I Am So Tired

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16 of September
SHE:
A***, I’m fine. And you’d better come back, because I suspect almost every one of newcomers to be you  and it's very difficult and unpleasant. Let’s be friends again

18:08 it's so easy to write: Oh, Allah, Oh, Muhammad! how good/beautiful You/you are..." and so on. And how difficult to understand and forgive a living soul, to whom you tried to give pain and who gives you hand first.
You've asked if I do everything God teaches me to do?
Yes, I try!


16 of September 19:33
HE:
i think it will not be a problem for me to let u in.
But i don’t think u'll allow this if u were in my place.
 
19:34 why? too much in new relations? don't worry! :)
 
19:35 read again.

19:37 A***, I don't understand, even when I read again. What do you mean? Why wouldn't I allow?

19:40 'lets be friends'? what does this mean, i don’t understand?

19:42 so simple! you threw me out and I don't like it now. Here is the only one and simple meaning - come back, let's me be there, cause I want it. So difficult for understanding?... no need to search for hiding meaning and every time read between lines :)

19:45 no search for hidden meaning here.
threw away u from where?
we are still the same as we were before, at least for me nothing has changed. So what are u asking for?

19:47 nothing changes? why then you deleted me from your friend's list? that was a question

19:50 i am soo tired....
how are things with u?

19:50 tired from me?

19:51 not yet :) from work

19:53 noh, OK, very sorry! Take rest then!
 |added back to list|
Thanks! :)

19:54 no thanks.:) i did nothing.

KAMA, Part VI SHIFT

You were so tired to keep me away ;; it was so hard and exhausting.