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3:40 Re: Tattoo: Well as you wish... It doesn't mean much for me to be honest... I want to be inside of your heart and in such way that nobody else might ever enter there... :*

3:48 Diana (small, blond) and Nastya... They are sisters, daughters of one mom... They are my 'job' for 3 years...

You know when I last time came to my job Diana, putting her shoes, told me: Mom, I want Dad!

And I thought about you that moment... ;;

3:56 You used to skip some questions.
Plz don't do the same mistakes again: tell me everything as it is, so that i may know real situation.
And if I ask something plz answer if even in short. I'm answering all your questions, right?

I'm not sure ppl are allowed now to Estonia... Ljuda came here but she has a mom here....

That's why I'd like you to know, to ask and don't burn me in vain with your fantasies, words and desires.

....
We have white nights at summer here, you know?

4:25 Novel. You know I pray this way that I’m getting answers. Especially it starts to be very clear when you entered into my life... But last times it was the silence... I asked: Why? And the answer came: because you're afraid of pain.

And I told: ok... I'm not afraid anymore, I'm ready... And then very soon i so suddenly got your first msg 'look what i found'

All my friends who read the novel were crying: why, how it stopped? We want it to continue... We want to know what happened next!

I told: it's just a novel, nothing happened...

If you hadn't have written to me in 2020, i most probably couldn't finish the novel.

And when I sent it to you... To be honest I thought you would read and say: i never loved you like this... It's just your fantasy...

It's a kind of unexpected to me what's is going on now... Your reaction... Although I always wanted to see you again, to be next... I feel so good next to you... And only to you

And these years when someone tried to come near I felt I was not in romantic mood at all, i didn't want any relationship, anything... And i even thought i started to forget you too...

I don't know how you managed to turn me on just in 2 days...

Goodnight once again, Love! ;

7:24 Re: Tattoo: It's only you who is in my heart. You and you only. My love for you is getting more and more everyday.

7:25 Let's make a lot of Diana's together.

7:27 People are allowed everywhere in the world as far as they have a valid visa to that specific place.

7:32 Re: ? Honey we can discuss it in person. Let's see how much chances are there to reach Estonia.


8:15 You will reach here love, cause I saw you here with me in dreams many times... We were speaking, sleeping together, walking, making love... Usually if i see something in dream in such realistic way it comes true later on.

8:17 Ok, let's discuss in person, I don't mind

8:39 Of course it's going to happen.

9:43 When you plan to get here, what is on your mind?...

We don't let each other sleep.... There is very clear connection between us... When you're awake you keep me awake too if even i want to sleep...

I told my mom already. I thought she would mind ... But she didn't, just smiled like she was glad...

10:04 Wao that's a great sign then. Everything is in our favor. Well my mind thinks about you all the time and needs you.

10:07 We are like one with you, baby