Flowers and Tears 2

Gradually my steps become slower ... I already experienced so much ... I've lost a loved one, and here I am - alive, and even happy.

I'm going along some completely unknown green street. Small houses, gardens, full of apples and pears, and ripe apricots are lying right under my feet. I pick up a few bright yellow warm fruit ...

No, I will not let you go so easily, I will try to explain to you ... It is impossible that you would leave alone. After all, before Shadi was willing to take the both of us, what has changed so suddenly? Even we are married now, I know if you go alone, we’ll lose each other forever.

Strange street - no cars, no people. My movements and thoughts are becoming calmer. I gather up apples and ate heartily. My tears dried on the cheeks - I did not wipe them because was too busy with my emotions.

I keep going and going, forgetting about my fatigue.

I begin to understand where this road leads. Yes, yes ... The route № 1. The Agricultural Academy. How long I was not here! How long I didn’t think about Kidan - I was too happy, too much in love to remember and be sad... But now these memories don’t cause pain - perhaps all this has gone away.

It's so beautiful around! Green grass and bushes, blue spruces, flowerbeds. What the beautiful flowers – red, with juicy head on elastic brown stem. I don’t know what they are called, but they are so splendid.

Kidan... He used to come here every day. Walked these paths, down the stairs. Was sitting in the auditorium - there behind these windows. I was waiting for him here on this bench. Long time ago! Before you, my love! I was alone and I was miserable. Wave of gratitude, tenderness, love for you cover me. No, I'm not going to quarrel and make troubles, I'll just tell you how it hurts me, you’ll listen to me and will understand. You always do. Tonight we will be together again!