Mind Transformation 449

449
Piaget, Rereading the journal (1.17 – 4.17)
g – 10, a20/3.
s - 1, i - 1.
The true desire for thinking! Well, I’ve problems with starting today’s note. It seems that after being distracted by yesterday’s conversation, I can’t steer my train of thought into an appropriate direction. There are lots of things rambling in my mind, but I don’t wanna write about anything in particular. Or maybe, I want to write about something really important, but it feels like all my different desires render some sort of uproar. Each of them wants to be expressed; every little thing demands my attention.
These last days, I’ve been concentrated on reading Piaget, so let’s see what I may say about him and his book. Obviously, he was a smart geek; not really passionate but rather calm and thorough. The book I’m reading is written in a gentle manner, and its language—
Damn it! I can’t write today. I need to wait a little bit till my neural network will be able to—until my mind will be able to stop judging everything what it produces. Oh, really? Do you wanna say that the problem lies in idealization? I mean I was writing for several days better than usually, and now, when it turns out to be usual again, I’m just denying it? 

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