Mind Transformation 381

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Dickens. Biology 10. Baudrillard. Peterson – Harris (debates)
d – 30, S – 5, s - 1
Today I’ve felt almost healthy. My condition is better than it was during the last month, and probably it’s time to recover my exercises. Really, I lost the whole summer, which was planned for a huge improvement in this direction. Again, plans don’t always lead to the most expected results. Anyway, planning gives a lot of experience making things more predictable in the future. Obviously, I didn’t count the possibility of being sick for the whole month; and playing video games wasn’t included in my blueprint. However, there is no need to put all of that into category with the mark “bad”. Although I lost my fit to some degree, which is not critical enough to take it seriously, but I still at the high position in my learning and there are no crucial obstacles that may prevent me from coming back to what I did. I even think that I’m at the beginning of a really big ascent. That’s what I’m feeling.
The whole week was dedicated to learning and I want to learn more. Days aren’t long enough to satisfy my passion. It’s not a passion in a usual meaning of the word; I’m rather talking about the strong intention to do something, which grows inside me without being affectionate or tyrannical in any sense. In the near future I’m going to change my thinking in a way so that it’ll cross the line which separates a reluctant logically demanded thinking and a kind of playful, desirable game of the mind. This is a real description of positive thinking which can’t be a product of duty. Positive thinking is the state when you observe your mental process and take the observation as if it were a kind of reward given to you for something. It’s the point on the evolution of your language where thinking turns into addiction and changes your life dramatically. Grammatically?

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