You and You Only

12:34 I make friends very easy you know ;;

12:44 Yes I know love. Congrats on finding a new friend.

12:51 Are you busy now? Seems like you're taking without any interest... ;

13:22 Well I am interested to talk but missing your bikini pictures.

13:32 Listen you told me: i need inspiration for making a romantic audio... So I sent you a lot of feet, faces etc... where is my romantic audio??
And yes I've got just wonderful pictures on this Sunday.

You know I'm very happy now that's why I'm looking super good ;
And there are 2 swans behind me... Swans symbolize faithful lovers...

My son would meet me on Wednesday evening 'cause I'm going to spend night in Tallinn. The trip starts at 8 o'clock.

And you didn't answer anything on my important msg. May I ask why, Aamir?
Are you afraid of something? Why don't share it with me?

03.08.21 13:13 Nadia: done (*** photo)

21:16 Hi. Sorry for late reply. Been busy.

It looks awesome. Seriously if I would have been there I would have kissed your belly.

22:23 Regarding the visit to Estonia and working there, it is quite difficult right now as most of the countries are not allowing P* citizens to travel to their country. Most of the European countries have suspended flights from P*. So let's wait till conditions get better

23:30 No reply? Is everything ok?

04.08.21 7:57 I went to sleep simply, don't worry.

Good you told everything openly. But really only this problem? Not as you simply afraid of difficulties again?

Have you ask about visa or not?

And it wasn't good, Aamir, when you suddenly stopped to answer as you did two times already. You see yourself it feels not so good without an answer, right?

I have to do a lot of things, to have a lot of energy for that... Your silence is killing now. I can bear of course but it burns my life forces.

Be a bit more understanding, ok?? ;;

8:25 I want to tell it openly... You know what was so difficult for me previous time? Not problem with divorce or your mom or anything like this... But your doubts! You were not sure you wanted to be with me. And i wasn't able to bear your doubts.

Now seems there was something which forced you be passionate: my book, memories, some pictures, videos - whatever... And then it passed.... You came to normal state... You have everything which normal man should have...

If it's the case simply say it. I'll understand. But I want to know the truth. I don't want to live in fantasies.

If I can bear this life without you and even enjoy it... Why can't you bear I'll love you less?

Don't be so selfish, Love, please ;

I switched off WF that to sleep peacefully and not to check for your answers.... ;;;

8:41 Well no there are no flights from P*. They suspended all flights. I want to be with you too. Visas to any European country is difficult from here but I can try.

I loved the *** cause you've done it for me.

8:42 I love you and I want you but I know it's difficult.
 
8:45 This picture has made me crazy. I want to take you in my arms (...)

9:51 Well, strange... With such wild desires how you managed to be so decent when we met?... ;;

I know you are passionate person by the shape and size of your lips... They are so big in size but you've learnt to hide it... The same way you were taught to keep your feelings and desires under control cause it's not so acceptable by religious and culture norms...

Whereas there are no any norms from outside in love... In health... I don't know if you understand what I'm telling....

We were talking on the topic with my son while sitting in restaurant. Interesting we were not in contact almost a year but somehow came to very similar conclusions. We both wanna be free and not under control from outside... from society, religion or doesn't matter who and what.

In the same time I'm close to God and always wanna be. He is my real Source of Love, life forces and creativity.

Well yes, I know what you say but, Aamir, I'm not the only European woman on the Earth... ;

Here is the root of the problem... that I need you and only, for quite long time already I can't be interested in someone else... I simply can't. As I said I even thought I started to forget you...

And you just need somebody to do such things with you...

I don't want to be 'someone' for you... It's good if you understand it.

9:57 No, you are the one I have these desires for. You and you only. I am coming to you as soon as the conditions get better.