Equal

HE:
"It is my big my mistake through all my life to tell such things. I promise not to do it any more"
???
what does that mean, i am not sure? u think it's your mistake to tell someone that you like that person? i am sorry if you feel that way. And i am sorry that may be because of me you feel that way.

Actually you collided with a wrong person, may be.
And it will make me sad that you will shy away from displaying your affections openly again.

My intentions were not like that to make you feel sad and make you feel that you were wrong in displaying your affections.

I rather think that is very beautiful. And i appreciate that alot. But i am a bit different person. I am sorry i could not respond to you with the same love and affection that you probably would have wanted. I am sorry to make you sad about our 'would be' relationship. But it would deeply hurt me if you stopped to be affectionate because of 'some wrong' lesson by colliding with me. :|

 
SHE:
if you couldn't respond it just means my feelings were the same like yours. No need now to exaggerate my feelings and to underestimate yours. They were equal. I don't believe in feelings without an answer, in love in one heart. If there is Love, it takes both persons, or there is nothing! So you can easily understand my feelings from your own - not stronger, not weaker, the same... and the same doubts as well.

in any situation there is always something good: now she is my protection from your "want". Great. One problem passed away... I just wonder for how long.
With your entire ‘try’ you'll never forget me, I know that. And I know as well you'll never meet "something" in this kind again. But that you'll understand later.

About my words... no, it was not that. Don't think please you can change my nature so much. I’m open, I'm free and with God's help I remain like that.

What it was let me don't tell you. Let's it be a riddle for you :). You told you can read between lines... actually you couldn't sometimes understand so simple and obvious things...

don't write me anymore. I won't answer... at least until I'll be fine again. I prefer to wait while you'll be married with someone. Maybe then... may be never... We will see.

KAMA, part V