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В 1960-х годах ученая-нейропсихолог, основатель новой науки и исследователь опытов, проводившихся в концлагерях, Ламия Хакко, предложила инновационные, более гуманные, методы работы с людьми для успешного освоения навыков: как ментальных, так и физических. Эти методы были универсальны. Они позволили резко повысить эффективность и сократить сроки обучения в стране. Они применяются теперь повсеместно в Алжире, перенимаются образовательными системами других стран.
Система образования стала конституционно закрепленной системой развития молодых поколений, строго алгоритмизированной и структурированной, но с заложенными в ней возможностями модернизации под меняющееся во времени состояние общества и технического прогресса.

Девушки и женщины не стали закрывать лица, следуя новым стандартам Ислама, но мужчины, особенно берберских интеллигентных кровей, носили тагельмуст, как туареги, и замысловатые прически: просто это нравилось женщинам. Стыдливость и скромность в сочетании с доблестью и силой — лучшее украшение мужчины.


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Hello, Ahmed.
19/11/2020
I am blind now. I am not sure if I felt Ahmed right. I have a sense he is playing with my texts...but it is impossible, says my sober thoughts, because he ignores me. So I tend to think it is my imagination or..wishful thinking.
In that video he posted on Safebook in the middle of November when he was sitting at home due to the fact he was infected by Covid and that’s why was deprived of teaching, training, walking, and was bored by loneliness, he spoke in three different languages: French, English, Arabic. Two videos in French, one in Arabic, one in English. In each of the videos he has a different image of himself, it was noticeable he did it deliberately, but maybe this is a question of light in the room, how he was wearing, which mood he had at that day. I saw three different people with a bit different style of speaking. Most more I’ve liked  of the others is the guy speaking in French. He was the most handsome. I like guys that are a bit unshaved. He smiled sometimes and his face was shining with benevolence. The man speaking in Arabic seemed tired, almost fatigued. He didn’t smile and was quite serious. The video I could understand was in English. He looked, like, a bit aggressive. I am sure in England he would be deprived from decent society with this kind of manner of speaking. Couldn’t he add a soft confidence in his speech? He looked a bit irritated.
He really is a handsome man, I cannot deny it. But some of his facial expressions show, in my opinion, his nervous, tough nature that doesn't cancel his goodness.
Several times I could hear the voices of children and a woman, and an old man was coughing. Ahmed lives in a big family :) Such a bad camera he has, he looks ten, no fifteen years younger than in his later photographs. It is so strange and deceptive..as if he is talking from his own past times.
I am blind now. I would like to know what he was talking about in his French and Arabic videos. I am blind now. I would like to understand the situation. I am blind now. I wish I understood my own feelings right… I am blind now because I feel I can accept the first man I like a little. For example I am doing an order for one stomatologia in Yutmen. The head physician of the clinic came several days ago to my office..he is a very interesting man, so intelligent and serious..but too young..was born in 1987 as his email showed..he called me yesterday, for the deal, I like his voice. He has beautiful skin: a bit yellow, clean. And he has healthy fullness.
I go out so rarely except commuting to and fro my work that the only way to make an acquaintance with a man for me is to meet an interesting customer.  I know several such men, they made several orders from me. The son of one of them also made several orders for his bakeries. They are always very polite and courteous. I see that they like me, but they have wives :). Such wives who are not interested in picking furniture for their big houses and flats.
My English teacher noticed I felt unhappy, so he asked me last Sunday, why I look so. He told me I always looked happy and that day..what happened on that day? Absolutely nothing..it is my usual state lately. I am not depressed..I returned to sober thoughts. This Saturday I'll meet him wearing a mask to hide myself. I don't want him to read me so easily.