Mind Transformation 312

312.
X
Jung (50 pages),
S - 5.
i - 1, s - 1, w - 6km.
It seems I haven’t had enough time to relax, so yesterday’s 7.3 was a natural implication of that. At the evening I felt weak, and had no energy to work even on the WBW’s article, which is one of the easiest tasks of my learning routine. I also missed evening exercises and went asleep quite early. Probably, after such a long sequence of "i" (actually it’s not too long but my intensive focus on the exercises makes time flow slower), I need more time to recover my strength than just one day. My goal is to achieve a kind of sustainable condition which must allow me to do all exercises as often as possible without being exhausted at all. I assume that maybe a slight tiredness at night before I fell asleep sometimes makes sense, but there certainly shouldn’t be anything of that kind at the middle of a day or early evening.
What If I start every month by developing these sequences of uninterrupted exercises? Or I can even try to do them at the beginning of every week. I don’t know. Now I’m convinced that this is crucial for my personal development to find the most appropriate way and make as many experiments as I can. Maybe I need to read something about fatigue, etc.
Well, there is another thing that I wanna mention here. My communication with X. is quite awkward. He is very stubborn and moreover he can’t control himself while we’re talking. On the one hand, I understand that I shouldn’t force him to learn anything making dead attempts to change his behavior and belief system; though on the other hand, I often do it unintentionally and this leads not only towards some sort of misunderstanding but also makes me think about it more than necessary. I mean these thoughts enter my inner mental space and produce a kind of dialogue so that I argue with X in my mind for plenty of time, whereas I should think about lots of others things instead.

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