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Hello Ahmed!
Please, don't feel offended by my messages! Take it easy, I ask you. You are so sweet, my good Man. I like you so much! You are such a handsome and fine man, manly, spunky and softly kind at the same time. Thank you for your existing. I like you very much :)
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16/10/2020
Hello Ahmed.
Yesterday he bought a ram. At yesterday morning he brought the mutton in two bags and went to work. In the evening he cut it all and fryed for us it's testicles with tomatoes and green. I ate it with a little disgust: the taste was too sweet, like human meat probably...
And I love eating hearts and tongues.
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17/10/2020
Hello Ahmed,
lately he has been coughing. It becomes stronger on nights. He buys many drugs which drugstore's people advise him but nothing helps. He uses his ingalator with steroids helping himself to breath, but it ceased to help him too anymore. Honestly, I am worried that he has lung cancer. I might, as usual, panic. I remember my grandmother: she had a chronic cough and later died from cancer. I remember she had no pain because there are no pain receptors in lungs. She died very fast. The situation is complicated by the polipes in his nose: he can't eat because can't breathe through his nose. Coronovirus is gaining in Yutmen. Part of clinics were closed for patients due to their using for covid patients, so he can't to make destruction of polipes and in other hospital they offered him to make the procedure illegal and for big money because he is not a citizen of the country and he works and lives here illegal now due to corona. He didn't make his documents.
I don't know what to do, how to help him. The nearest doctor we had found at 19-10 and 03-11, and I haven't any hope they will be attentive with him. I don't want him to die. To be single and to be alone are quite different things. If he dies, I will become horrible and absolutely alone. There will be nobody in the world who is always ready to help me and my daughter. I have an egoistic will for him to live. I would prefer to die before he left us. I don't want to stay with this killing sense. The consolation is, if my guesses turn out right, he will die easily and rapidly. He earned such a beautiful death by all his honest life.
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Today I put much more thick make-up to hide my swollen eyelids. I bought that strange hat, balaklava, because I thought: "I look strange in it, or without it, but it's handy. And today I forgot my umbrella and it saved me from the rain. I feel dressed like that as a finger. Do you remember the movie about spy children with Antonio Banderas? There were fingers in the movie, they were artificial guards for former scientists who were transformed into creatures for somebody's tv show.
Today I put much more thick make-up to hide my swollen eyelids. I bought that strange hat, balaklava, because I thought: "I look strange in it, or without it, but it's handy. And today I forgot my umbrella and it saved me from the rain. I feel dressed like that as a finger. Do you remember the movie about spy children with Antonio Banderas? There were fingers in the movie, they were former scientists who were transformed into "fingers'' for somebody's tv show. They couldn't speak and only bubbled something misunderstandable.
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