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Jung “Psychological Types”
It’s almost impossible to write something meaningful if everything you do makes no sense. Great thoughts come after great experience. Obviously by great experience I don’t mean ‘real’ experience in forms of actions or something like that. It may be a kind of thought-based experience which requires nothing but thinking itself. Why is it so hard to focus on thinking and analyze what’s going on in your consciousness? I know that just an hour spent on meditation inevitably brings high-quality writing even if there was nothing to write down beforehand. However, it’s still difficult to get in this mindset and remain there for a relatively short period of time. Really, I’ve wasted so much time by watching videos or reading books, whereas thinking and writing potentially could be much more beneficial. That’s a sad thing! I know what to do but instead of doing I’m just complaining about my inabilities. Yes, it’s all, again, about this short period of time, and I’m sure that everything will be okay soon. Anyway, I find myself in this time-space quite often, and there were so many attempts to run away which all somehow failed, so I—
Well, this is life. I suppose it’s not as awful as it may seem at the first glance. What if I look at it from another perspective? I mean what if I achieved a kind of stillness and live in this damn calmness without worrying about anything? Will it be better? For my writing it’ll certainly not. Perhaps there is only one way to become an outstanding writer; and the way is the highest possible exertion of all mental and physical muscles. It doesn’t mean that I am going to become an outstanding writer through this way. I’m happy to write superficial things or simply use writing for personal purposes. One of the purposes is to get out of this shitty complaining cloak and focus all energy on moving forward.

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