Новый 2021 год
03.01.2021. I am writing for the first time this year. I hardly drink. I imagine that everyone else is drinking, who is pouring in mental pain, who is physical, and who has been suffering for a long time without drinking since last year. They stopped showing squirrels on TV, but they probably are. Alcohol is evil, but a pleasant evil. When you are alone all the time, you think all the time about something incomprehensible, namely, all the time you imagine what my friends are doing on these holidays. I imagine that I am with them, pour myself wine, clink glasses with everyone and relax. And he really got drunk! I lie to myself, catching a buzz, my head is spinning, multi-colored dust is flying in different directions, beauty. I take one of the dust particles, insert it into the eye and penetrate into another space. I was flying in the subway, then I got out at some station: the Christmas tree in the square is gleaming with multi-colored lights. I got on the subway again, got out at the next station: again a tree and an area similar to the previous one. I got on the subway again and then, suddenly, it dawned on me that it was a vicious circle. One and the same square, one and the same station, one and the same tree. It is necessary to break the chain of perception. I guessed to remove the crystal from my eye, woke up on the couch. Yes, interesting life! I imagined that, for example, I was dreaming of a toilet, and, in the literal sense, if you go there, and at this time you catch glitches on the couch. Reminds of a joke about the bath: enough in the bath, Wed .... Or you make love with a beautiful woman, but in fact with your wife. At the right time, you can call your wife by someone else's name, and her slap in the face will quickly return to the immediate reality. In general, there are many different realities. And if you imagine something more sinister, then reality will seem like heaven on earth. Boredom can be made a paradise when you imagine that you are alone in the world of goblins, vampires, zombies and other interesting creatures. Better to be alone. Magic dust isn't such a bad thing when used properly.
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