Goals, Choices, Consequences

Well yes, I know what you say but I'm not the only European woman on the Earth...
Here is the problem... that I need you and only, for quite long time already I can't be interested in someone else...
And you just need somebody to do such things with you...


No, you are the one I have these desires for. You and you only. I am coming to you as soon as the conditions get better.


Everything is difficult when you’re afraid and not sure.
And everything is easy when you see the goal and go for it.
It's my way to live: I set a goal and move towards it step by step not even wasting time to think if it’s difficult or not.
And in this way I come there where I want to be. All difficulties I give in God's hands and put them on His shoulders. I trust Him completely.


As far as the visa is concerned I have took all information. Either I should have huge funds in my account to show that I can manage my stay in your country or you have to provide an invitation letter to take my responsibility.



As for me there is only one difficult 'thing': your wife and daughter.
It's the reason I'm trying never talk to you.
Normally I should not involve myself in any such relationship with a married man... Here's only one BUT: I was first! I was involved before!
I loved you before you even come to know her... I didn't take you from her... She did.
Now there are only consequences...
God knows how much I loved you... He knows I wanted to leave the situation for many times but He is not willing...
You were such an interesting person when we met! So bright. Able to act, to decide....
You're not quite the same now... you know that? This is what I warned you before: betraying own love person betrays himself, betrays best part in self... God's part...
So I don't even want to encourage you much.
To leave me was your choice... And you knew you were leaving me to die. It was just God's mercy to lead me though it and make me even stronger.
So to come to me also should be your decision. I'm not gonna answer for your choices, Love.
And now everything is clear I hope.



Yes, I made a mistake leaving you cause I was never able to forget you. I can still smell the fragrance