Mind Transformation 225

225.
Paul Johnson, Gym: e25/3, kk – 3, pull ups – 5, str – 60m.
T, S – 5, d – 30, R – 10, p, g, c, m, s – 2, i – 6. M.
Now I don’t have a lot of time for writing, because I wasted it doing unscheduled things. It means that I’m going to write without thinking, and this page should be filled in a few minutes.
I did lots of exercises again, and thought about creating even more powerful routine in order to achieve a super-strong condition. I want to do the splits; I want to feel myself as it was in the spring of 2015; I want to examine my limits; I want to work consciously with my body. In coming days, I have to make the best program for training and work on that for next few months. I know that it’s possible—to direct my attention completely to this domain and push myself far beyond of what’s called “normal.” I can use English and research vital information to develop my linguistic and combat skills. I can talk to myself about MMA, Wushu, etc; I can write about that; I can use my thinking and give more and more energy to this mindset. I can completely change the way I learn and start working with MMA as much as I’ve been working with my English for last eight months. I know I mentioned it before, but who cares. I can repeat it over and over until it becomes real. I just can’t allow English occupy my life and cut out everything else. English is a tool. I’ve learned it not because I was going to be a damn teacher or whoever. There are so many other people who can teach English, and to compete with them isn’t something I want to do. Focus on power, personal growth, fitness, developing good traits and so on. 

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