Mind Transformation 424

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Games – 9 hours.
So let’s try it in a different way. It seems I’m about to move forward. Fuck the games! I no longer wanna play. Really, it’s not a waste promise. The rest time is over, and many amazing things are expected in the future.
Indeed, I’ve achieved my goal, and now I can watch and read everything in English but instead of that I’m sitting at the computer and fighting meaningless battles. I’ve got enough of that. It’s not a joke! Perhaps tomorrow there will be another mindset, which has nothing to do with my current intention, but—
Games! I know how to quit it. I’ve done it so many times successfully, and this case isn’t an exception. Although I’ve never been able to give up playing videogames once and for all, I still have a chance to do it in the future. And why shouldn’t it be done right now? Just imaging: no games anymore whatsoever! Again, it’s not only about time and too many great things which I could have accomplished if I hadn’t played these damn games. It’s about my worldview, my way of living, my personality, and everything. And the silliest thing is that I know how to quit, I can quit, I’m sure that it’s one of the most important things I must do, and all this leads to nothing. Not absolute nothing, but—
Okay, what’s a stupid habit finishing sentences with this ‘but’? No fucking ‘but,’ stop being a fool! Think a few steps further. Exercises, reading, lectures, running, writing, cooking soup, cleaning the room, getting stronger…

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