case # 4 –“ I lay down to take a nap at 3:00 p.m. and closed my eyes. Instantly I saw the face of a huge woman looking at me through the window; she was so big, that she needed to bend to see me through the window. Her face covered almost half of the big window of my bedroom! It was so sudden that I yelled, “Oh!!!” So my daughter ran into the room and asked, “What happened?” My daughter stayed near my bed. I closed my eyes and continued to see this big woman! She was at least 8 to10 meters tall or taller – I guess – because we live on the third floor! “
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Case # 5 – “I closed my eyes, trying to take a nap right after I returned from my reading with Di Cherry and, instantly, I saw this giant, this enormous-size man near me, sitting in front of a pyramid. He bent one arm and turned toward me. Then I saw his blue eyes, so close that I even saw his breath...I even saw the wrinkles around his eyes – everything in all of the little details. I could not sleep after that... I was deeply shocked and it would be difficult for me to describe the sensation I experienced.”
I can continue citing cases after cases – forever. I would just find more and more dreams. It is better to give you a few examples, showing that it usually happens right before the dreams start. I noticed that for years it mostly happens around 3:00 p.m. in the afternoon.
Now I have a question for me and for everyone who reads this. How can it be possible? Does it mean that we have another dimension world, right here, around us, on Earth – a dimension to where my mind jumps so easily, instantly and sees all of this? Or is it that these creatures, Spirits, Goddesses are always around us and wait until we close our eyes to show themselves? After all of this, when I heard how a woman passing by, under my window, said to a man, “Angels are watching us”, I thought it was a sign! I took it literally. I thought that she didn’t fully understand what she was talking about – she pronounced the words just like that, so easily – that “angels” are actually right here, around us! And why does it always happen to me around the same time – during the day and during the night? Even when we switch from standard to daylight-saving time, it happens at the same time on the clock – three o’clock in the morning or in the afternoon – that I see amazing things.
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The dream described below is the longest dream I have had thus far. I named it the “Violet field” or “Stalker”. This dream is for someone who has the patience to read it – it is pretty long. You can easily skip some parts of it and still be safe, avoiding the dangerous trip to the violet field, which is full of
temptations... “It was on the edge of something larger than death.”
I am visiting that place from time to time. I don’t know my goal for doing this, but I guess I am looking, hunting for the real deal: “Deep Quality Danger Spots” on our planet and in space in order to exercise and continue to develop my Spirit.
Well, as everybody knows, Amelia was fearless during her life, me – I am the same. Here is an example of our “parent” Spirit, his daily routine and what this Spirit, which was in Amelia’s body before, and is now in my body, may fear.
Dream # 51
The Violet Field or the Stalker
Today, it was real, palpable, on the brink of every imaginable danger. I do not remember all of the details and oddities now.
I woke up at 3:00 a.m. Weird dreams always happened at three o’clock – I would wake up at 3:00. For me, it is usually time to enter the other reality. An extraordinary state would engulf me, worry me at 3:00 a.m., when I was in my cozy home near Moscow. Nobody disturbed me there. I could control my sensations.
There is an odd Zone. It can be compared, in modern language, to virtual reality, an unusual one. Nobody would put on special glasses to visit it, though. I simply step out – and I am at the beginning of the road, and I start walking. I know this road, I am aware that there are three levels of complexity on this path.
The first one is the Fore-Zone, and then there is the Zone itself. Inside this Zone there is a remote site representing the purpose and the meaning of the whole Zone. In my mind, the name of this site sounded like the “Violet Field”. It was a sensation of incredible danger, of distant definite end, of unbelievable difficulty of reaching this end, and, at the same time, there was a sense of attraction to the Zone. For instance, a person lives this present life and then transcends not into a different person, but into the same being at a different level. It’s impossible even to compare this to a caterpillar’s transformation into a butterfly. It is entirely different – a mutation, a transfiguration, a sensation of violets growing very dense, extremely dangerous, blossoming on the edge between life and death. However, since there was no life in this dream, it was on the edge of something larger than death. (Larger then death in real life can be when your SPIRIT, your Hologram will be eaten by someone from other alien race for example. You should remember that it is easy to protect your own Hologram, simply NOT to AGREE to be eaten. In this condition aliens cannot consume your Spirit. This sound crazy, but this is what it is.)
