Mind Transformation 397

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Watched several videos about sinusitis. Perhaps I need to learn more about that. It feels like working with the information about sinusitis helps me to focus my attention on this problem, so my body starts fighting the disease more vigorously. Today, things have got worse; I had green mucus and my nose was stuffed up all the time. I was such a fool taking the problem quite carelessly when it first appeared at 2012. All I needed to do was just reading a few books about sinusitis and find what I found only at 2016. Now, probably, I have to be a little smarter than I was then. The problem has been bothering me almost two months. Why do I not have a solution yet? I spent so much time watching lectures about Biology, reading, writing—all of that has nothing to do with the thing I suffer from. I know that it’s impossible to think about the bloody disease all the time, so I’m doing whatever I did before simply because there is nothing else to do. Obviously, I can’t lie on bed all day long doing nothing. I have to do something, and I’m trying to do only easy things now. I don’t force myself to learn; I don’t really do anything hard. I even don’t do my exercises keeping my body in comfort. However, maybe, some exercises would be useful. I want to overcome this damn disease!

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