The Emperor as a Moment of Truth

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THE EMPEROR AS A MOMENT OF TRUTH

(an open Letter to Kim Michaels, spiritual writer)



Estimable Kim Michaels! First of all I welcome you sincerely and I wish you good health and every further success! Then I beg your pardon for my poor English, for my possible grammatical and stylistic errors…

My name is Igor Katanugin, 56 years old, I live in Russia and I am a Russian by my origin (in this my embodiment – in this my lifetime - if you like), by my home language – and by my love for my Homeland, its beautiful Nature and Culture – and surely by dear remembrances of my childhood enlightened by love of my parents…


Well – I have studied in the People’s Friendship University Patrice Lumumba (1982-1990) – which is another beautiful symbol for me. I was happy to find and to read and to absorb in some degree beautiful teachings of (or given through) Nikolay and Helen Roerich and in general – materials of our wonderful Russian spiritual tradition – I mean Saints and devotees in general of our Russian orthodox church – such as Saint Serge of Radonezh (or how they spell it in English?), Seraphim of Sarov and many others…

Then – from 1991 - I studied and practiced teachings, decrees of the Summit Lighthouse – Mark and Elizabeth Clare Prophet. In 2005 I was told about a new spiritual movement Shangra-la mission – Kim and Lorain Michaels and it impressed me very much! I have read many materials by you, estimable Kim, I was and am giving Rosaries, Invocations given by you or through you…

Your book “Master Keys to Spiritual Freedom” is my most loved – MOST LOVED – spiritual book of all times! In other words I like and love many books but this book by Lord Maitreya became number one for me. The wonderful concepts of the Allness of God, many Presences of the Allness of God, Universal Christ mind, a conscious Self of every person – all this is very dear for me so I thank you very much for this book and other books also…


Well – I go to the theme of this my humble Letter. In reality I have written much to you already during these many years – but all this remains on the hard disc of my notebook – and on some internet platforms you don’t read. Yesterday – the 22 of October, 2021, I have read word of Dictation of beloved Portia through you…

There was the following there – you write (or you present as a Dictation) that the Russian Emperor Nikolay the Second (1868-1918) was a hindrance for the growth of Russia – in personal sense or in his symbolic sense as an Emperor – or in both senses. Yes – you say exactly the following – that he was, he became a HINDRANCE, that he was opposing positive changes in Russia, he was a hindrance for progress.


You follow in that text (or you pretend that beloved Portia says it) that precisely THIS – supposed unwillingness of our Emperor for positive changes – became the main (or even unique) cause of all horrible atrocities, bloodshed, murders that came to our land in 1917 and later…

Well, dear Kim – I have said already I appreciate very much your books – but I say right now – NOTHING COULD BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH – and I reject flatly such words of yours – and I don’t believe them from Heavens…

Once again – it is difficult for me to express myself in English – even in Russian it is not so easy for some reasons… Well – by the grace of God – I have read many wonderful materials about this our Emperor (and others), his wife, their beautiful children – and I say – they all are saints for me – as Romeo were saint for Juliet, as Juliet of Shakespeare was a saint for Romeo… I choose to use such wonderful example of literature to express all I think and feel and have in my mind and heart…

Yes, both Romeo and Juliet were not ascended beings, they lived on our earth – nevertheless they were and they are WONDERFUL beings – very highly evolved ones, beautiful ones – and we love them sincerely for centuries…


So the Emperor Nikolay, his beautiful wife and their children – THEY WERE HEROES AND HEROINES OF SHAKESPEARE – for me at least – and for our Russian people in essence – for many – many Russians – I would say for all true Russians…

The Emperor Nikolay was NOT opposing the progress! One of the most bright examples for it is Peter Stolipin (killed by one of our many “revolutionaries” in 1911) – the most brilliant wonderful leader I know. He was called for high State service precisely by the Emperor and all he did as Prime minister were true most sincere efforts TO GIVE FREEDOM TO PEOPLE - especially IN RURAL ECONOMY, to provide for them all conditions for their OWN CREATIVITY!

