Three names of the God

All those days before I had been angry. "When would it be ended? I have been wasting time almost two years here! Have no profit, no future and career advancement!" - I thought. I wanted to earn decent money like every, especially considering that I additionally had been doing HR work. Of course I wanted that my efforts would paid worthy. A philanthropist's reputation wasn't fine for me.

However my negative thoughts stream was suddenly interrupted with a telephone call. I replied: that was another one applicant who needed to be marked for a labor exchange. She asked could I mark her tomorrow - I agreed. But right after the talking something flared up inside me, and a Christian song playing in my headphones even made it stronger. I immediately sat down to a sofa in the business center and started writing a prayer for all who in need, unemploees and hungries. My heart had suddenly got more compassional. So I opened a name of the God for myself during one hour and it sounded as "The Merciful".That was the 23d of December 2021. Two days after I opened other two His names. The name "The Superior" was opened during my memories about an illness in a hospital. And the third name "The Protector" was opened before my going to bed. I don't know how my efforts will be estimated, but now I surely know that my achievements aren't only in my hands. And I also surely must give anything that I need myself. This is my enlightenment.
Don't despair and let obscurity to carry you.

"Thus saith the LORD the maker thereof, the LORD that formed it, to establish it; the LORD is his name;
Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things which thou knowest not".
Jeremiah, 2 - 3

"The steadily devoted soul attains unadulterated peace because he offers the result of all activities to Me;whereas a person who is not in union with the Divine, who is greedy for the fruits of his labor, becomes entangled".
Bhagavad gita, chapter 5, text 12