Keep smiling and comes what may

Seemingly a banal plot: I'm cool at the celebration of the life... a pretty lady enters and suddenly I woke up... and around...;
If it were so...;
I'm a writer. I'm not a great writer, but not worse them others. I'm in the middle of my life. Somehow I managed to buy a Lamborghini, house in the country, get a family. So I'm really-really a cool man. But I didn't even think that I would get bored with all this.;
Today it's my birthday. Friends will come. I need to be funny, to smile and enjoy them. I'm hardly happy about it. I used to like parties. But I'm tired of it. I'm not a young man and I know this world, my friends and as said Mark Twain:" The more I get to know people, the more I like dogs".;
Yesterday I had a fight with my wife.;
I don't usually do noisy parties to my birthday, only my family and close friends. Ain't nobody must do what is expected of you.;
- It's been a long time since you invited guests to your birthday.;
- I'm bored with them, they are conceited and talk about themselves. I'd rather write a novel. I don't wanna waste time.;
- So you think you got what it takes to get it done? ;
- Stop trying to hit me and hit me.;
- Look here! You failed to become a writer, you're just a reporter. And stop trying to be a hero and just enjoy your life.;
- Shut up, go to the hell!;
- But why do I have to be with loser?...;
Either way I don't really care about all this stuff and the truth is I really don't. May be so I go to my studio in the basement of my house to write my stories. ;
Have you ever heard of the writing skill? Shall we go with me? Sometimes I really-really happy here. Ain't nobody pretend. Today I have come here to be alone and write a story to a modern magazine. It's not my style and level but nevertheless...Btw I need to do that ' cause I have to feed my family. The truth is my personage is not that an interesting man, but I'm a writer and I must understand and love him. I have got a secret: I drop by the pharmacy on my way to buy 2,3,4 or 5D- glasses-images for my heroes. Glasses of the pessimist, optimist, dreamer, loser to watch the world like my hero. It's a joke! ;
Everyone creates his own picture of the world. I'm kinda a kindly writer and choose to my hero 3D- dreamer glasses. Either way he's really a kind person ' cause may enjoy holiday like a child. And even if he has a simple cupcake, but one candle means only the beginning of the path... Everyone wears invisible glasses! We're blinkered by them, and don't see further than our glasses.;
The truth is I'm not that funny. Either way I say: "Keep smiling and соmes what may."

1.10.2020