How could he?

I’m not trying to defend myself in that situation
What makes me bewildered that everybody involved asked only “How could you?” and nobody ever said “How could he?”, as if it’s OK and acceptable and nothing is special there. For me its stealing and killing at the same time, even if I did what I did
HOW COULD I ? How?
That is how
Working for many years with autistic children in non-professional position, being free from following certain methods and techniques, I developed my own System, which could improve mental ability of disable kids, supported it by theoretical work of Soviet psychologists and wanted very much to use it with kids,  organizing  self-learning stimulated and motivated environment, so parents could use it for their kids to reach independency, developing their ability at the same time.
I looked for any possibilities to fulfil that goal. Probably that need made me to believe that real estate person was sincere in his desire to support me on that. Another reason is that getting into that space where I spend so many years things seems different-people are sincere and kind, trying to do their best
Carl Jung words “Any kind of addiction is bad-whether its for alcohol, drugs or idealism", explain that condition
At the same time my previous experience where money, medication, etc had to big place pushed me to that idealistic direction
Anyway when I saw a place I wanted to run away, but that Alvaro started by his talk to transform the place into something I dreamed about. He talked about different changes which could be done with his contacts and abilities for very little money and I in my mind instead of old ugly place I already saw something beautiful and nice
Still prudence made me to ask Alvaro to find a specialist to inspect the condition of the house and asking him to see house the second time.
Here the great work of real estate agent was done on Alvaro’s part. He made a reason to rash me with payment convincing that everything which needs to be fixed would be fixed. At the same time he worked on inspiring me more introducing to special education people who seemed thought as me and was ready to support my ideas for work. We met orphans home directors, school specialists. We discussed plans of working together inviting tourists with special needs. My mind was put in that direction and completely trusting Alvaro I signed contract believing to his words that everything is OK including the roof
Lawyers are good psychologists and Alvaro used his outstanding ability in fact making money by putting a person in dead situation. He knew that money I paid for that house was earned by years and years of hard work taking care for disable kids. He knew that it was my only money and I was a pensioner. He knew that situation I got into is unsolvable in my condition-without knowing how things work, without language or people to help.
Specialists found a place dangerous and harmless and not reparable. Alvaro as well as the owners-parents of 4 children knew that.
In fact they put me for quick death
I spent so much efforts to tell Alvaro my sad experience in trying to do things to help those kids and why I wanted so much to do what I wanted to do. That is why his actions for me is as blasphemy
BUT
Nobody ever asked a question I’d hope to hear
“How could he? ”