Mind Transformation 345

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The feeling of sorrow is still here. Plus, I got sick. I have only a couple of days before leaving, and these days I have to suffer from this sickness not being able to swim and sunbathe. Actually that’s not completely true because I was at the beach today and even enter the sea for a few minutes. My sickness is not strong, and I don’t worry about it a lot. But anyway, I can’t swim, and my throat is in pain, and my nose is full of mucus most of the time.
Okay, fine, there is another thing I want to write here. Yesterday, I had the pleasure to see again the beautiful girl, whom I mentioned earlier. We walked for 10 minutes and talked about different stuff. I met her accidentally, and she was in a big hurry. I found out that she lives with her boyfriend, which was probably the main reason why she didn’t come to run those evenings. I also found out that she is from Bryansk and her name is X. She said that she is going to live here at least for a year, but after she mentioned her boyfriend everything has lost all meaning. All beautiful girls already have bloody boyfriends. Ah, what am I thinking about?
It was a happy accident to meet her again. If only I made one step aside I would have never met her. I want to say that it was really, really strange that in this particular time I went in this particular street (it was a unique route for the whole vacation), and what is even stranger, I noticed her 20 steps ahead. I didn’t recognize her because I saw only her back. She was walking very fast, and in a usual situation I will not accelerate my movement to catch up with her. But all of a sudden I had a thought that this back may belong to the “beautiful girl” I met before. She had a new dress, different color, etc. I speeded up and then, when she occasionally looked back, all my sorrow swept away. Today, though, it appeared again.

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