Mind Transformation 364

364
i - 6; s - 1.
Woke up with a small little pain in forehead. It’s come back again. Perhaps the antibiotics I’d taken weren’t strong enough to kill the disease. Maybe banya has something to do with that. I certainly became feeling worse after being there a couple of days ago.
So the pain was continuing for the whole day and only now, after doing 3 evening "i", I no longer have it. I can’t say that the pain was very strong, or that it even was a real pain, because of its low intensity. It reminded me the pain I had last November when I was overwhelmed by learning. I tend to think that it’s triggered by my uninterrupted intellectual work as well as it may be triggered by any other possible cause. I mean, I don’t think that microbes are the only thing that makes me suffer. I hope tomorrow everything will be okay. I almost believe in that. I’m pretty sure. Fuck! I wanna be healthy! What else should I do to feel good? What am I doing wrong? Really, I wanna know. What the hell am I doing wrong? Well, it’s a meaningless talk. There is nothing wrong. It’s just a usual disease and soon it’ll disappear. Don’t panic!

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