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Ее заводило его тренированное тело и грубоватые jouer au lit ; la a;kido,  и она всячески поощряла его к занятиям айкидо, хотя ее и раздражал этот вид спорта, который он выбрал, из-за дополнительных трат на его переезды по Японии и экипировку и длительных его отлучек по выходным в другие города Японии на тренировки в додзе с разными прославленными тренерами.
Он подозревал ее в изменах с молодыми японцами-студентами и страшно ревновал. Она же, иногда угрюмо и со злостью, иногда шутя, отвечала на его упреки: ты посмотри на японцев и на меня: как это можно? Действительно, средняя Алжирская женщина размером обычно гораздо крупнее любого среднего японца, и пышные необычные в Японии женские формы привлекали к ней японских мужчин. Но алжирские мужчины приятнее и загадочнее для алжирских женщин: японцы не имели такой гордой осанки и энергичных манер, никогда не закрывали лиц, если не считать масок на лицах из-за коронавируса, ну и были худоваты: казались немужественными. И все же он не до конца доверял жене: он знал, что она слишком любопытна, а японцы мастерски умеют быть весьма приятными...


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Hello Ahmed!
08/09/2020
Yesterday she received her promo code from Utair. It's an airline in Russia that gave to all school graduates the sale for the round-trip air flight equal their the best grade in EGE (nationwide final exam). This year she has her best 87. So, she decided to make a trip somewhere. Now she is on her way to Saint Petersburg. She's going to stay there for three days in a hotel.
On the one hand I like that she is adventurous enough for making some decisions spontaneously. On the other hand she, on my point of view, made several risque decisions lately which gave her the next year staying at home. She lost with entering in the Universities she considered. And she's going to spend this year preparing again. This time she wants to enter one of the best Universities of our country, in MGIMO. She dreams to be a politician in issues of China or Korea. It's very difficult to get into this University. I would prefer she enter this year in a University that was available for her and, if she would not change her mood, try to go higher next year.
Father had known about her trip yesterday night. She told it to him as if it was a common thing. Never before, we have allowed her to go somewhere in another city alone or even to her friends for a night. He was struck, but gave her a good amount of money generously. He trusts her. He knows she is a reasonable girl. I'm glad he can now cope with himself to let her go. It wasn't easy for me either.

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How it is pleasant to cook by myself after a long gap. I bought green beans in Crimea. I know he loves it. What pleasant thing is to cut the bean's petiole with scissors! I was enjoying cooking this time.
In Crimea, as I felt, everyone wants to earn money, but nobody wants to make their services and products better. They want to sell expensive things such that they don't worth the money. I felt that they didn’t give their souls with their goods. They are not warm, mostly indifferent and sometimes hostile. So, I met a crimea tartar. He was angry at Russia and told it was better in Ukraine. Another guy, who comes to Crimea from Kharkov in Ukraine for work here, said that there is no difference for him between Ukrainian or Russian Crimea in the sense of his personal benefit. All those people speak in Russian only and I doubt they use Ukrainian inside their families or in common life. I felt there I was in Russia. They didn't even have the specific Ukrainian accent. I saw many many private one, two, three-store houses, those built just recently or were in the process. They make their money on tourists from Russia. Fruit cost more than here in Siberia. Why? They say because they spend a lot of money for watering that isn't true. Always earlier in Sevastopol fruit were much cheaper. Now there are more hotels than citizens in Crimea. They make money without love or care, barbaric. This is only my opinion.
My position here is Putin and his command made the right decision at that moment. They made the best for our country if we would have a closer look at that in future perspective. But now the most important thing is don't let the position be changed back. Russia has hard pressure outside. Europe and the USA play cunning games. Will Russia have enough resources for her surviving without a big loss?

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Today morning he said that he left us. He came into my room, embraced me against my will and said that he still loves me, that he apologizes if he made mistakes or offended me. He wanted to make peace. He still has hope. All day he tries doing his best. Today was my day off and I delivered the door I ordered a month ago. Today he tried to set it...maybe tomorrow his attempt will succeed..
What I felt? I embraced him back, told it was not the right time for the discussion..made all of it into a joke. I miss sex. I wait for someone fit. I disagree with being with him. He really is a handsome man, sexy, but I need someone special.

On Sunday I met my gold black teacher, but on Skype. When I was in Crimea he had found a job in Novosibirsk as a teacher of English in University. Probably he has some background (some courses for teaching in English for foreigners). He moved to live in Novosibirsk. So he invited me on Skype. Firstly I refused, but after I had known how much money other black guys wanted for tutoring, I agreed to studying on Skype. Honestly it was much more difficult and uncomfortable for me. I needed to see and hear my teacher in the flesh. He has a very husky voice, he is more skreaking then speaking. I love such kinds of voices, but Skype distortions made it absolutely misunderstood for me. He used typing mosty. This lesson I disliked.

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04/09
i think many things lrarn from failure.
usually i made a mistake.
thank you forgive me.
thank you to generous heart.
of course i hope i have generous heart forever.
i don't forget have compassion heart to you.
i hope good communicate with you forever.
have a nice day.
my short poem
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05/09
i make many mistake work and life.
it's important to make mistake.
it's important that to you do your best.
sometimes the results are not good.
Let's forget it is the results of doing our the best.
Another chance will come.
forgot the past and move on to the next step.
Let's move forward without looking for a past.
i have generous heart that allow peoples.
i don't forget i have caring and warm heart always.
i think i cherish myself i cherish you.
my dear.
have a wonderful weekend.
from japan.
for you.
my short poem