Peter Stolipin was an embodiment of Progress, of true positive innovations, living symbol of True Love for people, and he was called to service precisely by our Emperor – and was killed by so called “revolutionaries”…

So it is a Symbol – one of many wonderful symbols – that our Emperor was not a hindrance for any true progress – he was one of many  MOVING FORCES of progress, and our country – Russia – WAS MAKING WONDERFUL PROGRESS those years! I know it truly in many details exactly, there are all possibilities now to obtain all these historic  materials…


Once again – Peter Stolipin is also a symbol – one of many wonderful symbols - that not the Emperor personally nor the institute of monarchy were any hindrance for growth… To the contrary – both the very personality, the very figure of Emperor (Tsar in Russian) and his wife and their children – all of them most elevated in terms of human morals, in spiritual terms I would say – and the very institute of our monarchy –were giving, were providing any conditions, all possibilities for creativity, for positive constructive self-expression practically for any person in Russia, were providing any conditions for growth…

It is as clear for me as daylight as they say in our country. There are many – MANY materials nowadays for everyone to obtain all true information in this respect.


So WHY it all was perished, was killed, was eliminated? – Oh God – “it was because of the Tsar was a hindrance for progress” – you, Kim, say so over and over again – pretending that the Ascended Hosts are saying that. O God! NONE OF YOUR RUSSIAN FOLLOWRS PROTEST SUCH YOUR PITIFULL WORDS!


Well, Okey – let it be so – if THIS is your choice and their choices – but in such case I DO NOT call them all Russians and I do not believe this was a Dictation from Heaven – at least these words were not dictated from Heaven…


Bloodshed – horrible bloodshed, “ red revolutionary terror” in Russia began and took place because of pitiful LACK OF CHRIST-DISCERNMENT – saying in spiritual terms – among many Russian state men, generals of that time, because of their TREACHERY, their iniquity, their breach of faith to the Emperor – and to the very Russia in essence…

These horrors took place because of an horrible ATACK OF THE DEVIL – both from the inside and from without…

The leading nations of the world – England, Germany, France, the United States of America, Japan and others – they all were HATING THE LIGHT AND SUCCESS OF RUSSIA! They all had ENVY, JEALOSY in their hearts – envy and jealousy and fear for growth – for the enormous wonderful growth of Russia  which took place in those times (especially for the year 1913). It was what is called low rivalry…


Attention – please attention to these words! None of them – none of these leading powerful nations –has done anything to save the Emperor and his family – his children and wife and true servants – captured by lawless communists (Bolsheviks) – to save from their horrible death!

England, Germany, France, Japan, the USA DID NOTHING TO SAVE THE FAMILY OF THE EMPEROR!

Did nothing – though they COULD!!! They were all sufficiently powerful…


Well –so what have we now? – Even a person whom I believe to be one of the best spiritual writers – and I mean you, estimable Kim – goes on continuing the very same line in his words – that “the Emperor was a hindrance for growth” – basically trying once again TO KILL HIM – not physically in this case but surely to kill him as a SYMBOL – as a wonderful symbol for all the best all wonderful beautiful pure all peaceful creative joyful that shines behind the very word RUSSIA…

It is not surprising therefore that there are so many passages in your materials, Kim, where it is said in essence “Don’t be Russians! Forget your national origin!”

Well – and they – your followers in Russia – indeed – they followed even these words! NONE of them express his or her protest!


It is very symbolic that – when you were in Russia – in Novosibirsk – and they desired to show you any dance – they invited a dance-group which presented you with a dance from India! O God! My dear Homeland! They – in Russia – presented you with a dance from India – as though we in Russia do not have our own beautiful dances…


Surely – many other things could and should be spoken in this respect – but I choose to finish this Letter.

From Russia with Christian love, Igor.



