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Система концлагерей функционировала безупречно в смысле извлечения из “живого человеческого мяса” экономической прибыли методами добровольно-принудительного труда в условиях минимальной осведомленности о реальности целых поколений людей, особенным образом воспитанных и взращенных в этих лагерях. Несколько поколений взрослых людей подверглись опытам по изменению сознания и внедрению в сознание ложных воспоминаний. Функционировало телевидение с ложными видео, транслировались передачи с ложной пропагандой, проповеди Святого Корана с совершенно извращенным толкованием и подвергнутый сложной обработке анализ и комментарии к аятам, и выдуманный Берберский эпос. Это была, впервые в мире, попытка, как насмешка над советским строем, привить коммунистическую экономическую систему патриархальной экономически слабой и разрозненной стране, какой тогда был Алжир, без навязывания идеологии марксизма и даже с сохранением господствующих ранее религий.
Одной из первых мер было  принуждение женщин к работе и учебе с самого раннего возраста, необходимость чего объяснялась религиозными и экономическими соображениями во благо страны. Такие меры не встретили возмущения, отторжения и яростного сопротивления в алжирском обществе: люди были измучены и разобщены, запутаны и обескуражены.


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Hello, Ahmed.
06/11/2020
Actually Kaoru was a single man who really was honest, polite and natural in his relation to me. I regret that I repelled him by my ostentation behavior. I blocked him then because he understood me wrong: how could he do such a resume from my offer? It meant only, he didn't grasp who I am. I am still wondering. However, forget. Everything always goes to the Better.
One day a car will crash into me: I sometimes even forget to look around the streets crossing a road. I go and think about something, without attention. I caught myself many times when I went to a road when there was a red color. Everything always goes to the Better.
I don’t want to be a body. I was only a body for him, still he is missing my body. He comes to me every morning to close the window and he comes to my bed, takes my arm and strikes it, he asks me: “Do you like to be alone? You are still young. Did you find somebody?” We told him he can go to his country right now, it became possible to leave Russia in his Hometown. But he said he is going there in Spring, now he does not have any reasons. I will not be going to be someone’s body that can be used by someone’s requirement without my desire. I want to be independent. It is better to be single then someone’s slave. Still I wash, sort and iron his clothes. But now I do it because he is cooking sometimes and throwing garbage every morning, and helps me at home sometimes. I lend him money to buy shoes because he is not able to save some money for that. He probably sent all the money to his relatives. It would be better than him wasting them all.
I always wanted to leave Siberia...but where is a better place? Where are my green fields? Who is waiting for me there?
Do I really want to be single? No. I always wanted someone it would be interesting to be near with, someone interesting and pleasant. Not a lot of deal.. I met not such a man who would be interested back. Are my expectations too high? No. I am boring..always boring. I should forget I am a woman. Forget my body. I am a human. Forget that I am an animal. I don’t like to feed my body. And often I feel tired. I go to bed on my weekends, and spend hours there in a day dreaming. Oh, I am boring even for myself. Thank you, Google! Genial algorithms for stupid people.