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They loved watching Japanese anime and cartoons together. Ahmed had loved the character Todoroki Takaya since childhood, and Sarah was a fan of everything about "the Blob" — her favorite subject of her research — which she called "the genius without a brain."
This one-celled creature delighted Sarah immensely. One cell, as she told Ahmed, can reach gigantic sizes.
She showed Ahmed her videos made with a high-resolution camera: how the slime grew.
On the first day of the quarantine in France, she installed a camera in a box with action figures of cartoon characters, and by the eighth day, Physarum polycephalum had absorbed Kenny. She made short videos with other characters: the slime ate a large spider, spread across photos of the early 20th century, devouring the dashing mustaches and top hats of the gentlemen until they disappeared behind the thicket of the cage. Once there was a very funny video with a metal head of C-3PO from Star Wars, voiced by cuts from quotes of the movie hero. She posted these videos on her Safebookpage.
Sarah loved her job and gave names to the mold strains. For example, she had an albino Lulu, a translucent white mold. The body of this mold was colored in almost any color of the dye added to its food. The blue mold Sarah called Schtroumpf — Smurf, the red — Rose.


Они обожали смотреть японские аниме и мультфильмы вместе. Ахмед с детства любил мультсерии с героем Тодороки Такайя, а Сара была фанаткой всего, что касалось ее любимой плесени, предмета ее исследований, которую она именовала “гений без мозга”.
Это одноклеточное существо безмерно восхищало Сару. Одна клетка, как она рассказывала Ахмеду, может достигать гигантских размеров.
Она показывала Ахмеду свои ролики, сделанные с камерой высокого разрешения: как разрасталась плесень.
В первый день карантина во Франции она установила камеру в боксе с фигурками мультипликационных героев и к восьмому дню physarum поглотил Кенни. Она снимала ролики и с другими персонажами: слизь съедала большого паука, расползалась по фотографиям начала 20 века, поглощая лихие усы и цилиндры джентльменов, пока они не исчезали за зарослями клетки. Однажды получился очень смешной ролик с металлической головой C-3PO из Star Wars, озвученный нарезками из цитат киногероя. Она выкладывала эти ролики на своей странице Сейфбук.
Сара любила свою работу и давала имена штаммам плесени. Например, у нее была альбиноска ЛуЛу, прозрачно-белая плесень. Тело этой плесени окрашивалось в почти любой цвет красителя, добавленного в еду. Голубую плесень она называла Schtroumpf — Смурф, красную — Розой.


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06/05
Hello Ahmed.
He, my "former", has found a job and decided he will work there, 18 kilometers from Tyumen, for a month, because of that, as I thought, we decided at last to live separately.
The last day before he left us (the day before yesterday), he made an attempt to hug me, but I shrunk away from him.
He said, "I want to kiss your forehead, the last time."
He kissed me, said, "I apologize if I offended you somehow. I had to go away earlier."
"We are too different, have nothing in common.", I answered, "I always told you to go to your country. You are handsome, strong, sexy, able to find a good woman, and create a new family."
"Do you have someone?"
"No, never had, don't have. Don't say such foolishness!"
"I will go there for about a month, then I'll earn money and go home from you, forever."
"Good." I left the room.

When I refused to live in one room with him about a month ago, he firstly became angry, then in several weeks I saw one morning he had red eyes, maybe, he cried at night. I never saw him crying. He is strong and brave, and isn't afraid of snakes, big animals and big aggressive people, but he is afraid of my opinions.
My daughter said he complained I didn't call him. He decided I was angry because of  money, due to him living on my money, that he didn't earn enough..my god, I would never be angry, denying him of gold. Our lives were so poor, money was never significant for me..how blind he is!

Thank you for your help, Ahmed. I decided, if your two ex-wives are able to survive in such a difficult-for-women country as Algeria, I can too. I can live alone, be independent of someone else, live for my only reason I will find, I hope, soon. I don't want to be his sex-puppet. All those years I was just a mannequin, not a clever person. I never told him he is so poor in sex because it would be the same as killing him. I asked him, gave him hints what he should do, but he was always too stupid. On the other hand, I've never known another man, so I have no experience of comparing him and others.. I ignored my own willings. Now I want to love and respect myself and others. To start a new life, a better life.

Макото 18
06/05
Please pardon the sudden email yesterday.
I felt like I couldn't read the situation of the other person.
I've been feeling like I'm sending something unilaterally.
It's weird to have an open conversation when I'm not open.
That is why I told the truth.
Hopefully you can share the feelings you are thinking of. Joy and sadness.
I wonder if we can find a better place if we talk to each other with sincerity.
Yes, and I want you to send me your picture because I can see your expression.
If you have the same idea, the relationship will continue for a long time.
I think it's important to respect you forever.
6 мая
Today I wanted to go for a drive together and went to the sea.
It is said that the rocks you saw while walking were called Migakiura, and the stones you threw from Ise Shrine arrived.
The locals have told me that the shrine is famous for being a local shrine.
I took it in the hope that I could go with you someday.