People were flowing in this direction, constantly – one by one, two by two, and groups of them. I saw them walking the first stretch – only the first. Nobody returned from there. It’s rare when somebody comes back. They lose their minds there, they lose their self, and they lose their identity. They dissolve into nothingness. The Thing devours them. I can tell from experience – I have never seen anybody coming back – nobody returning. I know that they stay there, dissolve, the Thing annihilates or destroys them. It would be ridiculous to say that the Thing “eats” them; the Thing is too grand for this, too ingenious, beautiful, and people are only tiny insects compared to its “magnificence”.
I felt that this was real, that it existed on our planet. Perhaps it is our astral world, where individuals with extraordinary psychic abilities could enter. This reality sucks them in; it is made for this purpose.
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Everything is arranged to infatuate a person, to make them lose themselves, then the Thing swallows them up. For example they say – “he’s going mad.” He doesn’t remember himself, as if his mind or brain has been pulled out.
This road looks like a forest road – it’s smooth, trees on one side, sunshine seeping through. Cars never drive along this road. There are two footpaths: one is ascending, the other descending. One should climb up and up, all the time; walk with effort on these paths. It is smooth, but one has to make an effort to travel these paths. The central, even road, perhaps, just divides ascending and descending footpaths. This is the first section of the road.
When you approach the Zone’s entrance, there are guards standing in a row stretching to the horizon. These men in uniform look like military-men, they all look alike. They are dressed in something austere, black perhaps. They make up a fence preventing people from wandering outside the paths. I have approached them many times; three times I have entered and walked out. When I saw ascending people, I snickered to myself, “They will notice the guards now and will think that it’s real.” I knew for sure, that all this was unreal – this being created everything. People are trapped from the very beginning. Those guards are a border between states.
I have no idea why nobody else knows this fact. The Thing created everything in the Zone – all these oddities and extravagances within it. In fact, it doesn’t exist. That is, it does exist, but the Thing controls and constantly changes it. It is evolving and moving. I have an approximate map of its location, in my mind; I know how to reach the Violet Field. It is a large stretch of land with a piece of seashore inhabited by weird creatures. But the sea is without depth and continuum. I remember all of the details and nuances of this Thing in the morning and during the night – when I have the dream.
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After that – the Bald Hill. You could meet lots of people there. They attained an incongruous size somehow. I knew one creature (it can be called a woman, I think), maybe I have met “her” briefly once. I know that I have entered the Zone many times and have addressed her, but this woman wouldn’t hear me, wouldn’t recognize me; I hadn’t had any opportunity to help her. This time I saw her again for a fleeting moment. Now and then I could see something in her eyes, as if she had recognized me, but she was not sure from where. All her memory – of her previous life, of me, of herself – had disappeared; she didn’t remember that we are all human beings. This time, when I was passing by these weird creatures from the sea, I spotted this woman on the Bald Hill. It is always windy on the Hill; a whirlwind is always swooping over the top of it. The Hill is not very high, just trampled down into a balding shape; those creatures are constantly rushing about up there. They are not beings, not human beings. There is not much space there, but protuberances sprout out and turbulences are speeding about all the time, thus all the people there are moving oddly fast, whirling about, like constantly moving, flying objects, at great speed within this restricted space, non-stop. Each of the creatures has something like a shoot or wing – a triangle, similar to a sail, larger than they are – a precise triangle that looks like a boomerang, or a moon crescent on its back. I hadn’t got such a thing for I was not a lost soul. The rest of them had dissolved already, but these were still rushing about between heaven and hell. I was aware that their conscience was full of those ethereal creatures around them.
