Just Think About You All the Time

Hi. How are you ??? Missing you

why then didn't answer anything? Hi

What I didn't answer ?? Just think about you all the time...

what do you want me to say?...
Last time you started talking and when I answered (and I may not do that, right?) you didn't answer anything.
Do you remember you told me that relations are when you can touch, kiss, when you have someone next. So now you have your wife next. Why to miss me and remember about me? You threw me away from your life in such cruel way: "I love her and don't want any contact with you". Right? didn't you know then you may start to miss me? but you just didn't care what I would feel. Who asked you to be so rude with me then? who asked you to throw away someone who loved you so sincerely - to throw like a mere thing, without any compassion to me and my feelings?... now when you feel bad you have your wife to comfort you. I have no one, just God.
so what do you want me to say now?

Well I was in love with you and I always will. I want to meet you. Is it possible???