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Hey
If that one who you do need is just a collective image of your own past, your past lives, your ex-lovers, then you are trying to find the person who has got the same experience, who is searching for you like a child who lost an ultimate puzzle of his lovely table-game, or an adult who is missing his own past.
If that one who you do need is the spitting image of your own, it means that you have picked up a gay* piece of the self portrait, within you have been gazing into the looking-glass.
Are you sure of your way to live? What do you want to find finally, if you are looking for yourself all life long?
What about the space outside of you own? Is it possible to step there into the outer space? Perhaps you could see from there everything you hadn't got at that moment of your life?
These questions are swirling into my hat as if they were bees. It seems to me they are sarcastic enough, aren't they?
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18.05.2017

* пёстрый, многоцветный (в изначальном значении этого слова).