I realized with astonishment (I was awake) that within an hour I visited the place, let’s say, three times. When I was there for the first time, I had seen this woman but done nothing. The next time I saw her, her glance reminded me of something. Once I arrived to a small town (it was two weeks before my departure to Canada) and met a girl, who greeted me, mumbling something without changing her facial expression; she didn’t recognize me, couldn’t grasp my existence, her glance was wandering vaguely. Probably people on drugs look like this. Now this woman’s stare reminded me of this girl’s expression. I’ve made an enormous effort to help her out, beyond the guards’ line. In fact, I rescued her. Let’s assume that four years of my life have passed between my second and third visit to the Zone, but my dream lasted only an hour!
She wouldn’t recognize me, wouldn’t grasp my presence. Her glance was wandering helplessly, unfocused, noticing only those chimerical creatures around her. I could see her consciousness in the shape of a medusa, which doesn’t have anything solid in it, everything had been dissolved. I started throwing sand into this consciousness; to help these dispersed molecules regain a reverse memory and to restore, to rebuild its lost, inner fragile structure into something remotely resembling the previous one – to shape it into a tree with branches, to create the inner star which unites the jellyfish-like brain’s outgrowths, to create a skeleton from it.
When all this was organized, then she started to see and perceive me. She had such a perception of me – it happens with religious fanatics – she did not respect me. They respect and worship only this essence that created this wonderland. She was still fanatically faithful to it. But at this moment she could feel herself as a separate being, like a grain. The separation had happened already, although minimal, from this terrible creature. I pulled her out in such a condition, with great difficulty, and left her alone. Somehow, the ones who lost their minds were very heavy. It felt as I was pulling a long train, a machine weighing tons. While they are in the Zone, they become laden with an indescribable burden. It is not clear how these heavy creatures could swirl on such a small piece of land. They fly up and down with their wing. They do not slide on the ground; therefore, they have more space, in all directions. They are moving in the streams. It is strange, and hard to watch. This Thing is pulling them around; they do not belong to themselves.
I had my own goal. My goal always is to get through all the unusual and strange things that come across my path and not to lose my way, to feel intuitively this Violet Field, to come to it. It is a very complicated, very difficult task. I’ll explain why. The qualities of Virgo are very important things in life. I looked at their plan from above. I was smiling to myself – I knew all the tricks of this “madam”, this very cunning creature. I knew that she was doing it for the benefit of better prepared persons like me. She changes all the time the inner disposition. She does not change everything, though; otherwise
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The laboratory is made of light glass, as a glass palace, as the cosmic UFOs, as described by witnesses. At the laboratory’s entrance the woman, in white clothes, waits for you and then guides you inside. You should pass through a lot of labyrinths inside. There is a room of rooms, room of rooms, in which there are various and frightening creatures – frightening by their unusual appearance, variety, attractiveness, fearful incomprehensibility. You don’t know what they are, it is impossible to understand it with your mind. They are frightful because they always stop you. They always attract attention. I always stop in front of each of them, and this contact between us is like a struggle between them and me to overcome them or at least to stay equal. To bear their influence, it takes three to five minutes – to pass this test. You cannot circumvent this building, and you cannot avoid these creatures.
Two of them caught hold of me strongly and absorbed my condition. They brought an indescribable horror into my soul. I knew, that I was dreaming, that it was a created reality, so I decided to imagine this road full of these soldiers, to stop my journey, and not to allow myself to wake up right away. First, I had simply to come out, and wake up after that. It was important. I don’t remember how many times it happened prior to this one particular episode. Yet, I remember how many times I reached this clearing, perhaps I never came near it. I made a decision, that now I should get out of here immediately. At that moment, this line of soldiers and this road appeared clearly, in my mind’s eye – before my eyes. Maybe, I don’t know, maybe I had not come to it, maybe time after time I went farther and farther inward, getting used to these substances, trying to get through them farther and farther – it seems like it. Since I passed the Bald Hill easily, the sea, the fields with blueberries, I knew their dangers, specificities, what exactly is dangerous about them. For the first time there were these two essences; I had a really good look at them and I survived their contact. They were in one room, on the right and on the left of me. I was allowed to enter the laboratory and this woman brought me in (usually she was only at the entrance, and I thought, this is something new). Maybe there are a few of them, they all look alike and not one of them is authentic. How talented, a genius, is the one who invented them! It is beyond any rational thinking. You can’t absorb it with your mind, with your senses, with your intuition...
