The chunk 231 The message -995-

01/January/2022 Algeria
Ahmed posted a video of a small blue-eyed and blond baby. She smiled and mumbled with an inspired look in English: "You are so beautiful, inside and outside! I love you so much!"
Olga didn’t know yet how to continue her chunks after the part about an imagining country.

The message -931-
04/January/2022 Russia
Hello Ahmed.
I am still writing messages to you. I came here and found I don’t remember what I meant in the text below. It was something important and I will not delete those half-clear phrases…if you read the chunks you understand what actually I wanted to say. I feel so tired of writing to you that I let the thoughts be in the black hole.
What astonished me today is that my feelings for you didn’t change after more than one year you have been ghosting me.
In comments to your posts on Safebook, you wrote that you want a sexual and beautiful woman and that that will not be a woman from Algeria. You wrote you want to emigrate and some people on your page maintained and encouraged you in their posts to you...
Oh! How many posts have you published for this one year! Sometimes you post several videos in a day!
At the beginning of January, you put a post of a baby which said several phrases: “You are so beautiful…inside and outside. I love you so much!” Do you know, my mind immediately made the conclusion: “It is in English…it is for a woman..it is for…” But I know you much better now...I know how all you do is deceptive. I rejected even the thought. Of course, you are not bothered about the woman who was again annoying you several months ago. I think you forgot her absolutely…otherwise — you are a monster.
Each day you post your videos on the Safebook page. I made you more sociable and brave. You aren't afraid even to post your bloopers in videos as a part of the performance. You feel relaxed and, it is noticeable, you enjoy being in public. I don’t understand what you are talking about with your friend who wears two rings and a checkered shirt: I know it is something funny, for you are always laughing.
Wolfs..what is so horrible in Algerian women you always are discussing them negatively? What is so disgusting in Algeria you feel impossible to live, work, love, and create being in the country? Are there wolves who try to kill you or tear you? Are those women or men?
Oh.. are you so popular now that women tear each other apart for your sake? Are they hunting you like wolves hunt a noble deer..and all men envy and jealous?
In short, I don't understand why you behave like a teenager: so superficially.
I don’t hunt you as a she-wolf wants her male, don’t think so: I am not that type of person. I still study you.
Often I think about you as a male: your image attracts my sexual feelings. But never I will fight for being with you.
My true Man will fight for being with me. He will fight with me even if I am ready to accept him. I have one man near me who each day fights to hug and kiss me platonically… but he is not my true Man.