The painting – Yuri Karpenko. The Wreck of the Empire, 2007.

(Here - at this site - Valentin Serov. The Emperor Nikolay Alexandrovich.



From comments:

Bastian Sandoz, Facebook, page of Kim Michaels:

My diagnostic is that you are attached to Russia's national identity with all its symbols as it has been defined in the past.

IK:

Truly, exactly, it is all so - by the great Mercy of God it is so! I AM attached to it by the holy shining ropes of Love - once again - as heroes and heroines of Shakespeare...

They - emperor Nikolay, his beautiful wife and their children - they are my dear my beloved brothers and sisters in Christ - they ARE - not were - ARE my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, wonderful symbols of all beautiful pure peaceful kind-hearted merciful creative joyful that is related with my dear Homeland - Russia!

Yes - by the Mercy of God I AM attached to all this, my love is my sweet attachment - that IS our communion in Christ...



Kim Michaels, October the 23, 2021:

Igor you say you love Maitreya's book. The entire purpose of that book is to explain how we lost contact with our spiritual teachers and how to get it back.

If you are not willing to let Portia challenge your strong opinions, you are not doing what Maiteays told us to do. I suggest you read the book again more carefully.


IK:

Kim I did not read that book - I have HEARD it - audiobook I mean... A friend of mine has given me a DVD disc with this book and I am hearing it over and over again - many times during many years already...

I finish to hear it and I begin it again and again... I know it almost by heart - many passages - it is very dear and - I would say - I feel myself at home when I hear your voice, estimable Kim, reading it...
It became natural for me - and very simple I would say - as all at my home is dear and simple and natural...


To be quite frank I even do not understand just what do you pretend I would change in my mind and my heart?...

I have expressed it my Letter itself... It is clear as day for me... When I see light of the heart, kindness, purity, tenderness, human dignity - human in high sense of this word - honour - true honour as opposite to treachery - when I see these and other wonderful in essence divine qualities of this or that person - I SEE it, I FEEL it - not only by mind but by heart - so I simply say that I have seen all this wonderful light in hearts, in eyes, in all beings all behavour of these persons - our Emperor Nikolay and his family and his true friends such as Peter Stolipin...


I HAVE SEEN THEIR LIGHT - so what do you pretend I would change? I DO NOT make them Buddhas or Christs - though yes - very highly evolved human beings... I have said in my Letter that I perceive them as non ascended beings on earth - but with all this wonderful Light in their hearts...

So once again - what do you mean I should change? I see and I love their Light... It is all simple - as this book by Maiyreya... They all - and many many other people from our times and from the past - they became my dear brothers and sisters in Christ for me - those lifestreams of the Emperor, his wife and his children...


I extend my hands to them - right now - writing these lines to you - I kiss them right now with all love of my heart - this is my dear communion in the most high love I am capable at this flying moment...

Once again - I perceive them, I love them as Romeo and Juliet of Shakespeare, they are saints for me - as Romeo and Juliet have seen, have felt each other as saints, have felt spiritual nature of each other...


They WERE WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE - though non ascended obviously... I have many many materials to say that they CAN serve as wonderful examples of all positive qualities - thou they might have some illusions obviously - but once again - I do not pretend they were Buddhas that time... I love them...


Kim - I WILL say to beloved Portia that I love them as my dear my beloved brothers and sisters in Christ! More of this - I SAY it to Portia, to Saint Germain, to Mother Mary right now - yes I do it, I say it - and they hear me - they hear any fervent sincere voice of every person - not only by you, dear Kim...

We stay just now - my dear brothers and sisters - having hands in hands, we stay in the Presense of these Ascended beings, and we smile to each other with love...


Kim:

Igor when we have a strong opinion that we are sure is right, we are not open to hearing the ascended masters, our I AM Presences or our Christ selves because they will not violate our free will.

We must be willing to let go of the strong opinion and be in a neutral state of mind, to empty the mind and be open to the guru. So you need to ask yourself whether you are open to the guru or whether you will hold on to your opinions?