They looked alike as if from one family. They did not have anything, which could be referred to as fear on Earth. Usually you can recognize your enemy by its features – when it is a vampire, or predator, they have fangs, tentacles, poisonous saliva – everything that attacks you and ruins your body. They had nothing that ruins your physical body. I don’t remember my body, by the way. You could accept with your mind that they were in two aquariums. They certainly were in a watery substance. Let’s assume that these aquariums were suspended in the air – as large as a room – such an aquarium, and everyone in it was filling it almost to the rim. They were about three meters high, but their power, strength seemed not to match; they were even stronger, more powerful.
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 Then there was a form of salutation, when golden rays – millions of golden rays – came out of a spherical point. There were a million rays; it looked like a jelly-fish. But if the salute was golden when it shot above water, it dissolved into a fog of stripes, as black smoke going through water, as streams of ink from a squid, but they did not disappear, they remained in suspension in the water. But up there, on top, the spherical point had merged into a myriad of these stripes – unmovable billions of stripes. There were not any movement there; no sound, no color practically, no sense of physical density – was it hard or soft – no parameters by which to describe it. Between them there was a difference in colors, the other one was darker and denser. I was horrified by the second one.
There was a difference in what they were sending to me – what defines the meaning of their existence. It was like a struggle, torture at the verge of my ... strength, I cannot say nerves, since nerves exist only in real life. I stood in front of one of them at first, then in front of the other. I approached her, to face her, very closely. There was no other way. It was a conscious move, she felt me very strongly, everything I represent. That is why her knowledge about me makes her stronger
and gives her an opportunity to affect me selectively – in those areas, where I feel her. She affected me even more – she concentrated and put pressure on me.
There was a constant flow, which comes from her to me. It comes but does not approach, because it came in pulsation. And here – it is like a field, constant field, it pulls you. I was not frightened of the fact that it pulls me, like the others; I entered and approached to a certain distance from which she could
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There are just strange forms and it attracts people. Here the forms are unimportant, and they capture you deeper; they penetrate, test you, and evaluate your human structure. Maybe something which is beyond intuition? I don’t know what this feeling is, what kind of sensation a human can experience. But to be in this field felt like unconscious fear, horror. You are in this condition and do not know what it may bring you. This condition is unbearable; it is on the verge of ... of all capacities. The only sensation I remember of me was that my solar plexus was attacked; there was pain, severe pain. There was a very strong physical tension after strengthening my loins and shielding my being. I felt as if I had used all of my energy – I was spent – and decided to return. But later – it was so strange – I came to another room and went to sleep again.
There were two of them – the initiators that led me there, they knew – and a third one who just tagged along. I looked carefully at this small person (people appear pathetic there, insignificant – not because of their size, but because of their inability to cope) and it seemed that it was a girl I know ... I remember ... I evaluated them – that they are unable to get anywhere, that they would not come back. But this one I knew and she seemed to recognize me. And what did I do? I returned. I entered into that Zone with them, walked them to the edge, showed them a little, and took them back. I had shown them – only from the side – what is there and how it is, and I marked on somewhat of a plan that there, on the right of me, diagonally, straight from my shoulder was the Violet Field. Perhaps when I entered, I always looked from above. Immediately, I thought, “Oh my God, I was here just now, but everything had changed already.
The Furrowed fields, the Sea, the Bald Hill, the Cranberry Plantation (like in English parks – they cut labyrinths), the Laboratory, and there is a mass, a million of different things.” I just realized that these initial things, which existed from the beginning, had changed already. There are no fields anymore, or they are moved aside, and in their place, there is something inserted – the clearing of solar prominences (fiery gasses which interact with each other). It is like a mosaic, but there is, say, a hundred colors and variations, and here they are endless. You should always remember what was there before, what has changed, where it was before, to evaluate yourself, if something new appears, to evaluate this new thing and yourself, your capacities. You should do it, in order to define if you’ve passed three new zones, but ten of them you may be incapable to pass. The plan, like a map, is retraced with everything in repeated renewal.