I assume you do realize that Romeo and Juliet were not real people.


IK:

Kim well I have read now once again all I have written to you, then I have read your recent answer... I have open my heart to you and to other people sufficiently, I would like to go on expressing my sweet experiences, feelings but I do not feel that my best feelings, my love is accepted here...
I do not feel you accept all the best I share now with you and with all other people... Literally I have extended to you all the best I have in my heart - I have given it to you in my arms - from my heart in my arms...

I feel I have done the best I could and I wanted to do for you and for other people who may be reading these lines of mine so I feel I may go out from here... God Bless!..


PS By the grace of God - by the beautiful wonderful transcending nature of God which is Life - Life which is God - I can share my love with Romeo and Juliet - and they accept lovingly all my sweet feelings for them and we talk sweetly with each other – heart-to-heart - because with God all good things are possible...


PPS

Well Estimable Kim - estimable for your previous books - but surely NOT for your position towards our dear Russian symbols - symbols of all beautiful all true merciful pure tender that is related with our dear Homeland - Russia - symbols of true Russia itself - and by the way - universal symbols of all the best sweet lovely beautiful honest - that shines deep in hearts of human beings and leads us to the wonderful thoughts about deepest spiritual nature of human beings...

Surely I mean - in this case - our dear Emperor Nikolay Aleksandrovich (the Second), his dear beautiful wife and children and all true friends of them...

Our dear Tsar and his family - four wonderful daughters and son - were killed the 18 of July 1918 by the forces of anti-christ precisely for one - for only one reason - because they all embodied in themselves all true all good all spiritual that IS our dear true Russia - they were true Russia in their hearts - and were killed by those who HATED TRUE RUSSIA - nation striving for the Ideals of Christ...

Now - as I have written already - practically you - YOU personally, Kim - you try to eliminate, to erase - practically to kill this our wonderful symbols from the minds, hearts, consciousness, from grateful memory of us - Russian people...

Practically you continue that devilish murder of our Tsar and his family - when you present him as a HINDRANCE for growth, enemy of any true progress - and when you present these horrible words as words from the Heaven - when you do all these horrible things - you try to kill our Tsar in the hearts of our people - you try to kill what is - what can and should be - the living fire of all the most beautiful true honest in our hearts...

Well - I WILL SAY IT TO THE LORDS OF KARMA, to Jesus Christ, Mother Mary, Saint Germain!.. I AM saying it to them - to my and our ascended brothers and sisters right now - right now - first, and after my passing from the earth - second - and every time I remember this your pitiful activities - third.

Yes, Kim - we SHALL stay with you - you and me - we shall stay together before our ascended teachers, before our ascended brothers and sisters in Christ - and they will hear me and hear you - and will express what they feel and think on this theme...

By the way - the devilish killers of the Tsar family saw - they SAW perfectly just WHAT they were doing - they were killing the very symbol of the true Light of our Russia - they were killing Russia itself... I do not think that YOU do not see it now...



Nadim Issa (comment on the page of Kim Michaels, some days later):


Igor Katanugin I see that you love Russia, you love The Czar and his family. I do not know the Russian History sufficiently to give any input other than that I commend you for your sincere love for your nation. .

The revolution of communism caused much killing in every place where it happened particularly in Russia, East Europe, China, North Korea, Cambodia and other places, the history of communism is a blood bath, nothing justifies that much killing....
A few of the Romanov family escaped the killing and came to the town where I grew up. My father used to tell me: they were very honorable people. I met the family of one of them when I was 14 yrs old, they were very pleasant kind and loving. They had a dignity about them yet they were humble....

I did not care much for the Soviet Union or Russia because of the negative impression communism imposed on this planet. As I read your words you inspired me to love Russia as well as all nations because they all have something worthy of Love. Thank you.


Картина: Валентин Серов. Портрет Императора Николая Александровича