When I was coming back with that non-authentic girl, I saw from the corner of my eye, that those who had followed us did not come back. And I was holding her all the time. I photographed the first third of the route in my mind (I could not capture it as a whole) – and it had changed – very cunningly changed. So to pass through it all, you need to remember your goal, to have a sense of the Violet Field and walk through it with your eyes closed. And once you got used to it, and you recognize something, everything is familiar. You walk and walk, and then suddenly, you will stray off course.
It always feels as if an undefined anxiety envelops you while you are in the Zone. Time changes all the time there – with the changes of mosaics it twists, it screws and with it the fields drop out, then they appear again. The principle of appearance and disappearance – they do it by changing time. Space and time is one substance, you cannot separate them. You are once in the past, then in the present, then in the future. You get from one thing to another with temporal changes. There is no future or past – it is just different times. It is not linear, as on Earth; it is unintelligible to me and it is frightening, inexplicable. There are some lapses constantly – you walk straight, and then suddenly fall into another pit.
The sea is conditional. It is not something going far into infinity. It began conditionally and finished right away after coming to depth – instantly. There was a million of different things, creatures,
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expressions, movements. I can say only one thing – all this was soundless, and colorless. Maybe everything there was gray-white-black. There were not any shades of color. Some kind of an astral world where there are no colors. The only things that had color were the violets. They were of a deep violet color. I remember it with my eyes. Then again, I don’t think that there were any flowers there. Perhaps it was some surface, substance into which you enter, up to your ankles, and in which you stay, some energy-like thing ... but it is, I know for sure, situated on a flat surface. You should enter it as you would a field. Maybe it radiates energy upwards and you stay in it like in the aquarium...
There were elements – like water, like wind, hurricane, and fire. There were time lapses. Everything was happening in some space, where some flows, unintelligible to your mind were not linear, not in three-dimensional space, but more-dimensional. For instance, those lost souls on the Bald Hill, you could see by their movements, what sort of field was there, what kind of streams. Everybody was walking there – they were attracted to it, like someone is attracted to greed, greed to possess a treasure; they either knew or felt it, they were drawn to it. When at the beginning they walked this thorny path, they walked in all consciousness; something interested them, maybe they had a presentiment of the Violet Field, but they did not anticipate the hardships that were awaiting them. They were drawn as if by a magnet, like bees to honey... They wanted it very much. They all walked, driven by an impulse. They had only enough energy to come to the soldiers, but not enough for more. (I suspected that the THING eat energy of the visitors, or their whole HOLOGRAM)
My strength was in knowing, in feeling, that those ones were not soldiers, and the water was not water – that all of this was not real, not genuine, that it does not exist. The danger resides in something else.
Here short part of one Testimonial from the Testimonials section of the book. I did met Martin and we did visit this place. We saw numerous Spirits there in day light, some come close and I felt how they start touch me. Most amazing that layers of different times all at once, at the same, time was presented there! One mirage instantly like a wave change to another mirage...you can see how this place was looks at different time in the past and maybe in future as well.
“ I know how important your story about the Violet is. It is not only a dream because I know this field really exist in the Netherlands. On this field are important 2500 years old graves of spiritual leadership like that of Odin and Svadi. Svadi was a son of Thor, his mother the daughter of king Priam of Troy.The Violet field is known as 'splendor field'. Its location is referenced twice in Voluspa in the Poetic Edda as 'Ithavoll', as a meeting place of the gods.”
Martin van Wieringen The Netherlands
Looks like "Violet field" which I described in my dream also located here but in another dimension. Interesting that here also name Svadi connected with Violet Field. About Svadi and why my pin name Svadi Hatra you will read in next chapter.